MARCH 2, 2007 @ 04:41 AM




I look ragged. Not long awake from bad dreams as usual.

I got two lovely surprises this week, someone sent me the new Jesu album 'Conqueror' which I've been listening to this morning and I think is beautiful. Someone else got me a cd of gorgeous ambient music 'As Long As I Can Hold My Breath' and it's in a lovely package with flowers all over it! I don't know who got either of them though, let me know so I can thank you? That was so kind, both of them are so nice to listen to. These days, I'm really really disappointed with life but at least I have a good soundtrack now!

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Huw

Huw

United Kingdom
October 2005

MAR 02, 2007 04:46 AM

A good soundtrack can help hugely though I've found when I've felt shit.
Hope things look up.

Gem

Gem

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

MAR 02, 2007 04:57 AM

ooh you have more pretty birds on you! yay! I'll be home in 8 weeks cant wait to see you! xx

Cherry

Cherry

SUICIDEGIRL

British Columbia, Canada

MAR 02, 2007 05:02 AM

Aw. You need to hang out with me more, missus. Get writing those essays so I can come and see you xxxx.

Eric_daStone

Eric_daStone

United Kingdom
May 2006

MAR 02, 2007 05:03 AM

yeah man, you look pretty bad, eh? tongue
finished the application, they took my last 20 quid too.....
ended up callin it cascade, dunno why, but now i have an overwhelming urge to keep workin on it... surreal
prob just as well im too busy the next few days to get in there and ruin it.......
cheer up, its only goin to get worse haha
smile

Dixy

Dixy

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

MAR 02, 2007 05:10 AM

oh yeah you look terrible! your gorgeous!!! you should see me on a morning! i could scare the dead!

bairdduvessa

bairdduvessa

Centerville, MA
April 2005

MAR 02, 2007 05:14 AM

music is pretty much all that gets me through

Kod

Kod

Canada
January 2005

MAR 02, 2007 05:22 AM

what Dixy said +1...
on the you part tongue, not her tongue...

Huw

Huw

United Kingdom
October 2005

MAR 02, 2007 05:23 AM

Are you hungover or is it just the feeling of it?

mingol

mingol

Singapore
July 2005

MAR 02, 2007 05:31 AM

Boo for bad dreams and sleeplessness.

Huw

Huw

United Kingdom
October 2005

MAR 02, 2007 05:32 AM

Yay you can be in my gang thensmile

Eric_daStone

Eric_daStone

United Kingdom
May 2006

MAR 02, 2007 05:38 AM

man my paintins move all the time....... surreal
unfortunately i have two weeks til i need to deliver it, they aint seen nothin yet, just took my money.....
i cant help myself........... robot

have a cool day
x

Moira

Moira

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

MAR 02, 2007 05:57 AM

New birds! They are beautiful, are you planning on having more done on your back? x

goodbyespell

goodbyespell

New York, NY
April 2005

MAR 02, 2007 06:15 AM

You and the picture of your birded frame is absolutely gorgeous.

Sending you warm thoughts and whispering "be well"...

Dinos

Dinos

United Kingdom
December 2006

MAR 02, 2007 06:21 AM

Aww, my sweet,
I know you may feel ragged, but you could never look it. smile
...and you have such lovely birds! I don't think I've seen them before?

Not long awake from bad dreams as usual.

Me too. frown

At the very least, you are building up a nice soundtrack! There is always music. And if there is that, then there can only be more for you to look forward to.

Thanks for letting me know you have the Basinski stuff. I was just about to upload them, hehe. The cover art for all 4 volumes is definitely worth owning.

Re: your essay
I don't know if this will help, but if you really feel you can't possibly write it in the time you have, there is no shame not doing it, if you have that option. You're mind needs time to breathe. This may sound old fashioned, but have you tried maybe sitting in a cafe with a pen and notepad to write? I find that if I alternate from that to the computer that it helps jolt things along.

I've just written loads on zetetic journal. I'd like to see Taxidermia too. I think I'll be fine watching that. Cannibal I'm not so sure. I really do want to see it, but anything based on reality tends to affect me more. If you read my comment on his page I go into it a little more. I read what you said about Irreversible. Isn't it strange the specific things that affect us? xx

Gem

Gem

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

MAR 02, 2007 07:08 AM

hehe cheers m'dear wink

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