PICS
i got paid today and i should be happy but money means nothing to me. i know i have to have it but that it as far as it goes.
i need to find an apartment pronto. no more living with the ex boyfriend. that is weak...
but i bought some cute hello kitty pj's and that does make me happy
i told a friend of mine that i was an SG and she was not very excited. i mean everyone has their opinions and i respect hers. but i feel i need to express myself. i have so much i need to get out. all the insecurity. i mean what better way to say i am not ashamed of my body than to get naked in front of thousands? i think it takes balls and strong will to do that- especially if you have self esteem issues. not to say i think i am ugly or anything. i am just average. but everyone has their things with thier apperence. this just helps me exorcize the demon.
wOOt
AUG 31, 2004 09:22 AM
woot indeed! you need to come back to da ville and party all the time 
AUG 31, 2004 06:12 PM
I think we may be plannin an SGKY party within the next few weeks, it's up in the are, but yeah like Poison said you should come 
AUG 31, 2004 07:08 PM
i am so jealous, i wish i had gone to the ecstasy ball with you guys! uh to be around you beautiful women. *drool*
pics look great!
AUG 31, 2004 08:30 PM
i know what you mean about the same ole things...i hate work. well i am happy you became an sg so don't worry about what she says
AUG 31, 2004 09:31 PM
thank you loves....
AUG 31, 2004 10:57 PM
I was just saying that today... how
everyday's another day, and it is a vicious never ending cycle... life sucks the balls sometimes, when reality sets in and you realize it will always be the same thing. Ghey.
SEP 01, 2004 03:11 PM
getting into a rut is horrible its so hard getting unrutted
the best thing to do is to do it quickly like with a bandaid right off 
