i have had no time these days i find myself awake at this hour (5 am) thinkin' i have to get everything done. my weeks have turned into days. meaning i have 52 days a years. i work so many hours i feel like i never go home. and when i do go home i hate living in my house(room mate issues), i found my own place just need to come up with deposit. 900$

the photo shoot went well but i only got to be at the saturday shoot for like an hour! i wanted to be there all day cute boys runnin around half nude. yum!

i need to come up with master plan on how to get into my own place. hmmm...
oh i got a spray tan for fun, my boss paid for it. lol. just to see what it woudl look like and it goes awayin 7 days. i am tan and i never have been, and it will be gone in 7 days. how funny.


i just told my room mate that i wanna live alone, he is pissed. but what can i say, its what i think is best for me. i cant live in this place anymore. drives me nuts that i can clean a house and the very next day its a mess. plus i will be in and out of town a lot and i need my own place.

great now when i try to come up with this all in the next couple of weeks.cuz my room mate is pissed. but i have warned him a lot that if he keeps doing what he does i am out. so he kept on and i am out!

okay done with the search thanks guys for you help. =]
-b-

HEY BOYS AND GIRLS IN LA!

i am lookin' for model for Lip Service clothing line!

females:
you MUST be a size 5 and taller then 5'5

males:
you MUST be a size 30-32 and taller then 5'9

please send photos to suicidebee@hotmail.com

you must know how to model. hit me up!


-bEe

i think this world is so wonderful. no matter how hard it seems to come down, life will always work itself out.

this past year (2003) i have learned more about love, beauty and honor then i ever thought i could.

the best part of all these realizations, is the knowing that this following year(2004) will bring me just that much closer to my goals and dreams. i am almost to where i want to be and i have it in site...

'til then i will be workin' my tail off to get what i want outta this world.

-end of enlightenment (j/k)
(see i am makin' a play on my idealism dont confuse it with thinkin' i am better, thank you)

PS: i added three pictures

okay---fhewww

i went to indiana for a bit to visit biZzy, i love him...(projectnova). i have missed all my friends dearly here and when i get back on line i see all these wonderful comments! thank you again everyone! very sweet of you all. united lost my bags for a week!!! grrr i was so mad at them, so i could'nt do my friends hair who came from london to visit la and yeah i couldnt hook him up. made me very sad--cuz he is a long time friend/client of mine and has been by my side for years now. so i hate united and you all should too. j/k

i had the best time in indiana--bizZy is the bestest ever, treats me perfectly.

you all should check out www.terminal11.com
its a music project i am in love with(i help with it as well) but the master is my best friend--very talented person. i am sporting the shirt in my set. if you all want cd's contact me and i can ship 'um to you with some bEe stuff. =] so yeah hit me up for it!

thats it for now byeeeee

-bEe

Hey every one i wanted to say thank you so much for the kind comments! i promise more pics soon!

Indiana is the coolest place ever! they have farms and GRASS yes people GRASS!!!! OMG! in the past week i have been to AZ, KY, IL, IN and yeah i want mooorrreee!!! gimme mooorrreee!!-Bee

i just got back from az, i had a great time! thank you az!
-bee-

Yeah I am on SG!!!