Sorry for not making it to Fetish Ball last night. I fell into a spell of the blues. I'm feeling better now. baudot invited me to breakfast at the Griddle and his pleasant company cheered me up.

I am so happy right now. I just got back from having a tea party with friends. When I say tea party I mean the real deal. A fellow model friend of mine gathered friends at a tea house in Long Beach. We all dressed up in our best dresses and hats (I also wore white gloves along with another lady). We all pretended to have a grand tea party just like little girls, but this time it was real. It was awesome! We ate scones, sandwiches with the crusts cut off, and drank lots of yummy tea out of vintage tea cups. The tea pots even had tea cozys to keep the tea hot and the silverware was real silver. How grand! I was sure to sit up straight, but my mouth wasn't as lady-like as it could have been. Hey, when you have a table full of fetish models and photographers it is hard to keep the conversation G-rated.

The owner hung out with us a bit. She said she used to do a vampire themed day. That would be awesome....a bunch of vampires having tea! Now I am inspired to throw my own tea party. I never thought a tea party could be so much fun!

I've been single for a month now. I'm doing okay with it. I am NOT interested in anything serious (that means sex). I'm tired of people trying to get down my pants. I just would like to have some fun with no strings attached. My heart is too broken for anything heavy right now. I never thought I'd want to turn down sex, but it just doesn't seem worth the hassle. I can't believe I has reached this point. Sex just seems too personal right now.

I don't have a date for New Year yet. Still looking. I may just stay home. Wait. What!? Me stay home for NY? Gawd, I must be going through a lot.

I am returning to the Dominion for a week around Xmas as a full fledged domina. So I'll be kicking ass for Xmas. No one will be allowed to touch me unless I say so. This should be fun. So kiss my boots you little worms!

My social life has been suffering, but I plan to return soon. I just want to return to normal.

Sorry, no new sets. I have to hang low from now on. I can't risk getting fired from my dope gub'ment job.

Attention! I want attention!