Things that are keeping me sane right now:



♥ poison the well

♥new sheets and blankets

♥drinking whiskey and wine

♥the shower massager

♥journey

♥ the show "i love new york"

♥adult swim

♥vegas

♥ getting in free to rich people clubs

♥free drink [always]

♥getting paid for the first time in like 2 months

♥del taco




im out


Avalon Absinthe

thing are going very well for me. i got a job here in vegas for a mortgage company. i also found a dope ass place to live in a HUGE house with rad roommates that know everyone and get in to all the hot spots for free. like for example last night we went to tryst at the wynn and we got VIP and 2 free bottles of vodka! i have 4 roommates 3 of which are bartenders so free booze for me pretty much anytime i want it. the other works at the best salon in vegas so ill never have to pay to get my hair done or hair product. so fucking amazing! on christmas i went to see the blue man group [also free because i know someone who works for the as well] and then i went to this hole in the wall kareoke bar and sang love in a battlefield. it was so fun! i have had so much fucking fun here in the past 3 weeks it should be illegal. this is definitly where i belong. finally! ive met some hot fucking boys and that is awesome. i figured what what be the best thing to help me get over a heartbreak and vegas is what i thought of. its been perfect. and i love it here. and 2007 better be a good year last year sucked major dick. hope all is well with you and yours.


HOLLA!!!!





Avalon Absinthe

nevermind. im staying. i cannot be beat. i cannot give up. survival of the fittest.

it figures- right when things are going well- it appears that i will have to move back to fucking kentucky. i hate my luck. seriously, one of these days im going to get what is coming to me. im tried of trying only to fall on my face. im tired of empty promises. im tired of people overreacting. i just want a place to belong and a place to lay my head at night that i can call my home. i want it to be here. it feels right. fuck ill sleep in my car if i have to! i cant give up that easy. i want happiness and comfort. i fucking deserve it.

in other less angsty news- i love type o negative. that music makes me insanely horny. and how. i had a fabulous night last night. ive been hella faded every night since ive been here but it seems fit. i love vegas. i dont want to leave. i belong here goddamnit.

i need to take a new set. i look so much better physically. im chubby in my old sets. i worked hard so i want to show it off.

i have a headache. shits weak.

im hot bro...


Avalon Absinthe

im back!!! who wants to take my next SG set? im in vegas right now, and i can drive to cali... let me know!


im excited...

i am leaving now. i have to move on. thank you for everything and all the nice comments. it has been a learning experience.


goodbye!