Yes, oh yes. I am finally a big girl now! I got a big girl job. I just had my second interview today, and I was more than fortunate to be offered the position. It almost seems to good to be true. The position is so worthy of the pay cut I will be receiving. At least for a few years until I work my way up in their system. Oh, this is so exciting!!

I feel super gross. My nose is running, my body aches all over and my throat hurts. Even worse, I found out I have a corneal ulceration in my right eye...on my birthday! God this day blows..what sucks is that, I have to work in about an hour. I have to be on my feet all night. I need to lay in bed all night long.

I had a phone interview..finally, a call back! I was so excited, that I forgot how sick I was. Big mistake, I don't think she will be calling me back anytime soon. Or at all, I certainly know how to blow good things. and that is not meant to be sick.

I through a baby shower for my manager yesterday, I was pretty stressed about the situation...but everything worked out better than planned. Thankfully.

I almost caved in today, which means I almost reactivated my myspace. I mean, it's been a WHOLE week. I am going through some sort of myspace withdrawals which is odd, because before two years ago I lived my whole life without it...weird!? Just like people used to live without their cell phones, as having one was a sign of something prestige, it is now common to see young children yacking it up on their super spendy flip phones. As if they have more of a life than I do, which right now I suppose isn't that hard to meet and beat.

I am thinking about creating a new image of myself, or better yet, actually returning to the image I used to have. I have gotten pretty "blah" lately with just about everything; clothes, hair and makeup etc. The list goes on my friend, it seems that when my hair reaches a certain length it just starts to look like shit. There is no changing this, except I do have hard water. I wonder if that is what is making my hair so shitty!? But if starving kids in Africa can live without clean drinking water, I am sure my hair can survive the city.

I love watching Mom swap. Good show.

Why do they have to push their pessimism on to me?

As soon as I figure my shit out I will let you know.

Anyways, that's all I really have to talk about at the moment...my cramps. So I will leave at that note.

I went to valley fair today with a couple friends, my little brother and his friend Tom. I love hanging out with my little brother and my friends from work..it makes me feel so normal. I like feeling normal, especially when things have been otherwise with people who only pretend to be my friend. Sounds a little melodramatic, huh? It's not that bad...I promise. Anyways I am worn out. Super tired. Off to watch TV for me!

Monday Monday! I love this day! It is my day off! WHOOOOPIE!

So this morning, I was sitting on the crapper.. and I heard what sounded to be the sound of footsteps coming up the stairs. I thought it was my roomate. WELL!! I totally forgot that I had asked a contractor to come and take a peak at my super old and damaged roof and that he was on the roof right at the moment I was taking a crap...and oh, I have a skylight. So you can bet that I wiped my ass super quick and got off that crapper. How ackward. Hopefully, he didn't look down.

I am sitting here waiting for Peter before we go and make plans for the day. He had a court appearance to make this morning in order to try to get out of a ticket that he was given, I would say unfairly. But isn't that what everyone says? Nothing is ever fair. Honestly.

Nothing is ever fair. I will update more later!

Jeez, Sunday already. Now that I am not in school anymore it seems that the weeks go by faster than they ever have. It saddens me a little. However, it also makes me excited. If it went slow, then I probably wouldn't be happy either. It's a lose-lose situation. Which I am okay with.

I have decided to start blogging on here again, on a more regular basis. I did the myspace thing for awhile. To be honest, to many people read my blogs on that site. Too many people that actual know me, too many people that I do not want to fully let them in on my personal thoughts.

Not too many things have happened since the last time I blogged. I am learning more and more about myself as the year progresses. I am finding that I have an obsessive personality, and quite random. Which explains why I can't stay entertained by one hobby or another for longer then, oh a two week period. Sad, huh? That's why I am not good at anything. Because once I dip my foot in the water I am pretty much bored before I even start.

Today I am very calm and relaxed, and at peace with myself. Which is rare. I do need to clean and do laundry. Which won't happen today. BOOOOO!