Sooo as you all know I have been waiting to tell you guys some crazy news. It is pretty crazy, and very exciting. Going a little nuts over here just waiting for it all to happen!

THIS GIRL, HAS BEEN INVITED TO WORK THE SG BOOTH AT SAN DIEGO COMICCON 2013! I'll be popping my comiccon cherry.... I am really looking forward to this! As well as meeting other sg ladies from the coast and all around! It's so unreal sometimes. Being here with all of you awesome peeps

Thank you for all the love, support, and just being you. muah! I hope to run into you in San Diego

hey....HEY....don't forget! I added prints to my etsy shop! www.etsy.com/shop/AuburnSuicidePrints. Hemp jewelry to come. I go ADD on myself and put a bracelet down and start doing something completely random. Like garden. An activity I haven't involved myself in in a VERY long time. I have recent planted some sunflowers, another flower I don't remember the name of, and have acquired an orange tree. Yes, an orange tree. If anyone has any growing tips, let me know. I am figuring out that gardening stoned is a ball! I want to grow something and keep it alive! Now, back to the etsy store, there I go again......I have more coming! The uncensored goodies can be yours! My trip to California is so far a road trip, every little bit helps and is much appreciated! Save mode. T minus, now. Teehe.

Other than this recent news, things are phenomenal! All back to the normal life. Nothing to cray cray. I don't have a fake id anymore, so no more bars until the big day next year 3/4 The bowls and movies help. Been watching a lot of Quentin Tarantino films! Thanks to an awesome member who checked out my wishlist and sent me a dvd pack If you follow me on Vine, you know this. Ohhmaryann. If you follow me on Vine or Instagram, all @ohhmaryann you know all about me. Well, something visually close at least. Took a look at Machete, too last night. Some scenes are a little blah but it was siiiccckkk after all of that! Gore and a little wit gets me. It's my mommas birthday tomorrow. I wont get to see her since she will be in Mexico with her husband. But dang am I jel jel and lets keep our fingers crossed for safe travels! I love the crazy lady after all!!! Oh boy... I don't know what else to blow you guys away with... I finally have photos though! Hell City, Life, Beale Street Music Festival, all in one. I'm sure there are other things involved too. Music, hot women, twinie time, friends, sunny days, muddy days. It all works for me, all the time, any time. It's not in any particular order. Enjoy it all loves, a smile means a lot to me. I hope you're all doing good though! Keeping busy and doing what you love, no matter what the other fucks say

loves and kisses! I almost forgot! Made a facebook page, go like me?

http://youtu.be/K0A8lPFIWFA

If you didn't read this far on my last blog

SO, as you all know I showed my face at Hell CIty 2013! For some reason the laptop I am on won't connect with my phone. Do I have some shitty luck with technology or what? It's quite irritating. Any who, just another reason to spoil you all with another blog soon! Teehe

While up in Killumbus I had the pleasure of meeting some amazing ladies! Seriously though, you're all so fun and hilarious! It's hard to put into words, I don't know why. The really short version, is that there is nothing better than chatting it up and having sexy time with you ladies Trebble KushToxic TierneyModestMewes GalaxyLego YeseniaPeskyLuxleeRiverSong DimplesRadeoBrewin PattonFrolicSunshineApolloRowdiPoan CasanovaZebrah Lass

So many of us this year! Was INSANE! Though I didn't get to meet everyone there is always a next time!

Pictures to come, I promise my loves!!!

Also I'm going to update my etsy store with hemp goodies and more prints! It's been fun making all the hemp jewelry! Sort of relaxing too.

I have more big news that I will save until my next blog. Just to keep you on the edge off your fucking seat! WOOOOO

much love and thank you for all the support! My new set "Magnify This" was on fp the beginning of the month. Gah, it's hard really expressing my gratitude through a blog. I'll have to make a love video to all of you soon! For real, I wouldn't have made it to where I am without you guys

now, go outside and play in the rain, play in the sun, play somewhere!

As an introduction to this blog I think I should explain my hospital situation. Let's just say bad emotions and liquor do NOT mix. Simple story, yet quite ridiculous at the same time. Walking contradiction, don't mind me. But good thing is, the cops got involved and didn't give me a ticket! They said I was very respectful and a "doll". WIN! My momma would be proud.

I am fine over all. A break up recently kinda had/has me in the dumps, but you make your own happiness. Right? Sweet, anyways, on with it. I'll be at Hell City this weekend!! Very excited to meet all the ladies and members that attend this year! Along with all the amazing artists, too! Trebble and I will be venturing there together! She's really so kind to let me hitch up with her, shout out to you girl! If you haven't checked out her first ever set in MR, DO IT NOW! I love road trips and it is always nice to escape Chicago. Know what I'm sayin'? Word.

ALSO, THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SWEETNESS ON MY NEW SET! It's incredible! I can't thank you all enough actually I've been thinking I should add more prints to my etsy shop as well. What do you guys think? Oh, oh! Who is into hemp jewelry, I'm going to start getting down on some which I shall post on etsy as well! Message me if you're interested in le shop and I'll send over the link to you! <3 Gosh, that smile on your face makes me so happy teehe

This month and the beginning of May are looking to be amazing. Not only do I get to take over Hell City with tons of other beautiful babes. I also get to go to Memphis In May this year! Beale Street Music Festival, here I come! So many great musicians, I may pee my pants....just kidding! Seriously though...I am kidding. Staying with my peeps down there, it's always SOOOO nice to see all my friends. I miss them, more than I think I even realize. Difficult to explain, but I'm sure someone can relate.<3 Gah, I am overjoyed! THIS FEELING IS AMAZING! I can't wait to share it with whom ever makes their way to Hell City

for now, jams. Since I can't post any photos ya know? <3 much love my friends!

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http://youtu.be/QeyTsLbmw5E

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Have you guys seen the tv show Community? AHHH SHIIITTTT you need to watch it! Sooo hilarious

http://youtu.be/TH2tp72T13o

Yes, I like Jt. Judge me.

http://youtu.be/waX2fj0rk2g

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I can't help myself, I need hood shit sometimes.

Change of pace.....

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If you're not aware of Intronaut, where the hell have you been? Their new albums is tits and the guys themselves are just sweeties ;P

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Be honest with yourself. Marilyn Manson does some sick ass covers!

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I took a few and listened to this new album. Kudos! Kudos!

http://youtu.be/qYoWZgY2HAk

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Now that you've made it to the bottom, which I hope you listened this far! Check out these guys. You may find someone you know in the music video Plus, they're a great band. Major thanks to them!
http://youtu.be/K0A8lPFIWFA

I am in SUCH an amazing mood today. Woke up refreshed, with a bowl next to me, and my kitty trying to make me get up and feed her. that's my kind of morning! Teehe I hope this Monday is going well for everyone else so far! It's a little chill here in Chicago but.....it's Chicago. Probably wont be extremely nice out until the end of this month. If we're even that lucky! Know what I'm sayin'? See my wearing my knit cap in my new hood! Or my White Sox SnapBack. It's opening day people! Now I'm not a huge follower of sports. All I know is I get a free fireworks show at my new apartment. I can see US Cellular field from my back porch! I'm pretty stoked about that. Just can't wait for summer! This is going to be a great year at my new apartment, I'm already feeling really good vibes here. Aside from when my roommate isn't home and I get kind of paranoid that I'm being watched yeah, issues, I know.

Now, cheers to you! I appreciate allll the love on my new set ''magnify this''! You all are so inspiring. You make me want to keep doing this.

Shout outs!

Tourniquette Now, you really are so sweet! We've been chatting it up and we have some things in common. I love it! Oh and I love your black&white set TO DEATH! It's beautiful, truly beautiful. If you guys haven't checked out this hotties new set yet, I am amazed.

Arcanine_ We're not only following each other IG, we are now loving on each other through SG! That makes me all warm and fuzzy inside! Hahah You really make me blush, it's insane. That new set, too..GUUUURL

Henika I've seen you commenting on my new set. I can't thank you enough! I love how babes comment on babes and we are all so supportive! You're amazing yourself lady! So damn pretty, it's almost unreal to me. Gah I could babble for days. <3

Dextra You're a sweetie! I like to think all my sets are as creative as they can be! I want to do something new every time and keep everyone's eyes and mind coming back for more. I'm out of the norm, and I want it to show through my photo sets. You made me blush so hard, I hope you're aware of that <33

Lethal Oh golly....where do I start.....You are amazing. Really, you've given so much love and I can't even think how to let you know how much I appreciate it. You're new set, too......you make my heart sing! I hope we can get closer and become good friends, maybe even met one day that would just be amazing. And quite an adventure, too. You're such a cutie and my lady crush! Seriously, I also love how you change your look all the time! Always something new and I love that! Keep on keeping on lovely<3

Mizitlo dude, you're so awesome. I hope everyone likes my new set and it does get chosen to be on FP. Thanks for keeping my head up without support like you give, I couldn't do this on my own. I appreciate you man, **cyber high five**

Luna Hey, you are amazingly beautiful. I mean it. It's so cool you found me on IG and we can chat here on SG as well! I loved your set, and so happy you got FP! Can't wait for more! Also, you're hair fucking rocks! Teehe

Modest Hun, can't wait for that new set yes, I am spilling the beans and telling the SG world. I can't help myself. You're so dreamy! Hahaha how sad I could just call you and tell you this. But I am liking blogging about your pretty self! thanks for the love on my set booboo <333

Guys, I could do this all day. You all make me so grateful and excited that I get to be modelling for SG. It still feels like yesterday that I was a hopeful. Don't forget to show our lovely hopefuls support and love. We don't become SuicideGirls without each other!

Well, I have to get my day started. Going to make a tattoo appointment with the amazing Harley Fezekas today. He's done my whole family arm thus far and I can't wait to finish it up! Hopefully by May or June ill be flashing his work to you.....like really flashing. With boobs and all, in a set of some sort Harley is always so down with my ideas for my arm and gets me. He really gets what I mean with almost everything. If you live in Chicago, go visit Tattoo Depot aka Resurrection Ink and meet all the great artists who tattoo and pierce there! Well worth it, you'll leave impressed and laughing your ass off. The crew makes it feel like you're at a comedy club. Such a cute little family, teehe

Happy Monday my friends and much love and good vibes to you!

Xxo
Auburn

If I had a laptop to blog I would do it uncontrollably! And post pictures up the ass :o sadly, my boy is away with his computer ):

Loving on my new set would be greatly appreciated

Hope you all have a great rest of the week! Ill be moving to a new apartment the next couple weeks, so replying back to stuff may be hard. I WILL GET BACK TO YOU THOUGH. Just blogging really quick to let y'all know I love you mucho :3

Blog and chat with you hot, interesting, amazingly amazing peeps soon!

Xxo
Auburn

So many weird feelings today.

But I wanted to say hello to everyone! Thank you for your love and support! Brighten up my days.<3 For some reason I'm in an awesome mood, but feel like poop I just want a massage and some food. Ugh.



Anyways, as I lay in bed and lurk SG.......

VioletRose



Plum



Venom



Katherine



Lethal



I'm not sure whats up with my hair obsession today, but gah daayyuummmm

Don't forget to check out member review people! it's all about support and love :3

Now I'm sure you guys now, I love Moon !! She went PINK! YESSSSS!



Chad



Thought I'd make a raining babes blog! yaaaaay for booties and boobies!

Don't forget my friends, March is here and a new set is on its way to you!



My birthday is tomorrow...meh. Hopefully I can get some polaroid film with birthday money or something! I want to use my cameras sooo bad!

Have a great week everyone!!!

UGH! I have so much built up emotion!!! You guys are the greatest! THANK YOU for all the love on my valentine's day set "Be Mine"!!!!! I'll stop with the exclamation marks now....feel i'm over doing it a bit.

Anyways
to adventure.....


they're the real deal, swear!






getting fat with my dad! Good ol' Memphis BBQ to my salad. I was craving balsamic dressing


Love cake!


Echo is so darn cute when she says hello! lurve this girl!


mall rats, 2013 edition


Totally forgot to try this, I suck! Huey's is the bee's knee's doe


Thug nasty. that is all







I had a really great time to say the least! Can not WAIT to go back in March!

I couldn't be happier! Lot's of planning going on in my crazy, scattered head. The wind will it all to me, or at least i'm hoping so.


she helps me feel better sometimes!

why yes, I went and saw Gojira at the House of Blues.


In other news....Memphis in the near near future. Thinking about hitting up Columbus for Hell City! Just don't know where and who I would stay with, the thought kind of stresses me out

In other stress....My lease for my apartment is up in April and I have to move. GAH now this is reaalllyyy stressing me out. Trying to find a place that works for my roommate, as well as myself. A place that allows cats would be a winner, too. But no dices yet
Hopefully something amazing pops up and it's fate. I would love that so so much. With my luck though....I'll just keep dreaming I suppose

Last but not least, YOU GUYS RULE!


NEW SET FOR YOUR LOVELY SELVES COMING LATE MARCH


peace, love, and lots of hot sex to all of you

Hello everyone! Taking a minute on this tuesday to sweet talk you!

Tomorrow I hit the road to Memphis, YAAAY! Keep up with me on instagram while I'm gone; ohhmaryann

SOOOOO, anyways. Remember that valentine's day set I told you guys so much about? If it were to be accepted for front page, would you show it lots of love? No reason for asking......yeah......

muwahahaha, now my butt!

It's February. Valentine's Day brings love to my heart. So i finally set up an etsy store for prints! YAY! http://www.etsy.com/people/AuburnSuicide?ref=si_pr

NOW, on the wonderful holiday itself, you all may get to see my first ever attempt at making valentine cards. Showing my SG sista's a little bit of love! Along with my fabulous tattoo artist Hopefully you guys will get to see it! If not, DON'T FORGET I HAVE A SET HITTING MEMBER REVIEW IN MARCH!



I know, the excitement is killing me, also....teehe

Anyways, this month should be interesting. Will be visiting Memphis, TN next week! WOOO! Will be amazing to see all the old friends once again. Hopefully the weather is nice enough to wear this cute dress I got a urban outfitters.
The suspense will be the death of me......

I also will be trying to work on being my own boss and becoming a cat-sitter! It's such a hassle to board a cat while you go somewhere for a while. It stresses them out a lot, and you want them to have a bunch of love and affection while you are gone.....I'll love on your pussy all day while you're away muwahahah Think it's silly? That's cool dude.

oh oh, guys! go check out Hopeful, Moon "Siren" in member review! She is the sweetest ever, and quite a hottie at that! GO NOW! Get her on the Front Page!



ugh, birthday is a month away. It always brings weird feelings. I can't explain why, but they are good feelings, I think. We will see what the big day brings this year.

love you SG!

Hello everyone! How are we doing? I hope just as good as I!

First things first, keep an eye on the front page people! There are BUNCHES of hopefuls in member review. I was once one, we are all here for support. Now go give some! Pretty please....? Hey thanks! I always try to change the link on my page to different hopefuls and other suicidegirls. So much hotness, I'm mildly sweating, ow oww!

In other news.....

So, the end of January is right around the corner, and I'm thinking about taking a little vacation. A few places come to mind, but it will be hard to choose where. I know for sure I need to go see some old pal's in Memphis. I keep getting calls from a really close friend, he's probably the nicest person I've ever known. Super serious about that one, too. It's got me thinking I'm a little over due to see everyone down south. That's one thing I am really looking forward to! But that's only one of many!

Another thing I can scratch off my list of things to do, is quit my job. Which, was done last Friday. Unfortunately, I have a little health issue that keeps my left leg in a bit of pain. Nothing I like dealing with, but it just had to happen this way I guess. Anyone heard of lymphedema? Well it blows, big big dick. Serving is out of the question. Even though I sometimes can enjoy the job. The conversation between new customers, and people enjoying me as much as I enjoy them. Being a server does also such though, don't get it twisted. I have been told that it needs to end if I plan on having a leg in the future. Wouldn't that suck to hear.....yeah, it really did. Other than my leg issues though, things are peachy on this girls end of the rope. And the rope just keeps coming, and coming. All I say is "bring it ooonnnnn."( deep man voice) yes, I did just yell like a grown ass man. In my head I did....crap, does that make me insane?! I hope so


Edgar Allan Poe may have been dark, but I am in love with his darkness.

I am happy guys, I hope you all are as well. Now before I forget....who's ready for more Auburn Suicide? Regardless, here is a little sneak peak to my up coming photo set! Hitting member review in March! Got to shoot with the lovely Alissa!!! She's so funny and a sweet heart. I'm very happy to have meet her! Along with Frolic and Radeo!(You guys are so nice and fun!!) Okay, enough of me being a spaz.



Oh oh!!! The wonderful staff here sent me gifts, yaaaay!

Fun with Frolic and the Museum of Science and Industry!

forgot I snapped this! I have no skills..... -.-

picture vomit in 5...4...3..2..

this little dude made it out! More fun at the museum with Alissa, Dimples, Frolic, and Radeo!

Midnight stroll through the hood. Don't mind me.

my cat is human, swear.

Guitar Hero, I'm lame, you don't have to tell me. I like to sing terribly and jam out. Sorry I'm not sorry.

CTA facts, you caught my eye.

Thanks Cheesecake Factory, I'm in a food coma now...

I giggled.

it's the tiny gifts that count! I thought this was super cool.

I'll stop here so now. I wish everyone a great rest of the week! Don't forget how much cooler you are than me! Now smile.<3


Until next time loves!

xxoo Auburn

p.s. PRINTS COMING SOON
p.p.s. I want a hedgehog so bad.