SuicideGirl: Antimony
suicidegirl

Antimony is not unfaithful but she'll stray.

I’m private
 

Previous

PAGE: 

1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6

 ... 18

Next

Blog
NOVEMBER 9, 2006 @ 07:19 PM | 30 COMMENTS


i got robbed at gunpoint at work today.

that's about it.
OCTOBER 26, 2006 @ 01:15 PM | 14 COMMENTS


um, yeah. you are sooo jealous of me right now.





OCTOBER 4, 2006 @ 03:08 PM | 11 COMMENTS


my credit card came yay! it is a PLATINUM VISA. i laugh, i do.

i was good today.
-mailed lily's harness back for a smaller size
-mailed my mom something so she can stop bitching about how i'm a crappy daughter or whatever
-worked on ferret cage
-bought a new dremel bit and a staple gun and a drain uncloggy thing
-pulled giant hair wads out of our shower drain (still not draining fast, i kri)
-bought SOMEONE a present

i need to buy tacks. i think i'll put them on my PLATINUM VISA. lol my credit limit is $300.

yay lily is going to the vet tomorrow finally. then we can make her an appointment to get the chop. i love getting animals fixed. i want tattoos on my feet that say "spay" and "neuter."

CHOOSING A FOOD FOR YOUR PET:
since i had to type this out for someone i am putting it in my journal so i can later copy and paste where i feel like. in case anyone on here hasn't already heard me rant about 80 bajillion times about pet food, and in addition, gives a shit...click.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

if anyone has any additions/edits to this, plz for to comment.



keep in mind this is mainly about kibble/canned commercial diets and does not cover raw feeding, which is also a valid and very healthy diet choice(when done right). raw diets aren't really my area of "expertise."

specific brand recommendations are towards the bottom.

what i look for in a pet food:
grains- grains are the most common allergy in cats and dogs. grains are completely unnecessary for cats and dogs, as they are both carnivores. they are used as a filler, to bulk out the product and cut down costs, since they are cheaper than meat. the worst grain is corn, and you will find that most really bad foods (like kibbles and bits, etc) are composed primarily of corn. a grain free diet is the best kibble you can get, but you will want to look into high-protein diets as they are inappropriate for some animals (like those with kidney problems). ideally a food will have no grains, or at least they will not be in the top three ingredients. you also want to watch out for a technique called splitting- science diet is a a good example. what they will do is split an ingredient into different components, like "corn meal" and "corn gluten meal" to lower the weight of each component and therefore get them lower on the ingredient list. soybeans are also something you want to avoid usually- simply because of lot of bad foods use them to up the protein content of their food. soy protein cannot be utilized by carnivores. solid gold, nature's variety, and innova all make grain free varieties of kibble. or, you can feed raw food, either homemade or storebought.
by-products- some by-products are not bad! normally, a predator will eat most, if not all, of the prey animal. this includes all those yucky parts that you hear about like feet, intestines, etc. however, by-products should not be too high on the list, since they are basically a cheap form of protein, and don't contain all the nutrients a dog needs. i don't mind seeing them after the first 6-8 ingredients, but they should not be above that.
chemicals- BHA and BHT are preservatives commonly found in pet foods. so is ethoxyquin. BHA, BHT and ethoxyquin are approved in pet foods at far higher levels than they are for human foods. they have been found to cause certain types of cancer at high levels. yeah, everything causes cancer nowadays. but these preservatives should be avoided if at all possible.
meat- you never want to see something labelled "meat." you want to see specific meats- chicken, turkey, lamb, etc. ideally the food you choose will use only human grade meat, as pet grade meat is 4-D animals- dying, deceased, diseased, disabled. these are basically waste products from human grade meat slaughterhouses, and are therefore much cheaper to use than healthy animals. bad quality foods can also contain packaged expired grocery store meat, euthanized animals from shelters, biohazardous waste products (tumours, etc), and waste sludge/grease from grease traps. meats should always be the first, and hopefully first three, ingredients listed.

the benefits of good food:
animals fed high quality food will eat less, since they are able to get more nutrients from the food they are eating. their stools will be smaller, harder, and less smelly. their coats will be shiny and soft, their breath better, and they will have more energy. their teeth will be cleaner (though dental care is still important) and decay will happen at a slower rate. they will generally be healthier and less prone to being overweight.

recommended products:
wellness
solid gold
nature's variety (also makes raw food)
flint river ranch
wysong
merrick
natural balance
canidae (best if you are on a budget)
chicken soup for the dog lover's soul
innova (especially innova evo, their grain free food)
blue buffalo

foods that pretend to be good but really aren't too great:
royal canin (apparently human grade meat, but too many fillers)
science diet
nutro (nutro isn't awful, if nothing else was available i would feed it, but it's pricey for what it is and has lots of grains and other fillers)

foods that are just garbage:
anything you can buy in a grocery store
purina, eukanuba, iams, etc

where to buy:
most of these foods are only available at independent pet/feed stores. you can find some in your area using the store locators on most of their websites. you can also buy online. some petcos carry solid gold and natural balance. petsmart carries blue buffalo (it is a petsmart brand).

OCTOBER 2, 2006 @ 10:37 PM | 7 COMMENTS


GET THE COOL

GET THE COOL SHOE SHINE

we are having our OWN DANCE PARTY because i drank lots of caffeine. LOTS. isadora got a free hat and i am wearing my five dollar thrift store dress. the puppies are all asleep in their gigantic dog bed and my music is loud.

last night we were going to bed and all was quiet. then all of a sudden we heard ZOOOOMBIIIIES. ZOOOOOMBIIESSSSS. IN YOUR HEAAAAAAAAAAAAAD.

yeah that's right. my neighbors were singing the cranberries at 1 am on sunday night. I LOVE THEM. and caffeine.

LET'S PUT OUR DIFFERENCES ASIDE, THERE'S ONE THING THAT WE JUST. CAN'T HIDE.
WE BOTH WEAR HEADPHONES AT OUR JOB. JOB JOB JOB.

GOD MY GIRLFRIEND IS FUCKING CUTE. I THINK I'LL DO DO HER NOW. SEE YA LATER JOURNAL.
SEPTEMBER 25, 2006 @ 05:49 PM | 4 COMMENTS


I JUST GOT APPROVED FOR A CREDIT CARD WHAT

i bet my credit limit is like $100, but i can use it for small emergencies. or buy carefully and repay it in full every month so i can help my credit, which is very very bad. which is why i didn't think i would get approved. because i have the STUDENT LOAN DEBTS.

also, i just got us signed up to start a TNR in our area! i couldn't get a spot until december because there is a waiting list, but we get to bring in four cats in december and four cats every month after that until there are no more cats to bring in. i am excited. they even do the ear notching! so hopefully no more eloises, and no more trash kittens. at least, not right around here.
edit: AND the neighbors just told me they have an agreement with the thrift store to set aside all the big crates, so we have someplace to keep them after their surgeries!

my manager told me i am almost ready to be a manager. she is having lunch with gus (our dm) tomorrow and i am hoping that will be the topic of discussion. because i could really use a salary.
SEPTEMBER 19, 2006 @ 10:27 PM | 6 COMMENTS


http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/14897315/

scary as shit. i hope everyone is aware that we live in a dictatorship. all hail america.

"Canadian intelligence officials passed false warnings and bad information to American agents about a Muslim Canadian citizen, after which U.S. authorities secretly whisked him to Syria, where he was tortured, a judicial report found Monday.

Arar [the falsely accused Canadian], now 36, was detained by U.S. authorities as he changed planes in New York on Sept. 26, 2002. He was held for questioning for 12 days, then flown by jet to Jordan and driven to Syria. He was beaten, forced to confess to having trained in Afghanistan -- where he never has been -- and then kept in a coffin-size dungeon for 10 months before he was released, the Canadian inquiry commission found.

Since Sept. 11, the CIA, working with other intelligence agencies, has captured an estimated 3,000 people in its effort to dismantle terrorist networks. Many of them have been secretly taken by "extraordinary rendition" to other countries, hidden from U.S. legal requirements and often subject to torture.

Arar filed a lawsuit in U.S. federal court, but the case was dismissed by a judge citing "national security" issues. Arar also is seeking compensation from the Canadian government.

Some crucial questions about the incident remain unanswered, at least publicly. Over the repeated objections of O'Connor, the federal government censored much of the testimony given during the proceedings as well as some of the final report. O'Connor's report said a federal court should be asked to decide whether to disclose some of the censored items."
SEPTEMBER 10, 2006 @ 06:47 PM | 5 COMMENTS


this is the cutest puppy in the whole world right here:


his name is oliver and his owners are moving to richmond and having a playdate with us. i am wondering if it would be possibly to exchange lily for oliver without them noticing. i will employ some paint.

srsly if we had to get a third free dog, why lily? if we ever got a third dog this is what we wanted:
1. a boy
2....any color but fawn, really. fawn is the crappiest color.
3. wild irish markings (like teacake, lots of white markings)
instead we got an almost entirely fawn girl. with a birth defect. I WANT OLIVER K. he has eyeliner.

note- i am allowed to make fun of how crappy lily is because i love her. same reason i am allowed to call janie (the dog, not the person) a fat lard. because she is and because i love her.

note the second: lily and isadora make the exact same disgruntled sleeping noises. last night i kept having to look over to see who made the noise. isadora will go nrrrrrhhhggg and then lily will be like humffffff. meant to be ♥
AUGUST 31, 2006 @ 09:21 PM | 3 COMMENTS


so my friend/sometimes photographer came over last night and we talked about getting some of his work in a gallery down here. if so everyone in richmond should come. i doubt any of my pictures will be in it but he's got some stellar work that doesn't feature me, which i'm sure people will enjoy greatly. if any of my pictures are in this perhaps-show i will giggle because my coochie will be on the wall of a gallery.



teehee!

psa: spiders are taking over my home. end psa.
AUGUST 15, 2006 @ 09:47 PM | 12 COMMENTS


I AM THE FAIL AT UPDATING.







PILESESES.
JULY 19, 2006 @ 08:45 PM | 12 COMMENTS


thank you everyone for your comments.

smiledon (the tumor kitty) went to the vet this morning. the vet said that he had cancer, and because the tumor was actually coming from his gums, she said it was a form that would not respond to treatment. he was euthanized today.

i had to be at work while he went to the vet, and i've been trying not to cry all day. at least he won't starve to death on the street, unable to eat due to his tumor. i'm really grateful for the concern everyone has shown this poor cat. for those of you that offered donations, i am so touched, and i'm sure smiley would be too. if you would still like to help the cause of animals just like him, please look into volunteering at or donating to your local animal shelter.

please remember to spay and neuter your pets. the vast pet overpopulation is what forces these unwanted animals onto the streets, where they cannot recieve any vet care. i'm sure there are smiley cats in every major city in the US. they all need help, and most won't recieve it. i wish we could have done more for him, i wish that no cat would ever be put into this situation.

rest in peace, smiley. i'm so sorry that humanity failed you.
PreviousNext
Past
JANUARY 2007

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31

DECEMBER 2006

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31

NOVEMBER 2006

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

OCTOBER 2006

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31