SuicideGirl: Apathy
suicidegirl

Apathy is a little feral

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FEBRUARY 25, 2008 @ 05:42 PM

run run run! the train comes while were sleeping awake to sunshine and the warmest day i have seen yet this year. we fight the law and the law wins... again. No walkietalkies so i can walk free as I feel without them knowing they should have taken me. bahahahaa we say and my fine that i could never pay anyway will see the end of its days as the toilet paper that it is.
The trucker goes in between trying to weasel our bodies one by one. No attention given. We walk away 3 hours difference and then I dont know where I am. A few `what city am i in?` and a few crazed looks. first bus stop I see and am happy that I made it. Cats eating dog food with big heads. Rude motherfuckin city!!! Traffic at night. Laundry and Shawarma pawn shops and all sorts of other things that make up a street with no meaning if you watch. I think of termites and daddylonglegs and how flowers grow in fastforward motion. Chewing tadpoles. TimHortons for some marvelous crack in an unrecyclable cup. Grown next to tabacco fields i taste. Friends! Yes. We go stumblin and I say HEY Look at that pack of Small Dogs comin to attack us!! Closer closer and 3 rabid raccoons foaming. Im laughing soo much excitment as they battle it out and we run around not quite sure if I should play too or run from infectious teeth. Down a street and he is breaking all the mirrors off cars and she runs away but its all slumber in the end as I stare a turtle in the eye. INK. inkinkink. inkinkink. 2 feathers that are long. My favourite tattoo person kicks motherfucking ass. And, well, he doesnt say anything while I scream.
DO go here if you are ever in the smogy city area: ]BLACKLINES I get to watch his sleeve get darker and i think of sharks. Im somewhere at sometime and the city has a Miami haze the sun coming up and skyscrapers remind me of beaches but you definatly can not swim here. I dont think an amoeba of life lives in that water. Quebec has succeeded much better in conservation. But much better doesnt mean perfect. More green.
Ohhh theres an over here too and I get a phonecall YOUR PUPPY WAS BORN very early I hear so im on a 5am bus with a broken tailbone yellin at tourists who walk slow. POPPOP two shots i keep stare at the cracks in the pavement that get faster as rubber speeds away. I dunno where I want to live. Why do i have to choose just one spot. Life`s tough. Warmer weather I feel it at the tip of my tongue. Almost. The legal system is too slow. Stupid invisible line. Stupid capitalism. You should buy the tshirt, yeah. And especially the rubber bracelet. ONLY THEN, will we attain world peace and reap the benefits of a sinless life. Polluted rotting fruit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this dance and wear wierd shit movement is starting to make me hate you or the other way around. And the concept of people going to these things to bring people home. It is all really too high over my head. secret cameras and flash flash flash. Where to people put those fucking things? I managed to get one.
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One of me an Mulot stumbly visual induced bathroom lining everywheres by sweet girl MaryJane, one of those doll lookin pretties]zoom image We sometimes knock down people on snowshoes while i make them afraid ill puke on them.
But HERE is one i like better that DUSO took. (he just became excited to have credit) Im in there.
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I think thats it.
ohhh ohh yeah and dont take fake armory through customs??? Apparently their not too keen on that
Comments
jermhawk

jermhawk

Tidioute, PA
December 2004
SoCal_Drew

SoCal_Drew

San Diego, CA
August 2006

FEB 25, 2008 07:09 PM

smile

tubaart

tubaart

Fulton, MO
November 2004

FEB 25, 2008 09:19 PM

That first photo is SWEET!!

I think you should start a business mentoring people in how to let go of all their stuff (physical and mental) and taste real freedom. Say two weeks running with you for $1,000. It would so be worth it. biggrin

There is so much you could teach me...

kiss

Mercedes

Mercedes

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

FEB 26, 2008 12:38 AM

those pics all rule

seriously

polluting rotting fruit...

tubaart

tubaart

Fulton, MO
November 2004

FEB 26, 2008 05:26 AM

Rethinking what I wrote... no, you shouldn't. All that would do is tie you down, making you beholden to someone for 2 weeks. And it wouldn't even help the someone -- knowing it's just two weeks and you're back to "normal", it would be a vacation, not a lifestyle. The only way to taste and understand that freedom is to jump in whole hog. If you know you can get out, if you have a safety net, if you have all the stuff (physical and mental) to go back to, then you can't really taste the freedom.

And that's what really stops people like me from knowing what it is to be free. It's just too much to let go of, and holding it at arms length just doesn't cut it. <sigh>

Damn chains. blackeyed

heart_less

heart_less

Hyattsville, MD
October 2006

FEB 26, 2008 06:02 PM

nice pics.

gigantic

gigantic

I'm lost
August 2008

FEB 27, 2008 07:41 PM

i miss you already

Viscious

Viscious

SUICIDEGIRL

Quebec, Canada

FEB 29, 2008 07:15 AM

Did you have pink hair last summer?

tubaart

tubaart

Fulton, MO
November 2004

FEB 29, 2008 09:27 PM

I need your inspiring courage. I'm looking really hard at changing my life in a big way. Quitting my regular 8-5 salaried job that I've had for the last 16 years and going into business for myself -- running a rental photo/video studio and, of course, using it for my own photography. Full time.

A BIG leap of faith. I don't know yet if the numbers will work out -- but so far it's looking like it might work. I'm both excited and scared.

And it's nothing compared to what you do... blush

kiss

Viscious

Viscious

SUICIDEGIRL

Quebec, Canada

FEB 29, 2008 10:37 PM

Ok did you have big hairy boots too?
Eh what's shac mtl gatherings?

sydfloyd

sydfloyd

Tyler, TX
September 2003

MAR 01, 2008 03:05 PM

That third picture is great!

palla

palla

Italy
April 2006

MAR 05, 2008 07:56 AM

I've seen oyur albums and I really loved them.....thanks for sharing.....(PK is awesome!!) smile smile smile

Vidalia

Vidalia

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

MAR 05, 2008 11:58 AM

I dunno where I want to live. Why do i have to choose just one spot.

All I can say is, me too.

I've never met anyone who travels who doesn't do so in part due to addiction of some kind.
And somehow this stops me from leaving-
having no faith in humans.

Tell me, do you know anyone, have you met anyone, or are you one of those people I've never met or heard of?

Schuldig

Schuldig

Barrie, ON
December 2005

MAR 08, 2008 10:41 AM

Your adventures always seem so colorful and exciting. Good luck with everything and happy journey. biggrin kiss kiss

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