A new set is coming soon in MR, wednesday the 8th it will be
Back in june or july this year, I've shot a very special set with 2shadowland, I had lost quite some weight at that time (love... ) but I like the overall aesthetic of this set, he really did a great job.


I've been doing allright, could be better I have to say. My ex-boyfriend is now gone until mid-january to Iceland.
I'm not upset about it but quite sad because Iceland has always been one of my dreams (and I will go in 2011 for sure) and we talked many times about travelling there while we were together. This is a good lesson tough, instead of postponing my dreams I know that I have to stop procrastinating all the time, find enough money and finally GO. I am so passionate about film now, I don't know what else I could do apart from this, even if I still don't get any money from it at the moment. All I need is a job that pays and go on travelling, I don't want a bloody career, not that I am not ambitious but I realized what I actually wanted, what would be good for me.
I don't want to settle down, sometimes I'm thinking about having kids but the thought goes away quickly. I know I would be able to deny my own child and blame him or her for just the fact of being there. No I don't want that, I want to be ready first, solve a few issues I have with my natural parents first. Someone told me I need to mourn them, even tough I've never met them in person. Pretty tough to do, that's why I'm currently looking for the keys, and a "manual", if only it could exist.

Last wek I went to Kilkenny and met the wonderful Lison. We had really good times there, sadly, when I came out of the lab with my developped films, I saw that all the ones shot with my Pentacon were completely overlapped. I went to see a specialist and the shutter is dead, apparently it's quite difficult to get these old grannies repaired. He told me not to bother too much and buy another one, thing is, bodies are quite difficult to find. It's pretty upsetting because we had an amazing scenery, all under snow, driving around in the Irish countryside, with this warm and soft winter sun.



I'd like to thank everyone for the comments on Andean's last set. I should reshoot her soon but with these freezing days ahead, we need to find a location first.

See you on the 8th xx