NOVEMBER 20, 2006 @ 02:42 PM


I had a bit of a tantrum the other night and deleted all my journals, pictures and profile except for a few of birds. I was probably drunk. I think its kind of a shame now though because I spent a while writing some of them. I went to the library today to try and get some books for the essay I have to write this week and I got soaked from head to foot. I dont know how I forgot how cold and miserable it gets in Winter. It just wont stop raining and its so windy and the sky is pitch black at 4pm. I like the heat even less mind you but at the moment I just want to curl up in my house and hibernate, then wake up when its Spring and for everything to be better. I really want a change, something that would make me feel happy again because Im not particularly happy at the moment in fact I feel rather like Meursault!!!!!! Well I suppose thats not really true, if I was really feeling that apathetic I probably wouldn't be sending people Journey videos and talking about three kinds of cake. I have been most cheered up today when I got sent this from BrianHortonArt. It makes me feel like Im pretty even though these days I'm a mess and I've been wearing pyjamas for about three months except for the two times I've left the house and probably haven't brushed my hair for that long either. Eat cake and listen to Autopsy its the best possible mix.

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saffa

saffa

I'm lost
April 2005

NOV 21, 2006 08:55 AM


aaah hum i hope you feel better soon shocked shocked
trust me you were way up frount when they were handing out prettyness blush blush
do not worry about the old entries, thats all history, now its time for the future smile
kiss kiss kiss

koala

koala

I'm lost
February 2004

NOV 21, 2006 09:09 AM

What a beautiful photo! Where was it taken? I can't figure out what the background is.

hettieheartache

hettieheartache

United Kingdom
August 2005

NOV 21, 2006 09:41 AM

thats how i've been feeling too frown i'm on yet another lul. woo

LuckyZombie

LuckyZombie

I'm lost
August 2004

NOV 21, 2006 09:57 AM

You should look in your post box wink I lefted you a wee something on my way home xxx

toothpickmoe

toothpickmoe

Los Angeles, CA
May 2004

NOV 21, 2006 10:03 AM

I often feel one shouldn't be allowed on the internet whilst drunk. But I break that rule all the time myself. blush

Madeleine

Madeleine

SUICIDEGIRL

Canada

NOV 21, 2006 10:19 AM

What a beautiful picture. You are lovely in every way possible; please don't believe otherwise.

It's been cold and dark here, too. I miss the sun. But don't worry, spring is coming again.

Sunna

Sunna

SUICIDEGIRL

China

NOV 21, 2006 10:45 AM

Hola dear!

Hope your doing great, just passing by and dropping a line and a kiss.

smile

Besos!
taka care.

Electro

Electro

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

NOV 21, 2006 11:03 AM

anna can i please buy a print of this pic? i really love it xxxxx

Bebe

Bebe

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

NOV 21, 2006 11:55 AM

that's a gorgeous pic...really stunning! cake sounds good... kiss

Vlora

Vlora

United Kingdom
September 2006

NOV 21, 2006 11:55 AM

It's so easy to be affected by the weather at the moment....everything seems so gloomy.

That picture is beautiful. I love it how no matter the content of your journal there is always beauty in it.

kiss

corsair

corsair

Greer, SC
July 2004

NOV 21, 2006 12:02 PM

Just a thought . . . if you write something in your journal, that you like or think is worthy of saving . . . set up a word folder, and copy and save what you wrote. It may be interesting for you, to go back, years from now, and read some of what you've written!

Never regret your past . . only look forward to your future!

mat8drb

mat8drb

United Kingdom
October 2004

NOV 21, 2006 12:11 PM

That's random about your journals. Huh. Sometimes we all feel like that though, so I don't know what to say.

For a while, you can get some of the old ones from Google's cache.

Three kinds of cake? shocked I've just made Tiffin...

onkelxrich

onkelxrich

United Kingdom
February 2004

NOV 21, 2006 12:17 PM

It makes me feel like Im pretty and I dont often think that

You know I think you're pure dead braw an that :arr:

The show yesterday was pretty good, Mistress were the band of the night for me, although the bass sound didnt do much good for my cheesecake laden tum.

Today at work at I listened to Thin Lizzy and thought of you.

onkelxrich

onkelxrich

United Kingdom
February 2004

NOV 21, 2006 03:01 PM



Romeo and the lonely girl
They seemed to hit it off
Till Romeo told the lonely girl
"I must take my leave, my love"

It was these few words I overheard
And thought, "I should move in"
But before I could
The lonely girl had fallen in love again

Oh poor Romeo
Sitting out on his own-ee-o
Oh poor Romeo

Romeo he had it rough
The guy you'd like to burn
But everything that Romeo had
You can bet it was well earned

For all his good looks there were scars that he took
And a lesson to be learned
Never judge lovers by a good looking covers
The story might be spurned

Oh poor Romeo
Sitting out on his own-ee-o
Oh poor Romeo

Romeo he like to put it around
He was everybody's friend
But in the end even Romeo found
On no one could he depend

For all his charms in someone else's arms
Lonely girl safely lay
When the train pulled in it had to leave again
And Romeo pulled away

Oh poor Romeo
Sitting all on his own-ee-o
Oh poor Romeo

Frankie

Frankie

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

NOV 21, 2006 03:02 PM

hey there
hope you are well.
we didn't get the house, they decided not to sell after all, you would have thought they would have made up their mind before putting it on the market! fuckers!! we have looked at some others but not found anything yet and i don't think anyone will be putting up their house for sale this close to xmas, oh well we will keep looking.
that pic is really beautiful and you should never feel bad about yourself, you are stunning smile
thanks for the nice comment about the tattoo. let me know what tattoo you would like whenever you are ready, i would love to tattoo you. will it be some birds? i seem to be doing a lot of birds recently, which can only be a good thing.
hope you are having a good week sweetie xxx

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