SuicideGirl: Ash
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Ash Good .. bad ... I'm the guy with the gun

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SEPTEMBER 26, 2008 @ 02:47 PM


I finally got my ticket to see my grams in october on the 17th and Im just ... soooo relieved. *sigh* I feel like there is a part of "ash" that has been pieced back together finally and it makes me feel more whole, more contempt. smile My internet isnt fixed yet, but Im still workin on gettin funds to do so. Patience, patience. Im now going to try to make weekly updates and reply to all my messages like I always do. Right now I am 3 journals behind and Im gettin on it asap!

I was suprised and very saddened that my dear friend Sioux decided to move on to bigger and better things, but Im more proud of her than ever. As long as she is still in my life in some manner I really dont think I will shed too many tears for her absence on the site. wink

My man has had a medical discharge and is back home now .. verrry long story. The army is not providing him a paycheck while hes gone but is providing him with insurance until he is "fit for duty" again, they say sometime between 3-6 months. confused Uhh .. wtf we are to do between now and then is beyond me, but .. we'll put our two genius brains together and conjure up something passable.

I am really excited abt my new shoot, which is very close to actually being capable of being done soon! Thanks to ALL of you who have bought things on my wishlist to help provide me with the items needed to do the set. I am only missing ONE piece to the puzzle now .. which is the most expensive thing .. that damn corset. BUT!! Great news!! Sioux says she saw the same corset for wholesale price thru a magazine she orders from! So I can just get it myself since its so dirt cheap!


***And u all know what this means right? Yep. My sons wishlist will go back up in its place. His birthday is at the very end of October and we could use *all* the help we can get! Hopefully my man can get unemployment and I will have found work by then. But there are sooo many cool things on his list and a LOT of them are cheap, many things around $10-20 so just pretty please take a look and help make a little boys birthday special!! xoxoxox I threw in a few extra special items that would probably impossible to recieve, but hey, it's *his* wishlist .. so I had to put up what he wanted even if I thought it wouldnt be possible, lol.

Having my man home and a way to see my gram has put the "ash" back in ASH, and I am sooooo back, baby! You dont even KNOW!

Id have questions written here if I didnt have several hundred posts to reply to, lol! xoxoxox

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TheFreddy

TheFreddy

Chicago, IL
February 2004

SEP 26, 2008 02:54 PM

Girl you've been busy as hell. Glad your man's back home. I know you were missing him like crazy.

But yeah, getting laid off sucks. At least I'm eligible for unemployment which aint much($230 bi weekly), but it's something. Guess I gotta keep my head and get through this.

much love girl. kiss

Jamila

Jamila

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

SEP 26, 2008 03:01 PM

I volunteered, I need the cash, and I do well on little sleep wink
How have you been!!!???

BygBadWulf

BygBadWulf

East Longmeadow, MA
July 2005

SEP 26, 2008 03:03 PM

missed ya gal, have you ever thought of pro wrestling, I think you'd do great EL SUICIDO LOCO

Iggy

Iggy

SUICIDEGIRL

Alabama, USA

SEP 26, 2008 03:41 PM

Yeah it's funny because the whole time I was using i was searching for my lost creativity. Who knew it would come back when I stopped using and drinking so much!

Lymphae

Lymphae

HOPEFUL

Manchester, CT

SEP 26, 2008 03:46 PM

So glad that you got some good news even things financially are shit. Wishing you all the best baby girl. I was totally missing you! I was very upset about Sioux also, but its good that you guys are still in contact. Peace! kiss

DevilsReject

DevilsReject

Cleveland, OH
February 2007

SEP 26, 2008 04:44 PM

awesome. God in a clown suit. That very visual made me lol.

Erm. I would be contacting a Lawyer. If hubby hurt himself whilst on duty, that is basically worker's comp. They can't not pay him, he didn't choose not to work, he is unable to work. Big difference. Talk to SG Cheyenne, she may know more than me, but i am pretty sure that if you hurt yourself while serving, they have to continue your paychecks. Of course with the economy and the government as buttfucked as it is, you never know.

and christ wearing a bunny suit. Splinter Cell is an ancient game, i am not even sure where my discs are at, and on top of that, i am not even sure i would remember how to play.

_LouLou_

_LouLou_

I'm lost
May 2007

SEP 26, 2008 06:18 PM

I've been popping on the site less often, trying to distance myself from it. There was just too much drama from something that was supposed to be a source of enjoyment for me. Some people take themselves way too seriously on this site and I was getting a little tired of it. I doubt I'll actually leave ~ I've met some really good people through the site and enjoy interacting with them.

I'm very excited by the idea of a new set from you! This is fantastic news!

Sioux leaving was a shock and a complete downer.

Have a great visit with your gram and enjoy your time with your man!

Much love xox

Argene

Argene

Pittsburgh, PA
June 2004

SEP 26, 2008 08:39 PM

Yay a shoot!

Happy early birthday to your son.

Are you doing anything for Halloween?

Hope to worker's comp thing works out.

Scarlett

Scarlett

SUICIDEGIRL

New Hampshire, USA

SEP 26, 2008 10:06 PM

How are things going doll?
Is your Man okay, what happened?
I am day 16 without my 'done.... doing okay, but ummm... edge crushing. Explain when we talk next, which hopefully be soon? I could use some Ash in my life! Where does your gram live? Near NH? Thatd rock

xoxox
scarlett loves you
my first, only, and sexy ass wifey...mmm... love

Turbulence

Turbulence

Austria
November 2005

SEP 27, 2008 01:49 AM

Great you can see your grandmother smile

Missed ya!

xox

superdave69

superdave69

Alsip, IL
February 2008

SEP 28, 2008 09:37 AM

Cant wait to see your new set. In reguards you message in my blog, i am in the NAVY. i am not on a ship i am a SEABEE, we are on land and do construction work such as plumbing, electricity, mechanics and carpentry. Im stationed in Port Hueneme, Ca. I been to Iraq twice and my next deployment is in the North Korea area. Im sorry to hear about your man and hope hes not to hurt so he get back in and get back to work. I did talk to you like 3 months ago on the yahoo IM and im real happy things are going better in your life. keep it up.

schiavona

schiavona

Chapel Hill, NC
July 2004

SEP 28, 2008 09:45 AM

I'm so glad you got the ticket and are going to see your Gram.

You man got injured during basic? I hope he's going to be okay. What happened? It really sucks that they will not pay him. I mean, he got injured "on the job" in the service of the country, so they really should be paying him. Of course, it's good that he's back, but still.

I'm excited to hear that you are getting closer to your shoot. Hopefully you'll be able to get that corset. Can't wait to see/hear about it.

Hugs and love as always. Hope you are doing well.

kiss kiss

PunkNiteMike

PunkNiteMike

Piqua, OH
OLD SKOOL

SEP 28, 2008 10:07 AM

its still up in the air if im coming to chicago oct. 9th thru oct 12th, work is being shitty and not wanting to give me that monday off. but i still may come just to hang out for a weekend, maybe we can hang out if i do?

TheJuanupsman

TheJuanupsman

Hopkins, MN
April 2004

SEP 29, 2008 01:09 AM

Good to see you back around again. Hope your trip to see your Gram goes well. smile

Tallboy66

Tallboy66

Chicago, IL
January 2005

SEP 30, 2008 11:12 AM

You missed the show Sat.

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