edit: nevermind, you fixed it.

Dont be sad!

I hope you feel better soon. Very nice, pic, also.

aaah hun from what you told me it sounded like it was for the best
im sure it hurts like a bitch but you goto move on
it will be hard but over time it will all be ok
of course things change when people split up, just think of it as a new challenge and adventure
chin up hun

Something I think you might enjoy. As a very small token from one anxious person to the next.

Blut Aus Nord - "Mighty Trust Krusher" (Godflesh)

I also hope you found my comment on Nothing More agreeable as well.
See you around.

I had 4.5 years worth of relationship end this year and yes, it was brutal at first and I pretty much think about her every day but it's not as intense as it was just after we split. I felt I just had to try and focus on the music, the club, the band, my own tunes, friends, even work. I'm not sure how much easier it made things but just having those things there really did keep me going. I think what I'm saying is focus on taking back what is yours about yourself for yourself. That's how i've been feeling anyway and I'm not always strong enough to do it properly and frequently have moments of doubt but it's all part of the process, I suppose. Onwards.

now you talking hun

Awwwe hun ending a relationship is emotional no matter what, and I would agree we seem to remember the good things easier then the bad. which makes it more difficult afterwords because we do remember the good parts of a relationship and miss those times... but in time you will be ok and even better.. I know this is cleashay <sp> but I like to think that our past relatonships are part of some universal order geting us ready for the real relationship that destiny has in store for us..

Tc hun

don't feel bad about the weekend, i'm pretty certain nobody would have thought like that about you.

i hardly know you, so i suppose my words won't mean much, but i hope you get back to feeling yourself, and feeling comfortable soon.

Sorry your still feeling down Anna. x x
Have you read any of Paul mckenna's books he has some excellent advice on relationships and life.

Rutgar...
Beautiful Rutgar...
His improvised tears in the rain line gets me everytime.

Another Rutgar film could really made you smile - Nighthawks! If only for Sly's beard

Nah, we always deify those we have loved and lost, until we have some reason to remember the less-good times. Nostalgia's a tricky beast, until you get old, bitter and cynical, like me.

*hugs*

I like that picture...

Yeah, it's been a strange sort of year. I've been trying to do all I've ever wanted to do. I suppose it's because I just turned 18, and I was tired of feeling old already. You start to feel like a burden when you lock yourself in your home for as long as you can. So I really relate to your bit on feeling strange around others.

In all sincerity, I really hope that feeling doesn't stay with you long, because it's something I've been trying to cope with in relative silence for the past few years. It's a very dull ache. I wouldn't wish it on anyone. In fact that's why I signed up for this site. I hope to eventually get more photography prospects, and use any jaunts to better my health. I don't have high hopes of course, but it'd hurt to not try. It's nice to count this among many small things that I have the ability to do now.

See you around.