A few things:

My retouches, French Elle this next month and an international beauty campaign to be confirmed.

Shooting a new set this coming month.

Kicked off the week with a New Boyz ft Cataracs video... yeah, completely out of my element. My girl Sundai from ANTM Cycle 13 exists somewhere in the backseat, STEAMY.



I wear bright gold pants to the gym.

Received the confirmation for another centerfold in Playboy USA; yes I realize how degrading Playboy has become along the American market due to reality TV, but I still love the paycheck I get when they contact me to retouch a centerfold.

I'm working on a set this evening, I will submit it for members review (still quite unsure how the whole process works on that).

Here's us in the new SpiritHood. A spirithalf was all I could afford pre-Christmas and my son fits best into it, they haven't released their kids line yet.



My son:

Roasted a few beets this evening for tomorrow's quinoa salad, hopefully the market will be stocked up tomorrow.

Can it be? A long-over due photo set of mine is on my desk, being edited : )

A few of my retouches being published in a very high end magazine in France for March

I'll be dealing Blackjack @ the Monte Cristo in Koreatown, Los Angeles tomorrow, NYE. Please come and say hello, quite a few of us will be there!

...Oh! Want to hear about my afternoon?

On the way to a park outing, after nearly plowing my son and I over without stopping in a four-way stop, a deaf driver who was enraged that I had planted my foot on his car to alert him confronted me car-side and punched me twice. Twenty minutes after I filed a police report, my husband accidentally said 'hello' to the wrong gal. She accused him of harassing her, then followed us five blocks on the walk home. At least the universe is telling me I'm not psychotic.

The view from my abode in the hollywood hills on 9.29.10.

This month, my retouching work in:

Playboy USA October 2010, (pg 136 Agne)
Zoo Weekly Australia, (pg 54, 55, 70)

And just booked a cover and feature story for a major mens magazine

On set at ABC the other day and my credentials say "Kussie", made my day.

Just so everyone knows what I've been doing for the past four years before I came around full circle to SuicideGirls..

My photo retouching is in FHM Australia- February, Elle UK - February, Men's Health Australia - March, and a whole lot in press for this next few months, Playboy, advertorials... my wallet is happy!

Playing aloud is a song D died to every night, for two solid years, alone in the corner. I can see the shadows of his fingers tapping. I don't think he dies to it anymore, but nothing can replace those two years he spent with it.

On a lighter note, I took my pole out this afternoon while my family went out for a walk and had a great time. I can't wait to have some things off my chest for me to feel I deserve some free time to use it often!