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Ash An experimental genetic labratory disaster gone horribly wrong

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JUNE 5, 2008 @ 09:51 AM

Dont u hate when u say something and ppl misinterpret what u were saying and think it was something negative when REALLY that wasnt your intent at all? Apparently I do this a lot, and I seriously dont mean to! I'm friendly, really! It's not just the internet, either ... I do this in real life, too. Now, I wonder at times if its *me* who is communicating wrong or if the person Im communicating with is just extra sensitive or maybe paranoid? Who knows!

After a HUGE blowout with several family members, Ive decided that there is a *lot* in my life I need to change. I just feel ... stuck. I need to finish school, which takes 12 months if I go *full time*. However, I cant find a job that doesnt conflict with my school hours, and I need to make money somehow, obviously. Now if I go part time ... it'll take me twice as long and I will be stuck in this horrid living situation for extra long, which isnt really a great environment for my son. Plus, if I go to school part time .. I can only WORK part time, which isnt enough to cover my bills anyways! It's like a catch 22 situation, I dont know wtf to do abt it. But sitting here doing NOTHING abt it doesnt help either, gah!

I wish life came with a REFERENCE book that you could use to look up individual problems and the solution would be clearly written out for you. I might just make that book, damnit.


q's
~What are some tips u can offer for making money? (besides the obvious "get a job")
~What types of sets would u like to see from girls on this site? Do u prefer skinny models or thicker models?
~What kind of "style" attracts u in another person?

Here's the link to our video, we are going to *try* to win in June, though the contest in June is MUCH more broad since the contest is for "2 girls doing *anything*", so our competition will be more fierce this time around!

Sioux & Ash~ "Closer" video

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Stephykinns

Stephykinns

Buffalo Grove, IL
October 2007

JUN 05, 2008 10:30 AM

hey hun, that sucks that people are super sensitive. but i think your one of the nicest people ever. you have always helped me out and when ever im fucking sick or down i know i can call you. so dont let people tell you your fucking being mean.

as far as your q's go

-making money- sell drugs, model, work at a dungon, internet porn, use your photog skills to make money, or fucking pawn shit

- as far as sets- i like girls who r diffrent like mowhawks and shit

Seasan

Seasan

HOPEFUL

Newark, DE

JUN 05, 2008 10:41 AM

maybe if you take your classes online that will hope? i used to attend school full time and had a hell of a time working my regular job. but i found out my college offers classes online and i did that two semester of it. my gpa is a 3.0 and i love it smile its the same courseload and the same amount of work-if not more work, but ive been doing better there than actually going to class

The_Boss

The_Boss

I'm lost
June 2007

JUN 05, 2008 10:41 AM



So whats up for this weekend?

Beau

Beau

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

JUN 05, 2008 10:43 AM

no. O.o That angers me, as soon as they get it I want to go to Exit too though... for sure. Cause that upstairs part sounds really awesome.

Tallboy66

Tallboy66

USA
January 2005

JUN 05, 2008 11:02 AM

Everybody does that, and it is the internet sometimes even with those emoticons it's easy to misinterpret.

~What are some tips u can offer for making money? (besides the obvious "get a job")
*I really don't know I got lucky and got a job.*

~What types of sets would u like to see from girls on this site?
* I do like the more artsy type sets*
Do u prefer skinny models or thicker models?. I like most "types" skinny too thick there are advantages to both .*


~What kind of "style" attracts u in another person?
*It's hard for me to describe since I get goth and Industrial mixed up so we'll just lump in the whole indie,artsy,punk with a touch of metal,athletic friendly girl and there you go.*

tastycorpse666

tastycorpse666

Port Lavaca, TX
November 2006

JUN 05, 2008 11:38 AM

No, that could not have been it at all! I explained those to staff and they were supposed to have been removed. Sioux took them as being speechless. Speechless X 2 even!!
You SO should have asked your Uncle Brian here for this advice years ago! Well to start with we can sell all manner of lucrative substances and cull the population for profits.
Most of the comments that I leave are about a models hair or make up or shoes or outfit. Body type has such a slight influence on my perception of beauty. As far as style goes, I usually prefer an evil side because if we have to kill someone that helps.
Pool, Yeah I tortured that 12 year old. He was talking shit the whole time so I started playing with one hand or shooting under my leg or keeping eye contact with him while shooting and he would cry more. I do not drink, people always tell me to drink and I will play better because that works for them. That is usually the case because the alcohol slows them down and their stroke is not so wild. I do play for money as often as I can. A dear friend recently told me that I have a gambling problem. I explained to her that I am far to selective about bets that I make for it to be considered a problem. This way I do not lose money very often, especially not when I am playing. Sioux talked about playing pool with the old Corpse here when Steller makes her come to TEXAS sometime in September.

jeffyjr

jeffyjr

Webster, FL
December 2007

JUN 05, 2008 11:51 AM


Hmmmmmmm styles and sets I'm not sure I like being suprised. So I try not to expect anything then next thing I know looking at a really cool set. I guess you can say I play it by ear.
And finally skinny or thick I don't care I like ladies (I guess I'm sick that way and need help)

Dorsal

Dorsal

SUICIDEGIRL

Illinois, USA

JUN 05, 2008 12:08 PM

yea it sucks because i live out in the suburbs so its always hard for me to go downtown
i cant wait to meet you on friday biggrin

Dorsal

Dorsal

SUICIDEGIRL

Illinois, USA

JUN 05, 2008 12:08 PM

DevilsReject

DevilsReject

Cleveland, OH
February 2007

JUN 05, 2008 12:19 PM

You didn't realize that you and i had a secret life that you didn't know about? Excellent, my plan is working entirely too well!

I am going to school for Computer & Electronic Engineering Technician. It's mostly all stuff i know, but i just need the piece of paper that says i know it. Companies like that piece of paper. So while i am already a geek, i am going to school to become more geek, and get a piece of paper that proves i am a geek. smile I plan on pursuing my bachelor's degree.

Menards and IKEA are in Ohio, just way south and way west. I would have to drive like two hours to get to one, which means i would spend an awful lot in gas. I have been looking online, and i think i found an e-bay seller that can hook me up.

There is no easy way to make money while you are going to school full time. While i have made sacrifices in my life to do it, i also can't find a part-time job that doesn't want me to work school hours, i am still hoping to find a mom an pop shop that will understand my overall goal instead of these part time retail stores that expect me to make a career with them. Currently i do sidework to gain cash. It's not much. I won't be buying that Yacht real soon, but i will be able to squeeze through school with it if it stays steady.

I don't look at sets a whole lot, although i should since that's what i am paying for. I am more here for the social networking and the news articles. wink So i can't really give you my opinion on sets. Some just appeal to me while some just don't.

Usually it's a dark style. I like dark hair, dark clothes and a well place lip piercing on a girl drive me insane. I dunno why.

And i am not watching that Video again, i just recovered from watching it the first time. The left side of my brain actually shut down, i wet my pants and lost speech capabilities for a few days. TOO MUCH SEXXY!

tongue

schiavona

schiavona

Chapel Hill, NC
July 2004

JUN 05, 2008 12:27 PM

Man, I sure wish life had a manual.

I love the video. You look fabulous. smile And of course that song amuses me much.

Now, not to be pushy, but I did shoot you an email a while back and haven't heard back, I just wanted to make sure you got it. Your b-day was a while ago and my fingers are itching to buy you something for you. smile And, of course, I have a place to hang the picture. If it's on your list, don't hurry, I just wanted to make sure you got it.

To the questions:

~ um...well, I'm not especially good at coming up with ways to make extra money. And I'm guessing you mean legal ways to make money. wink
~ hey, no fair, that was two questions. that's the thing I love about this site is the variety. I love to see the creative sets, funny sets, bedroom sets, outdoor sets, pretty much anything because there's usually something really unique about them. And the same with the girls. I used to think I only liked curvy girls, but I adore me some skinny ones too, so pretty much all kinds.
~ wow, you are asking the hard ones today. again, no particular type of style, but I do love confidence. not much of an answer, I know.

So we need to get you a, well, not a sugar-daddy (unless we're talking the candy) but maybe a philanthropist with way more money that they can spend. I keep telling K_Rex she needs a raise so we can support all our SG friends who want to go back to school. biggrin

kiss kiss

Rydell

Rydell

SUICIDEGIRL

Alberta, Canada

JUN 05, 2008 12:28 PM

haha sorry u can keep the rain!!! Yeah I am just impatientsmile

Dementiaheckroth

Dementiaheckroth

I'm lost
September 2007

JUN 05, 2008 12:28 PM

I do that alot too always sticking my foot in my mouth and not findng out i hurt anyone until days later when people stop calling. Sometimes I tink being a mute would be best for me.
I really hope your video makes it for next months contest. Really thought the imagery in the vid was well done. Plus you two were smokin hot.

Answers:
1. Try selling stuff on ebay, or consigning clothes you dont need/want anymore at local shops do the same on ebay. I dunno if you have this in chicago but here we have a company that sends you stuff to test at home like makeup lotions frgrances laundry detergent etc etc etc you tet it out for them for like a week to a mont then send them back a questionare and they send you money if ou get in with alot of testing ou can mae up to 800 a month just to use crap you already need. I can give you the name of the company here and find out if there something like that in your neck of the woods.
2. I like mostly all the models body shape really, some thick some thin I dont like tho the really skinny ones that show rib cages and hip bones thats just kinda gross to me and not pretty at all but thats my opinion. It seems like alot of the sets just look the same just with a different face. The shower scenes, laying on a bed, standing in a corner is just so overdone now but I guess with so many models its hard to be inventive. Id liek to see someone hitch hiking on the road and get picked up in a old truck and do the set from the inside of a truck sort of spooky but sexy too thats just me tho.
3. I like the punk/aternative look on guys with a sort of shy geek undertone thrown in too. Nothing too flashy just a guy who is comfortable in his skin and inventive in his communication. Not sure that really answered the question but its what I like.
Hope you have a great week ash

Iggy

Iggy

SUICIDEGIRL

Alabama, USA

JUN 05, 2008 12:33 PM

1. I don't know about you, but I have a lot of extra crap like clothes and the like, and when I am in a pinch I try to sell stuff on ebay, or craigslist, or SG sales. I actually had a really good experience selling on the SG sales group. Also, if you're a crafty person you could sell things you made online too.

2. Honestly, I would like to see darker, more gothy sets. I am not into this trend of demure looking ladies, hot as they may be. And I like ladies of every kind of body type. I am all about asses, so any set with good ass shots is a good one in my book.

3. everyone I have ever been attracted to have all had different styles, so its hard to nail down specifically what I look for, but I think I mostly look for a good taste in art and music and an offbeat sense of humor.

schiavona

schiavona

Chapel Hill, NC
July 2004

JUN 05, 2008 12:38 PM

Oooo, good idea Iggy. You could also buy some cheap underwear, wash them a few times and spritz them with some perfume and sell them as your underwear. You could make a mint off of this. wink

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