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OCTOBER 9, 2008 @ 11:47 AM

Im really nervous abt making a cool bday for my son this yr, it seems like every yr he gets older .. the less "toys" he has on his wishlist. Its so sad! He's almost not a "kid" anymore. I wonder when kids stop wanting balloons and hats and party favors that u blow into that make weird noises n crap. I dunno, I never stopped loving balloons. No one ever gets them for me on my bday anymore though and I cant seem to remember when that stopped.

If you havent done so already, plz take a look at my sons wishlist! It's the link on my profile under "wishlist", and there are sooo many cheap things on there between $10-20. Most things on the list u can buy used for half price or cheaper .. plz feel free to do so, my son is very used to getting used video games and stuff like that and could really care less. I just need help making his birthday special!

I'm trying to balance some sales and put ads out for small jobs here and there around town, but it's not working very well. I think I have to put school off again and start looking for a full time day job again. Ive already been lookin and its not looking good so far.

Im also really swamped with having to leave on the 17th to go to FL for a week, it sort of gets in the way of my money making or getting any interviews anytime soon. Then as soon as I return I have a friend coming into town from the netherlands, then my sons bday the day after. I know my son will be upset abt me being gone, and I wish my man and him could come with me. I wont be able to see any of my friends when I come down, which sucks .. but not as badly as the purpose of my visit. I dont want to think of this as the last time I will get to see my grandmother.

I miss sioux and beau, but Im glad gidgettes back.

~Who do YOU miss?
~Who misses YOU?
~Are YOU a "misses" or a "Mrs"?
~If you missed my sons wishlist u better go back and find it, lol

I love u guys. U know that.

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DevilsReject

Cleveland, OH

March 2007

OCT 09, 2008 09:14 PM

we've made eye contact in the past. and not just eye contact in passing, it was definite eye contact. I know if i talk to her things will probably be fine, it's just working the balls up to talk to her. The buffer of a computer connection makes me less shy, so i don't have much trouble talking to people, but in real life, it doesn't work that way.

Do you have an Army Lawyer you could contact? He was hurt on the job, he should be getting paid. Dealing with any type of government program is a pain in the ass (worker's comp, unemployment) and is usually best dealt with by lawyers.

I found the case for splinter cell, i just need to find the disks. Haven't had much time lately.

I really hope things are going well for you two.

Tie

SUICIDEGIRL

Austria

OCT 09, 2008 09:48 PM

hey
well i had the chance to work at sonybmg in toronto until october that's why i had to take a month off and my teachers where okay with it.. since there was nothing they could do about it.

i miss canada a lot.. but mostly i miss my boy. because we spent more time than ever together .. and no i have to wait almost 3 months to see him again. well well...

how are you doing.. i hope your son's birthday doesn't stress you out too much. i know what you mean with kids not being kids anymore.. time flys by waaay too fast.

I'm sure you and him will have a wonderful day. good luck with everything. and happy birthday to your son

PerilousPup

I'm lost

May 2007

OCT 09, 2008 11:32 PM

the way around that is to really do 2 birthdays for him (or call them parts 1 & 2). kids don't mind planning so long as they are getting the love. i hope your visit is positive and good for both you and your grandmother.

Paleenchantress

Adams, MA

April 2003

OCT 10, 2008 06:15 AM

happy birthday to your beautiful son! time flys, doesnt it!!??
I hope you are doing well and good luck with job hunting
what are you going to be for halloween and what if your son going to be?

~i miss my husband who is at work right now because i want to cuddle....
~i hope lots of people miss me
~i'm a MRS.

Jamila

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

OCT 10, 2008 09:35 AM

My daughter's birthday is coming up soon too, gotta pull something together...I know how that goes.

carina

I'm lost

August 2005

OCT 10, 2008 02:04 PM

I hope your son's birthday turns out well. I don't really miss anyone currently and I don't know who misses me. And I am a miss!

Argene

Pittsburgh, PA

June 2004

OCT 10, 2008 05:14 PM

Who I miss: Decatur/Atlanta
Who misses me: people in said environs
Mrs or Miss: Miss and proud-although I am looking

JekyllAndHyde

Baltimore, MD

April 2005

OCT 10, 2008 06:53 PM

Well, we love you too.

~A lot of people. I don't even want to list their names. But a lot. Makes me realize just how little is permanent in this world.
~Several people, I can say that now without feeling guilty or conceited. I miss them, too. I think about it a lot, to be honest.
~Hopefully neither -- I'm not planning a sex change anytime soon

Diablolipop

Forest Lake, MN

February 2004

OCT 11, 2008 03:59 AM

OK. I do see your point. but as #1 a woman & #2 my wife, she can do any damn thing she feel's like & I can only say "yes dear". I'm never right, even when Iam, so I dont fight it. it will work itself out, I will just be w/o TV until she want's to have a TV again. 8^)

BrightRedScream_

Stoney Creek, ON

April 2005

OCT 11, 2008 06:53 AM

I really wish that I could help your son out....I'm in a financial bind myself though right now and REALLY trying to budget.

~Who do YOU miss? My best friend who lives in Vancouver, and my other best friend WehrleBoy...but I'm seeing him today

~Who misses YOU? I'm pretty sure that the two people above miss me

~Are YOU a "misses" or a "Mrs"? Mrs.