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MAY 6, 2008 @ 03:07 PM

May rocks. It seems that almost *everyone* in my life that's close to me has a birthday in May (myself included) which is kind of odd, considering there are 12 months in the yr. Why everyone I love is crammed into just one month will remain a mystery.

Everyone is having such a difficult time lately, why is that? With the only common factor being "myself", I've got to wonder if maybe I'm just ... bad luck? I dont even know if I believe in "luck", but what else do u call something that happens, be it positive or negative, that's out of your control?

I hate being kicked while I'm already down. Sometimes the kicking is repetitive. Sometimes the kicking is accompanied by being spit in the face, or a nice "curby" resulting in the loss of your entire row of front teeth, and also a baseball bat smashing your face in. It's times like these where all you want to do is lie there and recover, no matter how long it takes. But everyone around you is continuously screaming "GET UP!! GET UP!!", and you're just thinking:

"listen, man .. I've got 2 broken legs, a missing arm and a shattered skull, how the bloody HELL am I supposed to get up right now?! On my OWN, no less?" blackeyed

I think inside everyone there is the strongest person in the world, but also the weakest person in the world. I'm sending my most powerful, Ashtastic vibes to everyone who has to get off the ground and stand on broken legs right now.


So yeah, I'll be turning ... 21. For the .. 5th time? 6th time? lol! Shhh! You're only as old as u feel! Only as old as you FEEL!! blush

Q's

~Do u think that beauty can/does effect a persons success in life? Do you typically go for ppl that are what is considered "conventionally beautiful"? What do YOU define as "beauty" in your own words/terms?
~Have u ever received a service for something (like for instance .. eaten in a restaurant) and realized *after* u received the service that u left your wallet at home? (haha Ive always wondered what one does in a scenario such as this!)
~Whats the worst joke that was played on you or that you played on someone else?
~Post a photo of something here for whatever reason ... make sure it's entertaining in some fashion wink

R.I.P Neo, u are forever loved.



R.I.P Parker, I thought we still had more time.

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Steller

Steller

SUICIDEGIRL

Texas, USA

MAY 08, 2008 07:28 AM

come to Sioux house on firday we are gonna play! lol


But seriously I leave soon and I need to meet you

Steller

Steller

SUICIDEGIRL

Texas, USA

MAY 08, 2008 07:30 AM

and UMM the top picture of the grey baby might be like the cutest thing ive ever seen

Naty

Naty

SUICIDEGIRL

Brazil

MAY 08, 2008 07:43 AM

condolences frown

commonman

commonman

Sarasota, FL
August 2003

MAY 08, 2008 02:15 PM

Ooooh, questions:

~Do u think that beauty can/does effect a persons success in life? Do you typically go for ppl that are what is considered "conventionally beautiful"? What do YOU define as "beauty" in your own words/terms?

Hey, that's three questions: (1) Beauty definitely affects a person's success in life, but luckily inner beauty can be as effective (or more so) than physical beauty. (2) I like conventional beauty, but I also have by own likes that are hard to put into words. (3) I just said that beauty was hard to put into words, dammit! Ok, beauty is strength, symmetry, smoothness, litheness, intelligence, humility, curiosity, empathy. That's the best I can do.

~Have u ever received a service for something (like for instance .. eaten in a restaurant) and realized *after* u received the service that u left your wallet at home? (haha Ive always wondered what one does in a scenario such as this!)

Yes, and the worst part was that I was on a first date! I guess it didn't phase her much, because I ended up marrying her (awwww).

~Whats the worst joke that was played on you or that you played on someone else?

Hmmm, I was never one for making practical jokes. Once some friends thought it would be funny to pretend they were robbers breaking into my house. They almost got brained with a baseball bat. Not funny.

~Post a photo of something here for whatever reason ... make sure it's entertaining in some fashion



It's amazing what you'll find when you google "entertaining picture"

ridenasty

ridenasty

Stilwell, KS
April 2005

MAY 08, 2008 06:23 PM

us may birthday people are the shit. here endith the lesson.

Agy

Agy

Toronto, ON
August 2006

MAY 08, 2008 09:42 PM

Birthday Panda Has Something To Say!

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

**HAPPY BIRTHDAY! **



Haha I think I will turn 21 again this year too. biggrin

Steller

Steller

SUICIDEGIRL

Texas, USA

MAY 09, 2008 07:45 PM

Booo hooooo im leaving.

BUT im reallly glad I finally got to meet you, your a total sweetheart <3

BrightRedScream

BrightRedScream

Stoney Creek, ON
April 2005

MAY 10, 2008 08:58 AM

I'm with you on having a rough time lately..it's really damn frustrating frown

~Do u think that beauty can/does effect a persons success in life? I do...People are drawn to those who are attractive, and it tends to help them be noticed. I found that when I was trying to get jobs in the make up industry (when I was doing that crap) because I didn't fit a certain "image" at some places - I wasn't considered twice...regardless of my portfolio.

Do you typically go for ppl that are what is considered "conventionally beautiful"? No.

What do YOU define as "beauty" in your own words/terms? I like unique, bold and really striking people...People who aren't afraid to be outside the "box".

~Have u ever received a service for something (like for instance .. eaten in a restaurant) and realized *after* u received the service that u left your wallet at home? (haha Ive always wondered what one does in a scenario such as this!) Yes - my hair salon....thankfully they know me well enough that they let me come back and pay wink

~Whats the worst joke that was played on you or that you played on someone else? I honestly cannot think of one?

~Post a photo of something here for whatever reason ... make sure it's entertaining in some fashion
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I'm sorry for your two recent losses frown
They look identical to my Spook and Solstice frown

Sioux

Sioux

SUICIDEGIRL

Illinois, USA

MAY 10, 2008 06:40 PM

pic!


My bewbs are catching up tongue

Dainty

Dainty

I'm lost
August 2007

MAY 10, 2008 07:50 PM

Happy [early] Mothers Day!

Turbulence

Turbulence

Austria
November 2005

MAY 11, 2008 05:22 AM

Happy Mothers Day!!!!! kiss

Sioux

Sioux

SUICIDEGIRL

Illinois, USA

MAY 11, 2008 07:55 AM

Happy mothers day girl!!!

Give your son a kiss from us smile

Steller

Steller

SUICIDEGIRL

Texas, USA

MAY 11, 2008 09:46 AM

Happy mothers day!

schiavona

schiavona

Chapel Hill, NC
July 2004

MAY 11, 2008 04:47 PM

Happy Mother's Day again. smile You are an absolute love, and I look forward to getting back up there and seeing you.

~ beauty definitely effects a person's success in life. There is a strange conceit that if a person is "good looking" that they are a better more capable person. We all do it to some extent. I know if I was a few inches taller that I would be more "successful", or rather thought better of than I am now. It's just how humans are. I do not go for what is considered conventional beauty. Not sure how I define beauty, it's not one particular set of traits, but I think one of the things I really find appealing is confidence.
~ Luckily I've never done this. I'm very neurotic about this and always check to make sure my wallet is with me.
~ When I was 6 my dad when down into the basement and would call my name, in the dark, until I came down then would scare me. It took about 25 year for me to get over my fear of basements, and even now I still have a few twinges.
~sorry, I'm being so lazy, no picture.

Love you sweetie!

kiss kiss

JennaLorraine

JennaLorraine

HOPEFUL

Montreal, QC

MAY 11, 2008 06:59 PM

Thanks for the comment on my set! Lotsa luvs.

EDITED: I just read your blog. My rat Jacob passed away three months ago. I got him cremated and now I have a little urn with his name on it in my living room. I still miss him very much.

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