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AUGUST 11, 2009 @ 09:10 AM | 14 COMMENTS


My vision seems to be even worse today. Everything looks all blurry and fogged over. I understand that pregnancy has some downer side effects but come the fuck on, this is getting super lame lol. *sigh* I just try and keep telling myself I only have, like, another month and a half to go (I think, they keep changing my due date lol).

I just can't wait to get back in shape and shoot another set. Getting an account on here and getting a chance to look at everyone else's stellar shoots has really given me some perspective and insight. Hopefully I can turn out something amazing my second time around! *fingers crossed* I'm honestly a little nervous about my set going into MR on the 26th. The more I look at it, the more I can see how blatantly obvious it was that I had never even been in front of a camera before lol. Anyways...

On the subject of awesome sets and girls who can knock it out of the park on their first try, I think everyone needs to show even more love to Chika's new set Look at me! I knew I should expect great things from her but she really did so amazing!

Chika - Look at me eeek
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AUGUST 7, 2009 @ 08:53 AM | 9 COMMENTS


I've edited this to just show a small clusterfuck of shit I'm using to keep my mind off of things today...

Happy Noodle Boy:


Hedgehog eating a carrot: ♥


The Asshole song by Dennis Leary:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Folks, I’d like to sing a song about the American Dream
About me, about you
About the way our American hearts beat way down in the bottom ofour chests
About that special feeling we get in the cockles of our hearts
Maybe below the cockles,
Maybe in the sub cockle area,
Maybe in the liver, maybe in the kidneys,
Maybe even in the colon, we don’t know

I’m just a regular Joe, with a regular job
I’m your average white, suburbanite slop
I like football and porno and books about war
I got an average house, with a nice hardwood floor
My wife and my job, my kids and my car
My feet on my table, and a Cuban cigar

But sometimes that just ain’t enough to keep a man like meinterested
(oh no, no way, uh uh)
No I gotta go out and have fun at someone else’s expense
(woah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah)
I drive really slow in the ultra fast lane
While people behind me are going insane

I’m an asshole (he’s an asshole)
I’m an asshole (he’s an asshole, such an asshole)

I use public toilets and I piss on the seat
I walk around in the summer time saying “how about this heat”

I’m an asshole (he’s an asshole)
I’m an asshole (he’s the world’s biggest asshole)

Sometimes I park in the handicap spaces
While handicapped people make handicap faces

I’m an asshole (he’s an asshole)
I’m an asshole (he’s a real fucking asshole)

Maybe I shouldn’t be singing this song
Ranting and raving and carrying on
Maybe they’re right when they tell me I’m wrong
Nah

I’m an asshole (he’s an asshole)
I’m an asshole (he’s the world’s biggest asshole)

You know what I’m gonna do
I’m gonna get myself a 1967 Cadillac Eldorado convertible
Hot pink, with whale skin hubcaps
And all leather cow interior
And make brown baby seal lions for head lights (yeah)
And I’m gonna drive in that baby at 115 miles per hour
Gettin' 1 mile per gallon,
Sucking down Quarter Pounder cheeseburgers from McDonald’s
In the old fashioned non-biodegradable styrofoam containers
And when I’m done sucking down those greeseball burgers
I’m gonna wipe my mouth with the American flag
And then I’m gonna toss the styrofoam containers right out theside
And there ain’t a goddamn thing anybody can do about it
You know why, because we’ve got the bombs, that’s why
2 words, nuclear fuckin’ weapons, OK?
Russia, Germany, Romania, they can have all the democracy theywant
They can have a big democracy cakewalk
Right through the middle of Tinian Square and it won’t make alick of difference
Because we’ve got the bombs, OK?
John Wayne's not dead, he’s frozen, and as soon as we find a curefor cancer
We’re gonna thaw out the duke and he’s gonna be pretty pissedoff
You know why,
Have you ever taken a cold shower, well multiply that by 15million times
That’s how pissed off the duke’s gonna be!
I'm gonna get the Duke, and John Castive Eddies,
and Lee Marvin, and Sam Peckenthorp, and a case of whiskey, anddrive down to Texas...

(Hey! You know, you really are an asshole!)
Why don't you just shut up and sing the song, pal?
I’m an asshole (he’s an asshole)
I’m an asshole (he’s the world’s biggest asshole)

A-S-S-H-O-L-E
Everybody
A-S-S-H-O-L-E

I’m an asshole and I’m proud of it




--- Thank god my man knows me well enough to have called off work to take care of me today...my mind is not well...at all ---

AUGUST 5, 2009 @ 05:32 PM | 4 COMMENTS


Sooo....I went to VirginiaMadison's house today...and we totally decided to act a fool yo! Things got a little out of control when we realized her webcam had little custom doo-hicky things. It was pretty fuckin' epic.

We took a whole shit load so I had to throw most of em in the spoiler wink
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♥ --

AUGUST 3, 2009 @ 04:38 PM | 10 COMMENTS


Soo because we finally moved into the new house, last week I figured that it would probably be in my best interest to find a new hairdresser closer to my area. I stopped at a *deep sigh* Fantastic Sam's to simply trim up my hair. Trim it, that's all, it's not rocket science.

...I should have known better...

So the girl did...something...something horrible, to my hair. No I will not post pictures. I refused to take any, or even wear my hair down for the last week. But today, I went faithfully back to Cassandra and had her fix this mess. I ♥ her something fierce for saving my hair lol.

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JULY 24, 2009 @ 10:37 AM | 42 COMMENTS


So I got bored and my self esteem was a little low, so I decided to take some new pics of myself (I have this camera and I never use it) to convince myself I'm still pretty (yes, I'm that pathetic lol).




Also figured I throw in a few candid shots too...

This was a couple months ago, we traded all of our celebration Station tickets in for nothing but Fun Dip and Air Heads...best 50 dollars ever lol...
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Killing time before skipping over to the beach...
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And from really early this year, back in February, my man, me, mah best friend, and his out at the bar and just goofin around...
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And probably my favorite picture from that night that got taken, incidentally, on accident...
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JULY 22, 2009 @ 05:09 PM | 7 COMMENTS


Got to move the kitties into the house today! Very excited about that. A lil background on them:
I got Lil' Bit at my old apartment about 3 years ago. He was the kitten of a stray cat in the complex and the mother literally, like, brought them to my apartment. I was worried about them getting hurt, and while I couldn't manage to get close to the mother, Lil' Bit rushed up to me. His brother Smokey was a little more timid. Once I scooped them up, mama cat just sort of...walked away. I took it as a sign and took both of them in. They were still so tiny they needed bottle feeding for another week or so. Unfortunately, due to some circumstance, I had to give up Smokey a little over a year ago, but he found a good home smile Tinkerbell was a gift of sorts to help soothe my sad heart over having to give up Smokey. She's very skiddish but a fluffly little sweet heart.

Lil' Bit's a poly dactyl cat. 6 toes on the front paws and 5 on the back biggrin


He's also a cuddler wink Gotta watch out for those claws tho...


Here's Tinkers trying to hide in my dresser. She always looks so unamused lol
JULY 13, 2009 @ 09:14 AM | 14 COMMENTS


Today really proves how little I've done physically over the last 6 months lol. I woke up this morning and thought my legs were going to break off, poof into ash, and blow away in the wind cartoon style! blackeyed I think the only time I actually chilled out all day was when I got paid $20 to sit down for an hour and not get up lol.

We just finally got the keys to our new house and went ape shit on it this weekend. We have almost every room in that thing painted and hopefully we can be in this coming weekend. I just love some of these colors, like we have a sunshine puke orange in the bedroom, and suicide smurf explosion in the dining room. At least, that's what they should be called. It's just fucking awesome. It's not as cluster-fucked badass as the apartment was *sigh* but it's home now and I'm stoked love
JULY 9, 2009 @ 07:38 PM | 3 COMMENTS


Hey Everyone!

Just got accepted as a hopeful tonight! *squeal* Considering I had never so much as been in front of a camera before I shot this set I submitted, I'm admittedly a little excited wink I had no idea what to do, or if I was even going to go through with submitting, so we just shot on the bed in the living room (hey, it's a studio, everything is the living room). Any feedback or suggestions anyone has are more than appreciated seeing how I'm still really new to this biggrin

The set is, obviously, Bedsheet Vandal. Check it out!
It goes into Member Review on August 26th!!

Anyways, yeah we shot this back in February, it took me this long to get the balls to submit. I had actually found out that I was pregnant about 2 weeks before that so unless I end up submitting the shoot we did in my kitchen that same day, (which looks pretty similar so I'm still deciding on that) It's gonna be next year before I can actually shoot again frown Total bummer because now that I've done it I can't wait to be in front of the camera again! At least by that time I should have my first big tattoo. *fingers crossed*

Anyways, hugs, kisses, and pimp slaps to the bitches.
Feel free to write or send me friend requests biggrin

XoXo
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