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NOVEMBER 9, 2011 @ 07:19 PM


So I seriously can't put into words how great it was to see my set on the front page of SG. I was so excited and happy that I actually teared up for a second. Don't worry, I was promptly made fun of for it. All is as it should be because I'm a nerd lol.

Ever since I was younger I thought of SG's as these strong, beautiful, amazing girls. Elite, even. I wanted to be like them but I just told myself I was too awkward, too ugly, too shy, too everything... so I just forgot about it. I've always been kind of lack luster like that, drifting around and trying to find myself. Trying to find something that I wanted enough to work for it. Then, when finally asked point blank by DavieGlass what I wanted, the first thing that I could think of that I wanted to do but I had never tried for before, I said "You know, I want to be a Suicide Girl." He pushed me to try. And I'm so glad that I did.

Years of retainers and head gear, being awkwardly gawky and under weight all through high school, teased for being the arty nerd girl who ate her lunch alone in the painting studio at my tiny private prep school. SG has given me a place to be me. Awkward, nerdy, Pokemon-loving, crude little me. And I have all of you to thank for that. Thank you, guys ♥

Okay, enough gushy lameness. I'm addicted to Tumblr (<-- follow me?) now. Porphyria, I blame you for this after you said how addicted you had gotten I stupidly had to check it out. Such a splendid place of gifs to represent every movie I love. And pictures of octopi :3 Ooh it's magical.











I hope I'll have something more substantial to talk about soon. I shot a couple of sets in Hell City that I'm excited and nervous to see. And I'm hoping to go to Tattoolapalooza in Miami in January, maybe, possibly, finances permitting, and see Alissa and anyone else who may be going. Fingers crossed!

Anyways, I'm going to go back to watching my new favorite TV show (aside from The Walking Dead and Dexter), An American Horror Story. It's so good I can barely look away! *sips hot chocolate*

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Anti_

Phoenix, AZ
November 2008

NOV 09, 2011 07:31 PM

Anna, you are more deserving of the SG moniker than anyone I've ever met. You ARE that beautiful, amazing, nerdy, crude, magical girl. You deserve all the happiness that comes yer way. Congrats, you're finally home. <3 U bunches.

Luffy

Luffy

SUICIDEGIRL

Canada

NOV 09, 2011 07:32 PM

Its such a good feeling when you seem to prove yourself wrong, and tell yourself that you did it. Going pink had that effect on me too, but I was only introduced to SG in 2009, so I can't imagine waiting for as long as you did to get this. Yay! biggrin

suispud1

suispud1

Dallas, TX
January 2010

NOV 09, 2011 07:35 PM

You are quite the adorable one, don't you know.smile

KobeyK

KobeyK

Clackamas, OR
January 2007

NOV 09, 2011 07:37 PM

hmmm....I'm gonna have to look into this Tattoolapalooza event now...I AM only 2 hours away from Miami after all. As far as your set goes, it was front page worthy. The images filled my eyes with beauty and light and deserved to be out in front of the rest. Have a lovely evening!

montypython103

montypython103

Olathe, KS
June 2005

NOV 09, 2011 07:44 PM

congrats, girlie, glad to see another nerd here

Kelpie_

Kelpie_

HOPEFUL

Ellensburg, WA

NOV 09, 2011 07:49 PM

I am SO proud of you!!!
I thought all of your sets were amazing, but this one that turned you pink really brought out a lot of that gorgeous woman you are! smile

Jomni

Jomni

Orlando, FL
December 2009

NOV 09, 2011 08:02 PM

Congrats again! I remember seeing your first set when I joined this site and saying to myself damn look at that fine pink haired fox, she will be an SG for sure, and shabam it has occurred!

rydethesnow

rydethesnow

Saint Paul, MN
August 2010

NOV 09, 2011 08:28 PM

We are all so lucky that you are here to inspire us Anna! smile I honestly can't believe that you were ever awkward, or the ugly girl around. I won't believe it! You are well loved around the world now!

MissyMalice

MissyMalice

USA
May 2010

NOV 09, 2011 08:37 PM

so happy for you, lady. ♥

DeCota

DeCota

Los Angeles, CA
July 2009

NOV 09, 2011 08:45 PM

So happy for your PINKNESS!!!!

Zebrah

Zebrah

HOPEFUL

Columbus, OH

NOV 09, 2011 09:18 PM

this is such a sweet blog!!!! i loved your set!

Porphyria

Porphyria

SUICIDEGIRL

New Jersey, USA

NOV 09, 2011 09:36 PM

I am so addicted to American Horror Story too but I always have to wait like two weeks for it to go onto Hulu since me and my man watch all of our telly internetly xp. Dil laughs at me though because I like to turn the lights off and watch it before bed but I always scream and grab him like a cliche when ever things get scary....I swear the scariest part is the intro, that music and the jar babies...geeeze....

Tumblr is crack for the longest time I avoided it because I thought it was silly and pointless, and while it still is silly and pointless, it's also surprisingly fun. I think I pretty much got addicted because I saw Plum's, which is funny because then I got you addicted, haha, pass the image infection on xp.

And this line made me love you even more: "the arty nerd girl who ate her lunch alone in the painting studio" because I was always the awkward braces clad baby bat girl that ran away to the media/art club just to eat lunch and be away from people. I also was the girl that boys (well and girls) I had crushes on thought I hated them because whenever I had a crush coming down the hall I would turn in the opposite direction because every bone in my body would be like "hide under rock now!" hahaha.

Oh awkwardness. tongue

jimcurt99

jimcurt99

Tucson, AZ
August 2010

NOV 09, 2011 09:39 PM

You got what you deserved- karma- not always a bitchsmilesmilesmile

JuniorLee

JuniorLee

Colchester, VT
March 2008

NOV 09, 2011 09:55 PM

awkward women are the best, makes me feel better about my nervousnesssmile

Cassiel

Cassiel

Aurora, CO
September 2004

NOV 09, 2011 10:01 PM



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