NOVEMBER 20, 2006 @ 02:42 PM


I had a bit of a tantrum the other night and deleted all my journals, pictures and profile except for a few of birds. I was probably drunk. I think its kind of a shame now though because I spent a while writing some of them. I went to the library today to try and get some books for the essay I have to write this week and I got soaked from head to foot. I dont know how I forgot how cold and miserable it gets in Winter. It just wont stop raining and its so windy and the sky is pitch black at 4pm. I like the heat even less mind you but at the moment I just want to curl up in my house and hibernate, then wake up when its Spring and for everything to be better. I really want a change, something that would make me feel happy again because Im not particularly happy at the moment in fact I feel rather like Meursault!!!!!! Well I suppose thats not really true, if I was really feeling that apathetic I probably wouldn't be sending people Journey videos and talking about three kinds of cake. I have been most cheered up today when I got sent this from BrianHortonArt. It makes me feel like Im pretty even though these days I'm a mess and I've been wearing pyjamas for about three months except for the two times I've left the house and probably haven't brushed my hair for that long either. Eat cake and listen to Autopsy its the best possible mix.

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Slytherin

Slytherin

I'm lost
December 2005

NOV 20, 2006 02:46 PM

Lovely picture...yeah i try not to use the computer when i'm drunk....its like drinking and dialing or driving skull

dalinian

dalinian

HOPEFUL

Australia

NOV 20, 2006 02:50 PM

I get effected by weather too. I am in spring at the moment but it is a dry, hot spring. Rain in spring is the best.

Ferretbite

Ferretbite

Mexico
September 2006

NOV 20, 2006 02:50 PM

That's kind of a bummer because you had so many great pictures in there, as well as some deep feelings down in words.

But surely the best is yet to come, plus there's no time like the present to get to know you.

Deny

Deny

USA
August 2006

NOV 20, 2006 02:51 PM

What a beautiful picture... It's getting cold here, I'm not a winter person, it makes me depressed.

Polly

Polly

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

NOV 20, 2006 02:52 PM

thank you sweetheart.

what if i try and smash someone elses' stuff.. WITH CAKE?

Hickers

Hickers

United Kingdom
August 2006

NOV 20, 2006 02:54 PM

i eat cake a lot, listen Autopsy quite a bit and haven't brushed my hair for 13 years. i knew this lifestyle would get some followers eventually!! biggrin

did you get the play list i posted, or is it gone with the rest of the stuff? i've chucked the paper i wrote it out on now, so if you'd like another it'll be completely different!

Polly

Polly

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

NOV 20, 2006 02:56 PM

hmm.. that, or egg salad.

i feel like throwing food now. wink

JohnStitch

JohnStitch

I'm lost
November 2006

NOV 20, 2006 02:56 PM

bairdduvessa

bairdduvessa

Centerville, MA
April 2005

NOV 20, 2006 03:00 PM

wow that is another amazing pic.

as for deleting everytthing it's cool, now we all have more to look foward too

Blue_Richard

Blue_Richard

United Kingdom
May 2006

NOV 20, 2006 03:00 PM

Trust me, you're pretty!

wildherb

wildherb

Ogden, UT
February 2005

NOV 20, 2006 03:06 PM

chocolate Cheesecake

Chocolate wafer crust

1 1/4 cups finely crushed chocolate waffers
3 tbl spoons suger
1/4 butter

In a small bowl stir together crumbs & suger. Add melted butter. Mix well 7 then press into the bottom
of a 9 inch spring form pan.

Chocolate filling
24 ounces cream cheese
3/4 cup suger
5 teaspoons corn starch
4 eggs
1 egg yolk
12 ounces semisweet chocolte chips
3/4 cup sour cream
1 1/4 teaspoons vanilla extract
In large bowl combine cream cheese,surgar, & corn starch. Beat with electric mixer till smooth. add eggs and yolk one @ a time beat well after each addtion.beat in mellted chocolate,sor cream & vannila.por into crust.
Bake @ 350 for 15 min.,lower the temp to 200,bake 1 hour 10 minutes till center looks no longer wet or shiny.remove cake from oven run a knife around the inside edge of the pan turn oven off let bake 1 addition hour. chill uncovered overnight.


chocolate glaze
12 ounces semisweet chocolate chips
2 tbl spoons shortening
fresh rasberries
chocolate leaves
in small suace pan melt chocolate chips & shortening over low heat.stiring constantly. spread over top & sides of cheese cake.Garnish with fresh rassperries & chocolate leaves.




Food is my cliche
























bairdduvessa

bairdduvessa

Centerville, MA
April 2005

NOV 20, 2006 03:09 PM

anytime miss lee

WIRED

WIRED

USA
August 2004

NOV 20, 2006 03:10 PM

not pretty---you are absolutly beautiful...great pic by the way.... kiss kiss

Ferretbite

Ferretbite

Mexico
September 2006

NOV 20, 2006 03:11 PM

You guessed the song I was listening to right now! Scary or cool? Maybe a bit of both!

So tell me. What can I do to try to make you happy? 'Cause I want to see you smile

Hickers

Hickers

United Kingdom
August 2006

NOV 20, 2006 03:24 PM

i've just had that very same Slayer conversation with '12AngryBadgers'. i didn't bother to go on the Slipknot (aaaaarrggghhhhhh!!!!! feel like a slug with salt on just typing that word!) tour, but got a bit twitchy this time around and just had to, knowing i was gonna be pissed off haha!! 30 odd quid is a tad steep for one good band though, but it'd been way too long since i last heard 'Raining Blood' played live. clearly based on last nights crowd reaction headbanging's now officially out of fashion by the way, so that's me basically fucked!!!

you still hoping to go to Roadburn as it'd be great to talk in person with the other 'Autopsy/cake/anti hairbrush' cult member! biggrin

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