SuicideGirl: Antony
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Antony is not here.

I’m private
 
OCTOBER 11, 2006 @ 02:50 PM

SG is like goths, punks, over-stoned hippies and modernists. It's a representation of alt-ideals that wish to be artistic and progressive. But they are not concrete ideas, thus they turned into these expired, ridiculous fads as time expired these ideals, and it's rather silly that since 1920's, people continue to ask the age-old & already-answered-in-all-possible-ways question:
What is art?
But what IS art?
(oh, it's so DEEP...so PHILOSOPHICAL...)
*yawn*
Calling it post-mo is redundant, and the redundancy of post-mo is a redundant statement.

2-3 demonstrations of "creativity" (yeah) a day since...2000? 2001? And women's idea of womanhood had only became more banal than ever. Trying to find era-old ideals of feminine "grace" and "beauty" underneath at best Kitch cosmetics and costumes, through the staple-images of tittie-grabbing, crutching ass-spreading, pussy-flashing, "come hither" expressions, playing with glass, coals, and watery ice, molesting your internet-friends' banjos, are over and done ideas. I am not saying these women didn't try against or assisted in the war for branches of feminism; but it's not hard to see that SG, right now, is nothing beyond extentions of clothing tags on sex shop items. Whether art or porn, our sets are rallied through a line of acceptance process suggesting that unless we meet the needs of our eye-candy demanding viewer, we are "out".

This is not news, of course.
SG is expecting women of all kinds to involve themselves in civilized cat-fights, a competition to see who can look flirtatious and sexy enough to be the next alt-mainstream trend. The moderators all have their definitions of beauty set in stone. How are many of us more than internet porn stars? Other internet porn stars get paid in advance to their pictures being used! We are given a budget of $0 everytime we start a set, we show up on time with our own resources of amateur photographers, make up artists/hair stylists, props, ideas, and supporting casts, hoping that after days (or weeks) of photoshopping that we will EVENTUALLY be accepted into this "Barely-18-Amateur-Pr0nographic-Guild".

Mind you, my sets are not art.
None of these are alternative expressions.
Art is a buzz word abused by goths, punks, hippies, and modernists of kinds; we are all dust-farting this word into the gusts of wind, hoping it will be carried to something greater which we cannot imagine. Just because the fart dust is going with the momentum of the wind, does not mean you can say the dust is progressive.

Everything on SG is a scheme to get people to THINK this is art while slow-wanking to boobies that can give someone (but not you) tit-fucks. Yes, IT'S ALL PORN. Duh.
What is porn?
But what IS porn?
(oh, it's so DEEP...so PHILOSOPHICAL...)
*yawn*
And, mind you, this is just my mental setting before I will probably do a non-sensical pr0nography set.

Keep looking out for AZN titties, wankers.

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thebacchanalian

thebacchanalian

Toronto, ON
June 2003

FEB 18, 2007 01:54 AM

you are hard to miss when you go out. especially when you are standing on someone.

good to see you again.

thebacchanalian

thebacchanalian

Toronto, ON
June 2003

FEB 20, 2007 09:26 PM

I would have but I find clubs terrible for trying to speak in - it drives me a little mad to talk over 110 decibels. That and I'd have hated to distract you and for someone to have their torso skewered on your heels.

You really dance.

I think the "trying to be an individual" part of subcultures is overstated if not largely misunderstood, even by those who say "i just gotta be me". We are so innately social and tribal. By and large, I would characterize it more as seeking a community that reinforces a personal identity that helps you feel somewhat like yourself. This in contrast to the roles and expressions popularly available. Then using those conventions becomes talismanic in a sense, reinforcing yourself to yourself and other members in your community. They also project a set of messages to the society beyond the subculture, letting them know not to bug you with the latest opportunities in being a real estate agent or bank teller, you're just not interested.

AandP

AandP

Toronto, ON
April 2003

MAR 08, 2007 09:59 AM

Hey!!!

My name is Ama... and I'm one of the people helping to plan Gala this year. I'm letting all the SG girls in Ontario know about the upcoming Gala because we wanna have a good turnout of girls this year smile

The hosts this year will be Cereal_Killer, AandP, Radiofrank and Speedphreak. We will all be in charge of different aspects of Gala and we will be letting you know what we will be in charge of shortly.

So start getting ready, making plans, saving money, designing an outfit, showering for the first time in years, or whatever it is you might want to do to prepare.

When: Friday, June 15th, 2007 9:30 PM

Where: Stone's Place, 1255 Queen St. W (Queen & Dufferin)

If you want to get on the list you need to email oxcerealkillerxo@hotmail.com. please use only this email to contact me in regards to the Toronto Gala (ie: the guestlist and questions you may have.) also don't forget to read the following... it's important!

Melinna

Melinna

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

MAR 09, 2007 05:29 PM

You've just aloud 1000 more people to speak their minds.

oh & thanks for the AZN titties.

Scheisskopf

Scheisskopf

Algeria
February 2005

MAR 15, 2007 04:25 PM

WHat happened to you?

Adelina

Adelina

Singapore
May 2003

MAR 24, 2007 01:31 PM

your super hot azn titties, oooh yeah.

haven't heard from you in a long while... come back! kiss

nirbhao

nirbhao

HOPEFUL

Ada, MI

APR 18, 2007 05:09 PM

thebacchanalian

thebacchanalian

Toronto, ON
June 2003

JUN 06, 2007 07:25 PM

Happy Birthday, Ms. Green

Elaine

Elaine

SUICIDEGIRL

Switzerland

MAR 17, 2008 01:46 PM

girl biggrin your hot

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