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I am very happy recently.. I met a very nice guy in which I am totally smitten with... Sorry boys.. hehe We'll have to see if he will be more than a friend.
I am currently in Montreal Quebec and was doing some things with Ryan Dunn and the boys of Wildboyz/Jackass..Fun fun fun..never a dull moment with them. I have known them for a long time and Ryan is like a big bro...along with carolla and the rest of em...
I did some recent shooting for and upcoming video...and will be going to the premere of a skate video in seatte that I am in... I guess I'm shaving a mohawk in my friends head.. I'll have to wait and see...
I know a lot of you commented on my friend and I thank you so very very much... It means a lot to hear your kind words...
Check out Dunns new video... So many things happen...not sure what ends up on the cutting room floor though...I fall down a huge flight of stairs..... Punch a dude in the face... get hosed with water by 3 dudes....not to sure whatelse because I was so loaded...hahaha Mmmm Jack Daniels is magic...
I read this today and thought it was amazing...
Please take it to heart....
A boy walked into a cd store
and saw a girl behind the counter.
She smiled and he thought it was the most
beautiful smile he has ever seen before and
wanted to kiss her right there.
He said "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like to
buy a CD." He picked one out and gave her
money for it.
"Would you like me to wrap it for you?" she
asked, smiling her cute smile again.
He nodded and she went to the back.
She came back with the wrapped CD and
gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store.
He went home and from then on, he went to
that store everyday and bought a CD, and she
wrapped it for him. He took the CD home
and put it in his closet. He was still too shy to ask her out
and he really wanted to but he couldn't. His
mother found out about this and told him to
just ask her.
So the next day, he took all his courage and
went to the store. He bought a CD like he did
everyday and once again she went to the
back of the store and came back with it
wrapped. He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his
phone number on the desk and ran out...
!!!RRRRRING!!!
The mother picked up the phone and
said, "Hello?"
It was the girl!!! She asked for the boy and
the mother started to cry and said, "You don't
know? He passed away yesterday...
" The line was quiet except for the cries of
the boy's mother. Later in the day. The mother
went into the boy's room because she
wanted to remember him. She thought she
would start
by looking at his clothes. So she opened the
closet. She was face to face with piles and
piles and piles of unopened CDs. She was
surprised to find all those CDs and she
picked one up and sat down on the bed and she
started to open one.
Inside, there was a CD and as she took it out
of the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper. The
mother picked it up and started to read it.
It said: Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you
wanna go out with me? Love,Jacelyn
The mother opened another CD...
Again there was a piece of paper. It said:
Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you wanna go out
with me? Love, Jacelyn
Love is... when you've had a huge fight but
then decide to put aside your egos, hold
hands and say, "I Love You"
Check out my personal Myspace page:
http://www.myspace.com/SuicideGirlBella
Add me I love you all and hope all is well....
Send me more thing..I really dont care what.... Whatever you want me to shoot with is fine with me...I appreciate all of it and will post pictures below of me and Jackass...
TO SEND LETTERS AND/OR SWAG SHIT---I'm doing a "from my friends and fans" photo shoot where I will be posing with everything sent!! So be creative, not icky or dirty (as in clean or dirty)... please. If it's gross, It will not be used...at least in pictures...Then I will just send it to my Ex-boyfriends...Hehe PLEASE SEND MAIL/SWAG TO:
Attn: Bella Cats
Official SG Bella Cats Mail,
Secure Mail Systems,
12537 - 15th Avenue NE,
Seattle, WA 98125
USA
I am currently in Montreal Quebec and was doing some things with Ryan Dunn and the boys of Wildboyz/Jackass..Fun fun fun..never a dull moment with them. I have known them for a long time and Ryan is like a big bro...along with carolla and the rest of em...
I did some recent shooting for and upcoming video...and will be going to the premere of a skate video in seatte that I am in... I guess I'm shaving a mohawk in my friends head.. I'll have to wait and see...
I know a lot of you commented on my friend and I thank you so very very much... It means a lot to hear your kind words...
Check out Dunns new video... So many things happen...not sure what ends up on the cutting room floor though...I fall down a huge flight of stairs..... Punch a dude in the face... get hosed with water by 3 dudes....not to sure whatelse because I was so loaded...hahaha Mmmm Jack Daniels is magic...
I read this today and thought it was amazing...
Please take it to heart....
A boy walked into a cd store
and saw a girl behind the counter.
She smiled and he thought it was the most
beautiful smile he has ever seen before and
wanted to kiss her right there.
He said "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like to
buy a CD." He picked one out and gave her
money for it.
"Would you like me to wrap it for you?" she
asked, smiling her cute smile again.
He nodded and she went to the back.
She came back with the wrapped CD and
gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store.
He went home and from then on, he went to
that store everyday and bought a CD, and she
wrapped it for him. He took the CD home
and put it in his closet. He was still too shy to ask her out
and he really wanted to but he couldn't. His
mother found out about this and told him to
just ask her.
So the next day, he took all his courage and
went to the store. He bought a CD like he did
everyday and once again she went to the
back of the store and came back with it
wrapped. He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his
phone number on the desk and ran out...
!!!RRRRRING!!!
The mother picked up the phone and
said, "Hello?"
It was the girl!!! She asked for the boy and
the mother started to cry and said, "You don't
know? He passed away yesterday...
" The line was quiet except for the cries of
the boy's mother. Later in the day. The mother
went into the boy's room because she
wanted to remember him. She thought she
would start
by looking at his clothes. So she opened the
closet. She was face to face with piles and
piles and piles of unopened CDs. She was
surprised to find all those CDs and she
picked one up and sat down on the bed and she
started to open one.
Inside, there was a CD and as she took it out
of the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper. The
mother picked it up and started to read it.
It said: Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you
wanna go out with me? Love,Jacelyn
The mother opened another CD...
Again there was a piece of paper. It said:
Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you wanna go out
with me? Love, Jacelyn
Love is... when you've had a huge fight but
then decide to put aside your egos, hold
hands and say, "I Love You"
Check out my personal Myspace page:
http://www.myspace.com/SuicideGirlBella
Add me I love you all and hope all is well....
Send me more thing..I really dont care what.... Whatever you want me to shoot with is fine with me...I appreciate all of it and will post pictures below of me and Jackass...
TO SEND LETTERS AND/OR SWAG SHIT---I'm doing a "from my friends and fans" photo shoot where I will be posing with everything sent!! So be creative, not icky or dirty (as in clean or dirty)... please. If it's gross, It will not be used...at least in pictures...Then I will just send it to my Ex-boyfriends...Hehe PLEASE SEND MAIL/SWAG TO:
Attn: Bella Cats
Official SG Bella Cats Mail,
Secure Mail Systems,
12537 - 15th Avenue NE,
Seattle, WA 98125
USA
I am very happy recently.. I met a very nice guy in which I am totally smitten with... Sorry boys.. hehe We'll have to see if he will be more than a friend.
I am currently in Montreal Quebec and was doing some things with Ryan Dunn and the boys of Wildboyz/Jackass..Fun fun fun..never a dull moment with them. I have known them for a long time and Ryan is like a big bro...along with carolla and the rest of em...
I did some recent shooting for and upcoming video...and will be going to the premere of a skate video in seatte that I am in... I guess I'm shaving a mohawk in my friends head.. I'll have to wait and see...
I know a lot of you commented on my friend and I thank you so very very much... It means a lot to hear your kind words...
Check out Dunns new video... So many things happen...not sure what ends up on the cutting room floor though...I fall down a huge flight of stairs..... Punch a dude in the face... get hosed with water by 3 dudes....not to sure whatelse because I was so loaded...hahaha Mmmm Jack Daniels is magic...
I read this today and thought it was amazing...
Please take it to heart....
A boy walked into a cd store
and saw a girl behind the counter.
She smiled and he thought it was the most
beautiful smile he has ever seen before and
wanted to kiss her right there.
He said "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like to
buy a CD." He picked one out and gave her
money for it.
"Would you like me to wrap it for you?" she
asked, smiling her cute smile again.
He nodded and she went to the back.
She came back with the wrapped CD and
gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store.
He went home and from then on, he went to
that store everyday and bought a CD, and she
wrapped it for him. He took the CD home
and put it in his closet. He was still too shy to ask her out
and he really wanted to but he couldn't. His
mother found out about this and told him to
just ask her.
So the next day, he took all his courage and
went to the store. He bought a CD like he did
everyday and once again she went to the
back of the store and came back with it
wrapped. He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his
phone number on the desk and ran out...
!!!RRRRRING!!!
The mother picked up the phone and
said, "Hello?"
It was the girl!!! She asked for the boy and
the mother started to cry and said, "You don't
know? He passed away yesterday...
" The line was quiet except for the cries of
the boy's mother. Later in the day. The mother
went into the boy's room because she
wanted to remember him. She thought she
would start
by looking at his clothes. So she opened the
closet. She was face to face with piles and
piles and piles of unopened CDs. She was
surprised to find all those CDs and she
picked one up and sat down on the bed and she
started to open one.
Inside, there was a CD and as she took it out
of the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper. The
mother picked it up and started to read it.
It said: Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you
wanna go out with me? Love,Jacelyn
The mother opened another CD...
Again there was a piece of paper. It said:
Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you wanna go out
with me? Love, Jacelyn
Love is... when you've had a huge fight but
then decide to put aside your egos, hold
hands and say, "I Love You"
Check out my personal Myspace page:
http://www.myspace.com/SuicideGirlBella
Add me I love you all and hope all is well....
Send me more thing..I really dont care what.... Whatever you want me to shoot with is fine with me...I appreciate all of it and will post pictures below of me and Jackass...
TO SEND LETTERS AND/OR SWAG SHIT---I'm doing a "from my friends and fans" photo shoot where I will be posing with everything sent!! So be creative, not icky or dirty (as in clean or dirty)... please. If it's gross, It will not be used...at least in pictures...Then I will just send it to my Ex-boyfriends...Hehe PLEASE SEND MAIL/SWAG TO:
Attn: Bella Cats
Official SG Bella Cats Mail,
Secure Mail Systems,
12537 - 15th Avenue NE,
Seattle, WA 98125
USA
I am currently in Montreal Quebec and was doing some things with Ryan Dunn and the boys of Wildboyz/Jackass..Fun fun fun..never a dull moment with them. I have known them for a long time and Ryan is like a big bro...along with carolla and the rest of em...
I did some recent shooting for and upcoming video...and will be going to the premere of a skate video in seatte that I am in... I guess I'm shaving a mohawk in my friends head.. I'll have to wait and see...
I know a lot of you commented on my friend and I thank you so very very much... It means a lot to hear your kind words...
Check out Dunns new video... So many things happen...not sure what ends up on the cutting room floor though...I fall down a huge flight of stairs..... Punch a dude in the face... get hosed with water by 3 dudes....not to sure whatelse because I was so loaded...hahaha Mmmm Jack Daniels is magic...
I read this today and thought it was amazing...
Please take it to heart....
A boy walked into a cd store
and saw a girl behind the counter.
She smiled and he thought it was the most
beautiful smile he has ever seen before and
wanted to kiss her right there.
He said "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like to
buy a CD." He picked one out and gave her
money for it.
"Would you like me to wrap it for you?" she
asked, smiling her cute smile again.
He nodded and she went to the back.
She came back with the wrapped CD and
gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store.
He went home and from then on, he went to
that store everyday and bought a CD, and she
wrapped it for him. He took the CD home
and put it in his closet. He was still too shy to ask her out
and he really wanted to but he couldn't. His
mother found out about this and told him to
just ask her.
So the next day, he took all his courage and
went to the store. He bought a CD like he did
everyday and once again she went to the
back of the store and came back with it
wrapped. He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his
phone number on the desk and ran out...
!!!RRRRRING!!!
The mother picked up the phone and
said, "Hello?"
It was the girl!!! She asked for the boy and
the mother started to cry and said, "You don't
know? He passed away yesterday...
" The line was quiet except for the cries of
the boy's mother. Later in the day. The mother
went into the boy's room because she
wanted to remember him. She thought she
would start
by looking at his clothes. So she opened the
closet. She was face to face with piles and
piles and piles of unopened CDs. She was
surprised to find all those CDs and she
picked one up and sat down on the bed and she
started to open one.
Inside, there was a CD and as she took it out
of the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper. The
mother picked it up and started to read it.
It said: Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you
wanna go out with me? Love,Jacelyn
The mother opened another CD...
Again there was a piece of paper. It said:
Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you wanna go out
with me? Love, Jacelyn
Love is... when you've had a huge fight but
then decide to put aside your egos, hold
hands and say, "I Love You"
Check out my personal Myspace page:
http://www.myspace.com/SuicideGirlBella
Add me I love you all and hope all is well....
Send me more thing..I really dont care what.... Whatever you want me to shoot with is fine with me...I appreciate all of it and will post pictures below of me and Jackass...
TO SEND LETTERS AND/OR SWAG SHIT---I'm doing a "from my friends and fans" photo shoot where I will be posing with everything sent!! So be creative, not icky or dirty (as in clean or dirty)... please. If it's gross, It will not be used...at least in pictures...Then I will just send it to my Ex-boyfriends...Hehe PLEASE SEND MAIL/SWAG TO:
Attn: Bella Cats
Official SG Bella Cats Mail,
Secure Mail Systems,
12537 - 15th Avenue NE,
Seattle, WA 98125
USA
PLEASE SEND ME THINGS TO SHOOT WITH!!! I REALLY WANT TO DO A SHOOT WITH FAN/FRIEND STUFF!! WHATEVER IT MAY BE, Send me an email on my personal email Twistedpinup@yahoo.com
AND I WILL GET BACK TO YOU ASK ME QUESTIONS SIZES WHATEVER I LOVE MY FRIENDS?FANS WHATEVER YOU MAY BE AND I WANT TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH MY TAKING YOUR STUFF AND HAVING IT ON MY NAKED BODY!!!!! XOXOXOXOXXO
TO SEND LETTERS AND/OR SWAG SHIT---I'm doing a "from my friends and fans" photo shoot where I will be posing with everything sent!! So be creative, not icky or dirty (as in clean or dirty)... please. If it's gross, It will not be used...at least in pictures...Then I will just send it to my Ex-boyfriends...Hehe PLEASE SEND MAIL/SWAG TO:
Attn: Bella Cats
Official SG Bella Cats Mail,
Secure Mail Systems,
12537 - 15th Avenue NE,
Seattle, WA 98125
USA
Ok here it goes.....
My life kinda sucks right now...A friend recently commited Suicide...Seriously....so right now I am a real Suicide girl...Um....I am happy with the inner Bella but kinda insecure with me as a sex pot....Stress I guess..I got picked up to do a movie with Kenny Johnson from The Sheild for Sundance...Thats cool....and uuhhh I'm still single...I love your emails so keep em comming even if I dont respond I read them ALL!!! I will be shooting in Canada soon and after that LA for the film...Then there was talk about doing a season for a hot FOX series and I would be shooting in Orange County .....hint....It would be the first time a heavily tatt'd female was cast a character in a network drama....Cross fingers...Not sure tho....Other than that, life is dull....Send me emails I have no life and live on my laptop.XOXOXO-M AKA Bella
PLEASE SEND ME THINGS TO SHOOT WITH!!! I REALLY WANT TO DO A SHOOT WITH FAN STUFF!! WHATEVER IT MAY BE, Send me an email on my personal email Twistedpinup@yahoo.com
AND I WILL GET BACK TO YOU ASK ME QUESTIONS SIZES WHATEVER I LOVE MY FRIENDS?FANS WHATEVER YOU MAY BE AND I WANT TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH MY TAKING YOUR STUFF AND HAVING IT ON MY NAKED BODY!!!!! XOXOXOXOXXO
SIGNED GLOSSY PHOTOS
You may send requests for a signed glossy 8 x 10 photo of your choice to:
SG Bella Photo Request,
Secure Fan Mail Systems,
Official SG Bella Cats Mail,
Attn: Suicide Girl Bella,
12537 - 15th Avenue NE,
Seattle, WA 98125
USA
PLEASE INCLUDE THE FOLLOWING:
-$15.00 US- and or Money Order
-A self-Addressed triple-stamped Large Goldenrod Envelope Marked PHOTOS DO NOT BEND!!!-
-Please specify which picture you would like by writing in order of apperance...SET NAME, PHOTO NUMBER, AND DESCRIPTION
PLEASE ALLOW 2-3 WEEKS FOR DELIVERY....
TO SEND LETTERS AND/OR SWAG GIFTS---I'm doing a "from my friends and fans" photo shoot where I will be posing with everything sent!! So be creative, not icky or dirty please. If it's gross, It will not be used...at least in pictures...Hehe PLEASE SEND MAIL/SWAG TO:
Attn: Bella Cats
Official SG Bella Cats Mail,
Secure Fan Mail Systems,
12537 - 15th Avenue NE,
Seattle, WA 98125
USA
Hello my loves-
I have been asked recently on this site, since I have signed as a Suicide Girl and I have been asked through the many web sites I grace...."Where can we send mail and/or stuff?"
SIGNED GLOSSY PHOTOS
You may send requests for a signed glossy 8 x 10 photo of your choice to:
SG Bella Photo Request,
Secure Fan Mail Systems,
Official SG Bella Cats Mail,
Attn: Suicide Girl Bella,
12537 - 15th Avenue NE,
Seattle, WA 98125
USA
PLEASE INCLUDE THE FOLLOWING:
-$15.00 US- and or Money Order
-A self-Addressed triple-stamped Large Goldenrod Envelope Marked PHOTOS DO NOT BEND!!!-
-Please specify which picture you would like by writing in order of apperance...SET NAME, PHOTO NUMBER, AND DESCRIPTION
PLEASE ALLOW 2-3 WEEKS FOR DELIVERY....
TO SEND LETTERS AND/OR SWAG GIFTS---I'm doing a "from my friends and fans" photo shoot where I will be posing with everything sent!! So be creative, not icky or dirty please. If it's gross, It will not be used...at least in pictures...Hehe PLEASE SEND MAIL/SWAG TO:
Attn: Bella Cats
Official SG Bella Cats Mail,
Secure Fan Mail Systems,
12537 - 15th Avenue NE,
Seattle, WA 98125
USA
Thank you so much for all your support on Myspace and on the Suicide Girls site!!! I take pleasure in bringing you and yours tons more sets to come! XOXO Love always, Bella Cats
I have been asked recently on this site, since I have signed as a Suicide Girl and I have been asked through the many web sites I grace...."Where can we send mail and/or stuff?"
SIGNED GLOSSY PHOTOS
You may send requests for a signed glossy 8 x 10 photo of your choice to:
SG Bella Photo Request,
Secure Fan Mail Systems,
Official SG Bella Cats Mail,
Attn: Suicide Girl Bella,
12537 - 15th Avenue NE,
Seattle, WA 98125
USA
PLEASE INCLUDE THE FOLLOWING:
-$15.00 US- and or Money Order
-A self-Addressed triple-stamped Large Goldenrod Envelope Marked PHOTOS DO NOT BEND!!!-
-Please specify which picture you would like by writing in order of apperance...SET NAME, PHOTO NUMBER, AND DESCRIPTION
PLEASE ALLOW 2-3 WEEKS FOR DELIVERY....
TO SEND LETTERS AND/OR SWAG GIFTS---I'm doing a "from my friends and fans" photo shoot where I will be posing with everything sent!! So be creative, not icky or dirty please. If it's gross, It will not be used...at least in pictures...Hehe PLEASE SEND MAIL/SWAG TO:
Attn: Bella Cats
Official SG Bella Cats Mail,
Secure Fan Mail Systems,
12537 - 15th Avenue NE,
Seattle, WA 98125
USA
Thank you so much for all your support on Myspace and on the Suicide Girls site!!! I take pleasure in bringing you and yours tons more sets to come! XOXO Love always, Bella Cats
This is my favourite custom clothing line!!
Not only it is hot, but it's comfortable, and well-made...and the chick that makes them is one of the coolest people I ever met.
If you like my style...you'll love hers!
Forever Yours,
Bella
I know this is so cheezy but this is exactly how I feel...
I am, a little bit of lonliness a little bit of disregard,
hand full of complaints, but I cant help the fact,
that everyone can see these scars,
I am what I want you to want,
What I want you to feel,
It's like no matter what I do,
I can't convince you,
To just believe this is real,
So I let you go watching you,
turn you're back, like you always do,
Face away and pretend I'm not,
But I'll be here cuz you're all that I've got.....
I am, a little bit of lonliness a little bit of disregard,
hand full of complaints, but I cant help the fact,
that everyone can see these scars,
I am what I want you to want,
What I want you to feel,
It's like no matter what I do,
I can't convince you,
To just believe this is real,
So I let you go watching you,
turn you're back, like you always do,
Face away and pretend I'm not,
But I'll be here cuz you're all that I've got.....
I should tell you I have no tollerance for stupid people so if you fall into that category, I don't know what to tell you..."It's not me, it's you" I'm really not as jaded as I sound. I'm just a chick that has all guy friends, I can't stand drama as my life has recently been put through the cleaners...Girls tend to have a lot of it. I have my moments but, I'm at overload right now. I don't want to know what she said or what he was wearing and I sure as hell don't want to go to starshoes...(you hear me West Hollywood?) I want love, kick you in the face, can't stay away from eachother...True Romance..Nightmare before Christmas..We''re different and we love it...LOVE...Love is my greatest enemy right now...I love you, I'd give it all up..money, fame, lust, and life...for love. I'd let today be my last if I could spend it with you...I am a sucker for girl movies..I hate it but it's true..I'm the girliest, tattooed, fowl mouth fucker you've ever met and no one I know would have it any other way...The me that I know adds a little real to the typical bullshit. My vow is to live my life for me and to succeed at doing it, as cliche as it is..to live every day like it was my last. My life has changed so drastically lately and then it flipped a bitch on the freeway and changed again. People I though would be in my life for a very long time are gone and the morning it happened I never would have guessed it was the last time fate would let me wake up next to one of my best friends. I'm here why are'nt you? I don't care what anyone says..Crazy people are hot..for about a week, you gave me very minimal teporary insanity compared to years of mind altering numb the pain toxants, I must say, if we were on Law and Order I'd win my case...Muderers walk but I got the chair...I can take a bow and exit stage left when required but this time I really want to wait for the roses...or tomatoes depends on who is throwing them I guess..Enough babble, I love hearing from people it's my job and my life...If I don't email you back..keep on me and open with the weirdest thing you've ever said or heard of...It's the whole Half Baked Dave Chappelle Bodegga black ass thing...I won't forget you. The best one so far is..... "That I am in a different class of women..but not quite a super hero..I am "Tattoo girl" (As in..."Hey you're that tattooed girl..it drives me crazy every guy thinks its the first time I've heard it.... I saw you at blah blahs but I never said hi, FYI: Not a good one with me...My name is Marisa and if you were to pussy to say hi then why are you wasting my time now...See above RE: Pussies) Either way... He said I'm like Roller girl, that chick that wears distinct clothing and has her style but is'nt hiding behind a mask, that I don't need a gimick even though my personality and who I am dealt me a "classifiacation" or a stereotype if you will...(I did'nt see a sign up sheet for the Crazy tattooed chick that says exactly whats on her min club...Did you?))Every guy knows who she is just by saying like that "Tattooed girl" ...But you few and proud are so much hotter than those dammed Super hero chicks..." Good one guy...Personally I wish I could make monkey fly out of my ass but that's just me...Or ex-ray vision, that'd be tight too..I like to bring out the insanity in people and from what I've seen recently i AM REALLY FUCKING GOOD AT IT unintentionally that is..I just want to find a Benny for my Joon...Until then...Jack Daniels will be just fine..He's great in bed and when I ask him to leave me alone, I have no problem being a grown up. Do what you want to have fun in my opinion, I am in no way straight edge or anything close but you still have to be able to get you're shit together and do what you have to do to live you're life...IE: Job, School, Relations with family, friends and lovers etc......Everything in moderation...Except Ciggerettes..Sorry mom but the last thing these sweet lips with touch before they die is probably whats killing me...My grandparents both died of lung cancer so I know they suck ass and am sorry if I have stuck a cord as I know it is a sensitive subject but seeming as how I've been through it all I can say is..It's nothing personal and I'm not perfect but, if life was perfect, convinient and easy it'd be boring...If I ever say anything to you that sticks let it be this...
LIFE IS NEVER EASY. IT WILL NEVER SLIDE ASIDE THE BULLSHIT SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO JUMP OVER IT. WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT, IT IS ABOUT WHO YOU WERE IN THAT HORRIBLE INCONVINIENCE THAT DEFINES WHO YOU REALLY ARE. IF YOU NEVER FOUGHT WITH YOUR LOVE IT'D BE BORING AS HELL...(PLUS MAKE-UP SEX WOULD'NT EXIST, WHAT A SHAME THAT'D BE)..BUT ARE YOU A BIG ENOUGH PERSON TO STICK IT THROUGH OR DO YOU JUMP SHIP AS SOON AS THE STORM SETS IN AND THINGS GET ROUGH...IF YOU CAN WALK HAND IN HAND AND STILL MANAGE TO MISS THE POTHOLES..GREAT..BUT LETS GET REAL, THAT DOES'NT EXIST. THERE IS NO PEACE WITHOUT WAR AND NO LOVE WITH OUT ANGER AND DIFFICULTY, NOTHING AS INTIMATE AS LOVE OR FRIENDSHIP COMES EASY.. LIFE HAS IT'S ORDER..IT DEPENDS IF IT'S WORTH IT TO YOU...IN LOVE, LET PRIDE SNEAK OUT THE BACK DOOR OR TAP DANCE OUT THE FRONT (DEPENDING ON WHO YOU ARE), I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR LOVE...AND I SURE AS HELL WOULD GRAB A LIFE VEST IF MY SHIP BEGAN TO SINK EVEN IF I HAD TO SHARE...THE QUESTION IS WOULD YOU? IT IS HOW YOU REACT TO CONFLICT THAT DEFINES WHO YOU ARE IN LIFE.. ONLY YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE....AND ME AFTER I GET 47,000 EMAILS ON THE SUBJECT..XOXOXO
I just had a friend cash in their chips and kick me out of the casino....but it does'nt mean I don't love Vegas....or that I'll never go there again. This trip was just a taste to let me know I am still capable of going there. I did'nt think I could ever love again and I did so thanks for that. Thanks for letting me realise that all hope is not lost...Fuck...now I want to play Spanish 21...I'll have to settle for solitare and that's just as good...The house always wins, but it's lonely in the winners circle...
LIFE IS NEVER EASY. IT WILL NEVER SLIDE ASIDE THE BULLSHIT SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO JUMP OVER IT. WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT, IT IS ABOUT WHO YOU WERE IN THAT HORRIBLE INCONVINIENCE THAT DEFINES WHO YOU REALLY ARE. IF YOU NEVER FOUGHT WITH YOUR LOVE IT'D BE BORING AS HELL...(PLUS MAKE-UP SEX WOULD'NT EXIST, WHAT A SHAME THAT'D BE)..BUT ARE YOU A BIG ENOUGH PERSON TO STICK IT THROUGH OR DO YOU JUMP SHIP AS SOON AS THE STORM SETS IN AND THINGS GET ROUGH...IF YOU CAN WALK HAND IN HAND AND STILL MANAGE TO MISS THE POTHOLES..GREAT..BUT LETS GET REAL, THAT DOES'NT EXIST. THERE IS NO PEACE WITHOUT WAR AND NO LOVE WITH OUT ANGER AND DIFFICULTY, NOTHING AS INTIMATE AS LOVE OR FRIENDSHIP COMES EASY.. LIFE HAS IT'S ORDER..IT DEPENDS IF IT'S WORTH IT TO YOU...IN LOVE, LET PRIDE SNEAK OUT THE BACK DOOR OR TAP DANCE OUT THE FRONT (DEPENDING ON WHO YOU ARE), I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR LOVE...AND I SURE AS HELL WOULD GRAB A LIFE VEST IF MY SHIP BEGAN TO SINK EVEN IF I HAD TO SHARE...THE QUESTION IS WOULD YOU? IT IS HOW YOU REACT TO CONFLICT THAT DEFINES WHO YOU ARE IN LIFE.. ONLY YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE....AND ME AFTER I GET 47,000 EMAILS ON THE SUBJECT..XOXOXO
I just had a friend cash in their chips and kick me out of the casino....but it does'nt mean I don't love Vegas....or that I'll never go there again. This trip was just a taste to let me know I am still capable of going there. I did'nt think I could ever love again and I did so thanks for that. Thanks for letting me realise that all hope is not lost...Fuck...now I want to play Spanish 21...I'll have to settle for solitare and that's just as good...The house always wins, but it's lonely in the winners circle...
OK I'm sorry to everyone that it has been so long since I updated I will get better at that I hope. Ok I AM SINGLE!!! yay!! So put you're applications in now...haha I want a sk8ter boi just like Avril. ...I know I know but I love the black hair'd tatt'd boys that wear black t-shirts and shit. It's my weekness...Sue me.... If you are going to email me and ask me out add a fucking picture dammit!! I get so many you're hots and no pix.. I fly to LA LA land on the 2nd to stay with my friends and I hope to meet my future ex husband as well. I just want to meet someone who is as much as a negitive asshole as I am but still ike to have fun and laugh. Sounds kinda wierd but who cares. If you dont like me fuck off. Ok, I thank you all for you're comments on my set but it really looks nothing like me. The pictures that I put extra that I downloaded are much better so check those out!! If you want to go get tattooed together and you are hot lets go. I never need an excuse to get tattooed.. hahah. I love you all and thank you so much for all the kind things. It helps a lot in my time of pain. Xo-Marisa Aka Bella
