SuicideGirl: Apathy
suicidegirl

Apathy is a little feral

I’m private
 
JANUARY 6, 2008 @ 02:53 PM

The patriotic city! Fascism on the black flags!
My little freckleyed brother is bunnysitting DinDin. I felt bad. I feel very alone without her. But her brain is pretty flitty, so sometimes i felt alone with her even. But shes only a baby, an abandoned one at that. I hope that she is being fed lovely green leafy things. Sadly, without her, my apple cores get neglected and thrown to the dirty ground.
Kicked off the bus!! For playing with the buttons!!!! Whaaaat. Happy New Year -30C.
Slutty exhibitionists!!! WHY DID YOU SPILL MY WINE!!!!
I run around castles. I play in castles! I FOUND A CASTLE CUT IN HALF!!
I sit on cannons. I pretend I have a purpose.
I oogle the bourgeois. I want the things in their pockets, and the hot chocolate they dont finish.
I have good mittens, but wear plastic bags in my shoes.
I get a ride here, I get a ride there. There are two large holes in my boots.
When i thought all was lost, a WHOLE shopping bag full of candy!!!! Who could forget such a thing???? I think of their sadness while i eat all the best things first. Like Rockets. And Lollipops with bubblegum on the inside.
My little mouse, please hope he doesnt go to jail.
The snow!! THE SNOW!! It is piled higher than houses !!!
I cannot find one simple little sled to borrow.
Ketchup on everything! Ketchup soup! And then I ran out.
Sipping hot water. Stealing creamers.
Sometimes, I can take the elevator really fast and grab a muffin while she isnt looking.
I want to run. Really. Get me out of here.
Everything is the same! AutoPilot stricken brain!
GET ME OUT.
I WANT SANDY BEACHES AND PEOPLE WHO STILL JUMP IN PUDDLES!!!!

gotta go.

miao!!
Comments
abbicon

abbicon

Antarctica
September 2007

JAN 06, 2008 03:49 PM

lovely words and the sad pretty girls that contain them, flitty baby brains and the loneliness that comes when there's nothing to relate to, eating ketchup soup and stolen muffins, in the patriotic city of fascist black flag waving,waiting for the static-brain auto-pilot to shut off and crash us into something worth surviving through. past our neglected cores, and the cores of apples better spent on friends with big ears, to puddle-jump our way back to something warm, something pretty, something not so sad.

Whatley

Whatley

Pleasant Plain, OH
August 2005

JAN 06, 2008 04:02 PM

I too have holy boots. Five years I've had these docs and now I must on to a new pair. Sad indeed.

sydfloyd

sydfloyd

Tyler, TX
September 2003

JAN 07, 2008 01:43 PM

What did your mouse do?

Prussia

Prussia

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

JAN 08, 2008 06:28 AM

I want to go to the beach too

AntiPunk

AntiPunk

Netherlands
May 2007

JAN 08, 2008 08:12 AM

I know a story about a beach, a boy and some magickal golden starfish...

stringtheory182

stringtheory182

Gainesville, FL
November 2006

JAN 10, 2008 04:53 PM

oh, you have a bunny! post a pic, id like to see please.

AntiPunk

AntiPunk

Netherlands
May 2007

JAN 10, 2008 05:17 PM

Hopefully, after I introduce her to dope I'll need something to read when she is blowing me .

AntiPunk

AntiPunk

Netherlands
May 2007

JAN 10, 2008 05:21 PM

and 49 days... jesus christ I've had 163 days clean before... I guess no one ever thinks that maybe I'm trying to save them because I can't save myself...w/e

Salieri

Salieri

Montreal, QC
July 2004

JAN 10, 2008 09:17 PM

I don't think you actually exist.

You might be imaginary.

ENte

ENte

France
March 2006

JAN 12, 2008 02:03 AM

heu...je crois sincerement qu il y a une réelle nuance...au plaisir de faire plus connaissance, cela merite d etre devellopper^^...

Gentleman_Loser

Gentleman_Loser

Montreal, QC
December 2003

JAN 13, 2008 08:11 AM

In Pointe St. Charles...Near the Charlevoix metro...10 min walk from the metro...you can get on the bus and be downtown in maybe 20 -25 minutes if you time it right.

Schuldig

Schuldig

Barrie, ON
December 2005

JAN 14, 2008 06:37 AM

You have a bunny??? biggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrin I love bunnies! I used to have a white bunny named Greasespot because he had a grey spot on his nose that looked like someone had smudged grease on him. It was unbelievably cute! What color is your bunny? What's his name? biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

gigantic

gigantic

I'm lost
August 2008

JAN 15, 2008 04:08 PM

oh dear.
did you get home okay?
is everything the same as you left it.
god that city never changes.

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