SuicideGirl: Apathy
suicidegirl

Apathy is a little feral

I’m private
 
MARCH 22, 2008 @ 09:24 PM

We were a few hundred strong, and even a marching band made noise.
Little kids with slingshots, bigger kids with rocks. We cheered when they set the helicopter out. We booed when the riot shields came out. They did a fine job at dispersing us, trying to quiet any form of opposition. My friend turned worried eyes towards me, and I told her all would be fine because we had to bail someone out of jail, so we would not be starting any trouble. We were there to gather (some passivly, some not) against police brutality, and the new rules prohibiting people from sleeping in the public parks, among thousands of other reason. (Up to a $400 fine, for being homeless and sleeping on PUBLIC property). We found ourselves between two football lineups of militarized crazed cops. They started marching towards each other, and we backed up, backing up until they charged. AHHH!!! I let out an excited nervous yell, but didnt see the other 3 who materialized seemingly out of nowhere. One smashed my friend in the shoulder, who fell to the ground. I ran towards her to pull her away, and found myself in the same position. Batons hit my back over and over and over again, breaking my tailbone faster than falling on it. I looked over to my friends head on the curb, being stomped on. I tried to crawl over to her, trying to ignore all the pain, to at least cover her, feeling sorry that I had said nothing would happen and not to worry. DONT FUCKNG MOVE! They yelled beating us both, two girls who were peacefully protesting on the sidewalk even. GET UP! They yelled at us, while kicking our ribs in and breaking her glasses. My friend cried that her shoulder was broken, to please stop, please please please stop. GET UP! They yelled again while kicking us down. I did a few funny sumersaults with the force of being shoved. Two comrades pick us up and THEY come again, to kick us down. They would pick us up, throw us on the ground, and start the kicking and batons all over again.
The media chose their images and coverage very carefully. The three interviews I did for the local news, where were they? The videos of us getting beaten violently, were where they? The countless photographers who were in attendance, what happend to them, and why has nothing been released in our favour, to show exactly what we were shouting against, exactly what happend to us?

I got rejected.
Help a girl get paid.
APATHY - GRUNGE

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pmonkeyEsquire

pmonkeyEsquire

Detroit, MI
May 2004

MAR 22, 2008 09:34 PM

Wow! The way you write puts me right there. Sad we don't ever get a full story.

Also, seems a lot of SGs with great sets have been getting rejected lately. Stay strong.

Azurescens

Azurescens

HOPEFUL

Paragould, AR

MAR 22, 2008 10:31 PM

you were telling me about that. i can't fucking believe that shit. it's happened to the best of us i guess. the cops don't care how big you are, or what you are doing. i've seen girls smaller than either of us getting the shit kicked out of them by the cops. the anger rises.....damn.

your set rocked. i can't believe they rejected it. you'll get picked for SCS. i fuckin' know it.

abbicon

abbicon

Antarctica
September 2007

MAR 22, 2008 10:43 PM

yay for "free media", and the lack of, or complete twist of what really happened, at anything that's really important, and has the potential to affect us in a positive way, to lend sympathy to the people unafraid of the beatdown, to do what they believe in.

it stopped in the sixties, when they killed martin, and malcolm, ghandi and john.

the government is no longer scared of it's people, and it doesn't cost nearly as much, to sweep under the rug, that which would make even the most staunch "demapublicans" cringe at the ugliness perpetrated by them, and their people. i hope your internal wounds, heal stronger like your bones will. and that both are speedy.

here's to the only warriors left, and to the remembrance of those who paved the way. the ones who weren't afraid to go to jail, to be beaten, and killed, for what they believed in. right-on right-on, sister soldier.
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jermhawk

jermhawk

Tidioute, PA
December 2004

MAR 23, 2008 05:41 AM

A standing army cannot rule untill the people are disarmed.

JohnEsmokE

JohnEsmokE

West Hollywood, CA
October 2005

MAR 23, 2008 06:28 AM

I don't understand what kind of cowardly piece of shit you would have to be to beat on two unarmed girls like that. These are the people that are paid to serve and protect. You would think that the media would want people to know this kind of shit was going on. It's a fucking outrage. We ought to put a hit out on those cops. Track them down and *BOOM*, 'your services are no longer required officer fuckhead'.

Once again Shazzy likes to make you freeeeze, but she's captured your beauty amazingly well as she always does. You look gorgeous!

Oro

Oro

SUICIDEGIRL

Quebec, Canada

MAR 23, 2008 12:10 PM

Medias are bullshit and badly your story doesn't surprise me at all. I'm not surprised that humans can sometimes (a bit too often, may I say) be cruel, cold-hearted and left without any sign of intelligence. I'm not surprised either that some people need to shit over others only to make them feel better. I'm not surprised that you tried to protect your friend, because you seem smart and real to me (even if we don't know eachother). What is surprising me though is that your set Grunge as been rejected... hey, I'm trying to see the good side of things herewink You're absolutely lovely and I hope that you feel better real soon.

Cheers!

heart_less

heart_less

Hyattsville, MD
October 2006

MAR 23, 2008 02:03 PM

OH....Canada. frown

sharlyn

sharlyn

France
November 2007

MAR 23, 2008 03:05 PM

cheers..

tubaart

tubaart

Fulton, MO
November 2004

MAR 23, 2008 06:32 PM

Why is it that people like me (not me, but people like me) think that if they can't see a thing it doesn't exist? That you can make homelessness go away by making it illegal? That it's ok to beat up people who can't afford to do anything about it? This fucking pisses me off.

And your set getting rejected pisses me off, too. You're the shit (in a good way, of course) And shazzy... well, her sets rule. Not that I wouldn't mind giving her a run for her money with you... biggrin

It's weird. My first gut-reaction to your set was "I'd love to wake up next to her..." eeek

Missin' you....

Scheisskopf

Scheisskopf

Algeria
February 2005

MAR 25, 2008 04:22 PM

The police is the Klan is the Mafia.

Wildy

Wildy

SUICIDEGIRL

Quebec, Canada

MAR 25, 2008 05:57 PM

this set need to be live
u deserved to be paid for that!
shame!

kiss
miss u

AntiPunk

AntiPunk

Liberia
May 2007

MAR 27, 2008 09:03 AM

If peace is meet with violence then it appears violence is needed to bring peace.

Schuldig

Schuldig

Barrie, ON
December 2005

MAR 30, 2008 06:53 AM

The outrages never cease. Sigh.

I'm sorry you're hurt. I hope you get better soon luv HUGS

Oro

Oro

SUICIDEGIRL

Quebec, Canada

APR 03, 2008 01:51 PM

Ahah YEAH! I never thought of that one... Isis is a she. She's a bitch too, depending on the day...

Lavenderrr

Lavenderrr

I'm lost
April 2006

APR 06, 2008 10:41 AM

This is exactly the reason I want to become a photographer or journalist. Fuck that whole censor shit. I want to show what really happened, what's really going on.

Hope you and your friends are okay now, (and I commented on your set).

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