SuicideGirl: Apathy
suicidegirl

Apathy is a little feral

I’m private
 
DECEMBER 21, 2007 @ 06:22 PM



I cant be the only girl who's ever dreamed of running away to join the militia.
Terrorists. Capitolists. Western Culture. Importance?
Throw the dictionary away, while were at it.
I laugh in the world's face, everyday.
I cant change much from under a bridge, under a tarp, in the snow.
But I can choose to not partake in the madness.
Running like a feral animal. My heart bleeds because yours does too.
I have never believed.


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Whatley

Whatley

Pleasant Plain, OH
August 2005

DEC 21, 2007 06:33 PM

Having no allegiances, that's freedom.

JohnEsmokE

JohnEsmokE

West Hollywood, CA
October 2005

DEC 21, 2007 11:40 PM

you're definitely not the only girl.

Flyer

Flyer

USA
August 2005

DEC 22, 2007 01:35 AM

amen!

Squrl4

Squrl4

Montreal, QC
August 2006

DEC 22, 2007 08:25 AM

Yeah its suppose to be really warm this weekend.It might even rain today!! I don't think it will last though.... you know how it is here.It will get warm enough to melt a bit of the snow then get really cold to turn it all to ice.

Have a safe trip back!! wink

sydfloyd

sydfloyd

Tyler, TX
September 2003

DEC 22, 2007 04:49 PM

You should listen to "Rolan the Headless Thompson Gunner" by Warren Zevon.

heart_less

heart_less

Hyattsville, MD
October 2006

DEC 22, 2007 07:10 PM

Your "belief" is in not believing. You cannot step outside of the madness, as it were: but you can try to ignore it.

Northern

Northern

Elliot Lake, ON
March 2006

DEC 23, 2007 03:53 AM

I enjoyed the photos you posted in your last entry.

Maybe you'll post more soon?

The video was pretty good.

You only think you're choosing not to partake in the madness.

Your choice is simply another facet of the madness.

EZ

EZ

Hialeah, FL
September 2007

DEC 23, 2007 09:47 PM

<3 hmm and i also agree with you

gujsel

gujsel

Italy
November 2005

DEC 24, 2007 01:30 AM

for you my dear today have a .......................... kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

dandoles

dandoles

Odessa, TX
June 2007

DEC 24, 2007 05:41 PM

Merry Christmas

AntiPunk

AntiPunk

Netherlands
May 2007

DEC 26, 2007 01:46 PM

Dirty black bandanas, heavy machine guns, bullets slung shoulder to shoulder, a grenade, stale bread, a chipped steel knife, a couple pipe bombs, gas mask, fires and screams.
Bursting brains, bloody palms, white knuckling shots and days spent up.
Sweating in make-shift fox holes and cold metal tank graves.
No room for second guessing, the ends justify's the means. Riots & Anarchy!

ya...

I've had a few dreams... =)

Dwam

Dwam

SUICIDEGIRL

France

DEC 27, 2007 04:33 PM

Hey my lovely little feral !

Sometimes it's a great relief to read what you write. To see you trying to escape madness. Sometimes I think about you. And I worry.
What my halfwolf girl is doing, right now ? What does she think about ? Is she glad, right now ? Is she plain ?
I thought of you so much these days. I'm back in the mountains. I want to sing you songs.

That's so ODD how I feel concerned. Why ?

I've got pics which make me think of you here (second and third ones)

Dwam

Dwam

SUICIDEGIRL

France

DEC 28, 2007 03:17 PM

Si un jour tu viens dans mes montagnes, ou si on va ensemble dans les tiennes, je te promet qu'on se couvrira de plumes et qu'on ira courir et crier avec les corbeaux !
Je te chanterais des chansons idiotes et on écrira des poèmes sur les pierres.

I'm glad if you're ok, mate.
I send you lots of love and concern xoxo

AntiPunk

AntiPunk

Netherlands
May 2007

DEC 28, 2007 04:04 PM

Demon grunts and splattered guts, jagged concrete struts, painted up with bullet holes, set in stone by armored trolls.
Blackened skys of acid rain frying asphault streets with still corpses laying.
Twitching eyes and panicked breaths, running fast with no hope left, professing love for death, a mangled heap of flesh I love best.
Flash bombs and festering wounds, hell on earth a blessed boon, the sweet lulliby of BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!
Dirty words with Dirty sex, fucking in corners dimly lit, scratching brick and glass, busted hands from kicking ass.
Severed heads torn open from throat to skull, lifeless limbs pile up and worth more than gold, scavenged flesh and hot fires feed the pack, but the food never lasts...
War forever drinching bloody flags, torn up burning in the trash.
FUCK HARD AND DIE FAST!

OhBobby195

OhBobby195

Hackettstown, NJ
December 2007

DEC 29, 2007 04:55 PM

That was beautiful. Keep the dream alive.

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