How does one turn there incapableness into something more useful? I'm full of doubt and anxiety about the world around me. I'm self conscious and I feel very poorly of myself. I hate pretty girls just because of the sole fact that they are pretty (sorry all you sexy ladies). I'm apprehensive and full of hatred for the propoganda that wars with my eyes. Hatred for the bullshit, hatred for the lies, and hatred for myself. I can't seem to grasp something within myself that is just out of my reach. I will never get anywhere this way. Though my attemtps seem feeble to me at best I will strive to be the sexiest god damn motherfucker you've ever fucking seen!!!!

I have officially come to the conclusion that today is not a pretty day for me. I feel run down and used. What a grand day! I think I may go shop to try and relieve my sorrows. I feel pathetic....like nothing essentially.

Hey bitches! I want to thank all you lovelys out there for your friend requests and comments. I'm still trying to adjust myself to this SG web set up. Keep it real!


aX(the jackal)le

As this is my first official blog on SG I will not rant or rave as would be expected of me. I will only say this.....I am going to rock the socks off of some motherfuckers! Thank You..


Axle