SuicideGirl: Apathy
suicidegirl

Apathy is a little feral

I’m private
 
FEBRUARY 9, 2008 @ 09:27 PM

every amoeba within ime is going to try and get this out
this is a once in a lifetime pooptunity for you|||!!!
stupid french keyboards. youd know what i meant ieff you lived here.
i posted some copyrighted apparently```v ideos up there so check it out
im lost in the sound
they got dleeted off youtube but nooobody ever suspects the suicidegirl!!!!!
typing is fucked up.
blood veins flesh skeLETON.
im only doing this for another month okay?
tis whole internet world. i prostitute my soul to you!!!
thats WHAT THIS IS OKAY
im just tired of paper im tired of SHOES and beasts and veganism.
i want to tear my skin off. its amazing in can still understand that this will get to you.
whoeever yo uare.
my eyes are leekin.g.
will this get cesnsured????? perhaps.
i want lto live within the bass. right in the light that brings it to our heart.
transmission is almost over!!!
in the stars.
i have an email! it has wings. black raven wings. feathers. dust. boop boop her eyes are black. i can see the blue in there somewhere. THE PHONE IS RINALINIGNGEG.
i cant bea rit!!!!! the reality that is microscopic!!! if i press on one box another will come up with more choices.
WE ARE ROBOTS.
PROGAMED.
i want to deprgam!!!! DO YO UHEAR
if i look into his eyes, ill fall back to the world again. but distance is anothe rword for FAR!!! or im not there yet.
its always YET!!!! im soooooo cold if i had wings id be beside a cactus.
i dont understand thatn stand is a under of a stand? WTF.
why do you understand wtf.
im running out o fhere in SOCKS. one blue. one red. no sweater.black black says the sky in april .
Comments
sydfloyd

sydfloyd

Tyler, TX
September 2003

FEB 09, 2008 10:03 PM

I like that line: "If I had wings I'd be beside a cactus." That's good.

Scheisskopf

Scheisskopf

Algeria
February 2005

FEB 09, 2008 10:31 PM

Prose or not, you will be sorely missed.


GeorgeLiquor

GeorgeLiquor

Langley, WA
June 2007

FEB 10, 2008 12:07 AM

I'm convinced the internet sucks the soul out of a person with enough use.

Pawn2King4

Pawn2King4

Indianapolis, IN
October 2007

FEB 10, 2008 07:36 AM

You should title that, "WTF"

abbicon

abbicon

Antarctica
September 2007

FEB 10, 2008 11:11 PM

Lemonkid

Lemonkid

Montreal, QC
May 2003

FEB 11, 2008 03:29 PM

godspeed is the drone and the echo.

it's the esctasy of mountains.

maybe you prefer to play it more fast and loose, that's ok too.

jermhawk

jermhawk

Tidioute, PA
December 2004

FEB 13, 2008 06:44 PM

Sounds like the fight is almost over, spred your wings. Let those who love you, love you, those who don't may god turn their hearts, if he can't turn their hearts, may he turn their ankles, so you can see them by their limping.
I understand WTF, funny how it's F.T.W backwards. Both imply disaproval. If you understand the second than V.D.C.H should also be familiar. Even in those days it was social programing for a counter culture, the drug culture. Look at those participants now, they are the one leading this world. Sellouts if you ask me. They fell into the game to distract them from the dream long enough to control them The same symbolism used in Nazi Germany is used with corperate advertising, think brand recongition. Everyone wants to be a part of something except those who are free. Those who are free, get to pick and choose.
Do your travels define you, are they an escape, or a search for something? Are you following your dreams or leading them?
Wandering around souless and crying, taking comfort in strangers and what they have to offer won't pull you through hard times. The releif offered is only a temporary distraction.
Go alone, only you know the way. Its the only way life can be defined with certainty, certainty in life will be the shield and the magnet. Those who entice you, distract you, could also be programming you. The experience of the road will guide you to your preverbial cactus, just don't lean too hard on it.

gujsel

gujsel

Italy
November 2005

FEB 13, 2008 11:35 PM

for you today .....HAPPY VALENTINE DAY MY DEAR!!!. kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

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