people suck
last night someone smashed the window of my friend's truck and decided to steal my bags
my camera
all of my make up
clothes
fucking everything
I don't even have my toothbrush
now I have to go to the booth at SG and take pictures and shit
I am so fucking bummed
I brought a lot of stuff to Hell City in case I decided to shoot with someone..
I leave for Guam on the 9th and I have nothing now



we added stuff up and everything added up to well over 2 grand
and I almost didn't come because I was short on cash
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
I wish I was home...........

another video..this one is my audition for the the SG tv show


right now...I have to pack for Hell City
this is going to be a crazy 5 days...


still gotta have this!!
May 30th!!


I will announce more if I can come up with anything else interesting
xoxoxo

SG's attending so far

Vivid
Campbell
Annisa
Yoyo
Azula
Roza
Salome?
Sunshine?
Bully?

and the amazing AlissaBrunelli will be there with her camera catching all the craziness
she will also be taking application photos for hopefuls...
no one makes you look prettier than Alissa so this is a must ladies!!!

it's play with my laptop time
this is my new screen saver...it makes me happy


this isn't all that visually stunning or anything
I just love the song and wanted to share...so listen..it's all sex


and Mars Volta covering Sugarcubes is all bubbly and terrific


I am officially going to Hell City!
which is super, but I am going to have to miss Mars Volta
see how much I love you guys..

I have figured out my webcam after almost a year and this is what I do


this!!
May 30th!!


I will announce more if I can come up with anything else interesting
xoxoxo

SG's attending so far

Vivid
Campbell
Annisa
Yoyo
Azula
Roza
Salome?
Sunshine?
Bully?

and the amazing AlissaBrunelli will be there with her camera catching all the craziness
she will also be taking application photos for hopefuls...
no one makes you look prettier than Alissa so this is a must ladies!

can I come over and watch ''Lost''?
I am too artsy to have a tv that does anything without a dvd player
and too dorky to wait until I can watch it on the internet
I have a big boner for Locke...and this episode is all about him


someone should photoshop me in Locke in various situations
like..eating cupcakes..having sex..whatever


''REC'' is one of the scariest movies I have ever seen and I didn't even finish watching it
picture a wide eyed me looking behind me...a lot
that's what I look like since the film
and don't click on this if you haven't seen the film

Wenis...I can't do it...I am not that little Engine that could..


eh...more later, but don't forget this..

I am hosting this....
should be loads of fun
with slight touches of crazy



I will announce more if I can come up with anything else interesting
xoxoxo

SG's attending so far

Vivid
Campbell
Annisa
Yoyo
Azula?
Roza?
[MEMBER=Salome?

I am hosting this....
should be loads of fun
with slight touches of crazy



I will announce more if I can come up with anything else interesting
xoxoxo

SG's attending so far

Vivid
Campbell
Annisa
Yoyo
Azula?
Roza?
Havana?
Salome?

still selling prints so let me know if you are interested
look in my for sale album to see what is available
my pay pal is up..nicotina75@hotmail.com
or I can do a trade for things on my wishlist as I need most of the stuff for Guam
$25 for the first print
$15 for any additional
shipping is included


I bought a leash for my cat yesterday..well, a harness
and each time I put it on him..he sort of freezes and then topples over to one side?
I had 2 kitties in the past that did ok with the leash, not sure if Mercury is down though...


ow..I need to make an appointment with a dentist

I am pretty freaked out...a very good friend of mine is going into the hospital tomorrow to have an emergency c section at 24 weeks, the baby is only 2 pounds..she is at home and on oxygen right now...I am going to go over there in a bit with some flowers or something...ugh..I hope her and the baby will be ok

send the best happy thoughts you can
thanks

I had all these amazing photos that I took last weekend, but they somehow vanished from my laptop..this is the only one that I found


it was such a beautiful day..we were at the conservatory at Belle Isle, I think I am going back this weekend just to take more photos

I like when people pick me up..


especially weird stretched out hyper alien gay boys


I also like my bearded leprechaun boys




they make "me so horny"..

be thankful that you don't have audio to go with that

I lied...hahahahaha


me and and miss sheila getting down...xoxox


I started selling stuff on ebay
my ebay!!!!

I will put more stuff up later..right now I am going to go watch the Golden Compass
and burn some calories on the stair master
I have been eating all day...hello pms..fuck off..ok?

a lot of you were curious about the pictures from my last blog..
they are from the Hiedelburg Project
if you live in the Detroit area then you should check it out..it is pretty wonderful

sorry I haven't been responding to all of my messages the past few days
I have had a lot on my mind, but don't worry..it isn't a bad thing

last, but not least...I made an honesty video
it means a lot to me so...I hope you enjoy it
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I am having a down day...and could use a friend about now


can someone come get me and take me out to play?
I sing




I dance




I am affectionate




I have cute shoes


and I am thirsty




on a different note..
this is what happens when I eat a lollipop, but I can't resist



this is no way to spend my evenings..I am on my way to becoming the crazy cat lady


the one you never see without a shopping cart

and this is where I will live


driving around


through my hometown


while you gawk at me from your window


so..please hurry
times a wastin'

p.s
prints for sale...here are a few, there are more in my "for sale" folder

I am going to be in a music video for the Amino Acids
here is the last video that just came out





I am selling prints again..I need extra cash to go to Hell City and I need to get some stuff together for Guam
If you are interested..I have a lot of new ones that I put up in my "for sale" folder in my pics

I just found out that our apartment complex recycles..which has me super happy, but I don't understand why my landlady insisted that we didn't...she's a bit odd..she reminds me of the bartender in 'The Oblongs"

two nights ago we were leaving and she was upstairs looking through the window so I waved to her...she just stared..behind closed curtains, but they were turned so you can peek out..and you could see her silhouette..she just stood there for like 3 minutes..it looked like a scene from a 70's horror film



spooky