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it was for nothing. Nothing at all.
All my hopes of having a beautiful future ahead of me are now demolished. Or rather ... put on hold for the time being.
I am just sick. I dont know whether to be scared out of my fucking MIND right now, or to be relieved that I never in all my life have to deal with that assface again. Got to find work, just HAVE to.
What the fuck ever, man.
*sigh* Just breathe.
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1~ I was born in Chicago, but consider myself a Floridian cuz I spent more than half my life in Tampa.
2~ I am a Jets fan
3~ I was in a very serious car wreck and will suffer for the rest of my life due to all the surgeries/injuries, yay
4~ I hardly ever wear my natural hair ... always extensions or wigs
5~ I have hardly any family left, so my friends sorta take their place as MOST important in my life (besides my son, duh)
6~ I have toncil problems all the time. They get so swollen all the time, and food will sometimes get stuck in the huge pores and I have to dig it out with a toothpick
7~ My scents: Body Spray-Victoria Secrets "Love Spell"
perfume- Coolwater for Women
8~ I am the jack of all trades, master of none
9~ I have a huge scar on my right hand from punching out a window at the pool hall when I was 14 and tripping balls off acid
10~ I was a gifted child in excellerated programs (gawd, dunno what happened after that, heheh)
11~ I used to LOVE to get into fist fights when I was younger, but always for a good cause. I "lost" only one
12~ I love women, and though I have always dreamed of having a beautiful femme gf .. all my gf's have been butch. I guess Im drawn to butch chicks
13~ I am extremely goofy/silly ... I love to LAUGH more than just abt anything in this world
14~ I am a huge people person and will talk to just abt anybody. Hell, Id say Im probably downright FRIENDLY (imagine that)
15~ Ive never had a pedicure
16~ Im a HUGE cow fan. I love anything that has to do with milk: yogurt, cheese, sour cream, etc. I love the MEAT, all kinds of cow meat ... oh yeah, and who can forget LEATHER?
17~ I am both extremely hard and extremely soft, wrapped up in one big bundle of Ash. It makes for a very confusing life.
18~ My memory is shot to hell ... either from all the drug use or the unusual amounts of stress in my life
19~ I am the best spades partner you'll ever have
20~ I was raised by my grandparents
And there you have it.
NOV 08, 2005 01:25 PM
I like butch girls too. Something to off-set my own girlieness 
Maybe, in the long run, it's better you don't have to deal with that asshole. I'll cross my fingers you get a new job soon 
NOV 08, 2005 01:27 PM
NOV 08, 2005 01:28 PM
i have that same exact tonsil issue, and that food that gets caught in there........ i wont even say it
NOV 08, 2005 01:28 PM
NOV 08, 2005 01:28 PM
Trust me - it doesn't seem like it now but you are much better off. The universe will provide 
Ewwww re the toothpick
Rebel
Simi Valley, CA
March 2005
NOV 08, 2005 01:46 PM
NOV 08, 2005 01:50 PM
wow i like knowing more about you your one heck of a neat lady...i already knew that!!!...........lady .....what are you gonna do???? i worry about you.......i know your gonna land on your feet but i till then know that i am thinking good and wonderful hopeful thoughts for you i wear love spell too..infact i gotta get me some more of that scent.can i be nosey and ask why you dont have any family left...dont answer if its none of my business i just like to know things, i would lik eto know the establishment you were gonna work for so i can never give them a cent of my money....good luck ash your gonna kick these hard times
NOV 08, 2005 01:54 PM
Cows are cool. They always seem to be so fulfilled.
Hang in there, lady.
Jinxi
I'm lost
December 2004
NOV 08, 2005 01:59 PM
Oh no... I am so sorry about the job - that totally sux! Hang in there honey... I just know it will all work out for you - you just deserve it the most!!!
I loved reading your list of Ash facts!! It was so much fun and now you are even MORE fascinating that ever (is that possible?)
Love and Hugs to you! - Jinxi Boo
NOV 08, 2005 02:05 PM
you are beautiful inside and out and i wear love spell too ! 
NOV 08, 2005 02:21 PM
NOV 08, 2005 02:41 PM
I am sorry that you and ur hubby didn't get the jobs. I like cows too. Hang in there, it'll all work out. At least you have a great kid and a hubby and you're alive and gorgeous.
NOV 08, 2005 03:00 PM
NOV 08, 2005 03:01 PM
oh, and love spell is mine too! that and the vanilla one, but both at the same time, yummy...
oh, and as for #12, I'm femme....*hint-hint* 
[Edited on Nov 08, 2005 3:02PM]
NOV 08, 2005 03:10 PM
Very cool interesting things Ash! I'm sorry about your job! 
There is something better for you out there; I know it! I wish you the best! By the way, I love spades too! I'll have to show you another addicting card game called "Pedro." Used to skip classes to play! Have a great evening! Take care Gorgeous! u!
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