SO im stoked! finally my set went up!!! yaya!!!!!! and thank you to all the comments and friend requests! im still in shock, i had no idea, and it went up yesterday!!!

So i havent been on here lately, ive been in and out of the hospital. i just found out i have crohns disease. Not very many people know what it is, so ill tell you. Basically, my white blood cells think food is the enemy. And it causes inflammation in my colon. It isnt cureable, which sucks cuz i have to take pills for a long time. Hopefully the pills will make the symptoms go down a bit. So eating is not the same for me anymore. I cant really have dairy , and i love cheese, so im bummed. no more cheesecake, no more mac and cheese, no more cheese on my pizza! hah kind of a bummer. SO anyways im kind of interested to hear if anyone knows anyone that has it, and how they are doing.
But, im not going to get myself down about it. I still want to do more sets, im looking forward to doing my next one, because ive got a really great idea!!!

Ok, so i really do like christmas, but i hate how the true meaning of it gets wrapped up in all this commercial bullshit, like running all over the place to find the perfect gift, and all the commercials saying"50% off friday only!!" I feel that it just ruins what christmas is really about ,like giving to the ones you love, but then its like 'did i get enough?' 'will they like it?' then youre worried that you didnt buy enough for someone because you think they bought you alot. Ughhhhhh! Then you are like me, looking at all the gifts you bought, realizing you spent way too much and hope its all worth it! And since i work in retail, im around crazy shoppers all day, people are mad cuz you dont have what they want, or its not 'expensive' enough, and they are pissy and frantic and running into each other with their carts.
So lets just all forget about gifts and kick back with our loved ones, have some drinks and enjoy the time we have with each other while we can.

So, i just need to vent, because i work in retail and during the holidays, it sucks!!
People are just so ignorant, and rude. I really feel like a babysitter sometimes! They rip open packages and leave it laying on the floor. Then proceed to run over the item with their cart. And those damn electric carts they drive around in! They ram into counters and displays with them.
One time, someone actually took off the underwear they were wearing and put on a new pair, and left their old nasty stained underwear on the floor! What the hell???
Ok, im done now lol! As i was driving home from work, the sun was setting and the sky was orange and pink and purple, soooo beautiful! i tried taking a picture of it with my phone, but it didnt do the scenery any justice, so just imagine it in your head!!

So my SG package came in the mail today. I was so excited! i got undies and a shirt, and my check! that was a really nice surprise. I honestly have never seen a check that big before! yea im a little poor. So its good cuz i wont know what to do with it and ill save it up. I put a sticker on my car. Im proud to be a part of the Suicide Girls, i dont care what other people say about it. And i love looking at all the beautiful girls' sets.

So Ive been looking at all the girls sets, and ive already began to think of all the things i wish i wouldve done differently in my set. I realize its my first set, so its not going to be amazing, but im still allowed to pick apart at myself. I think i was so nervous also. So now im ready to do another shoot, because now i know what to do different, so bring it on!!

Ok, so im finally getting the hang of things around here, i just found out what limbo girls is (its ok, im new!) other than that, just anxious to see my set up, though i know it might be awhile i like the piggy

null Sooooo yay!!! I finally got accepted! I dont know what else to say. i was almost certain that i wouldnt. Anyways yep come talk to me! im friendly! k bye


P.S. Thank you Boden photography for doing an amazing job and getting me accepted!!!