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Hello world,
Or hello SG, if anyone is listening. I have not been on here in quite some time. For many reasons, one being that I am not sure that I want people to have access to my life or inner most thoughts. Call me a rebel, but I don't have a myspace and I think facebook is far too overrated. I try to live my life as drama free as possible, but it doesn't always go my way.
Time for an update:
Leo and I broke up. After two years of complete torture and being treated like complete crap, I finally decided the relationship needed to be severed. It wasn't that hard to do, after all, he did cheat on me with at least two other people. One being a lady who he had actually formed a relationship with on the side for 10 months....Can you say double life? I can scream it. No really.
After a couple of really agonizing months where I felt totally out of control with just about everything in my life....I finally found a hobby that I enjoy. At least, I did enjoy up until about a week ago. I am preparing for my first figure competiton! It has been a lot of work. I lift weights about four times a week and cardio about five. I have never looked better! I will be entering my first competition on October 8, 2011. I just got my suit today....super excited about that.
Last but not least, I met someone. His name is Jake and he is pretty damn flipping amazing. It is a little weird how quickly we hit it off, and it scares me. A whole heck of a lot, but I am going with it. Actually, we are engaged and will be getting married this Spring. At least we will be, if he can handle my mood swings through the carb depletion and loading that I am currently experiencing.
It is making me nuts.
Either way, that is what is going on in my life. I am going to try to keep this thing updated to the best of my ability. It is kinda a stress releiver.
Or hello SG, if anyone is listening. I have not been on here in quite some time. For many reasons, one being that I am not sure that I want people to have access to my life or inner most thoughts. Call me a rebel, but I don't have a myspace and I think facebook is far too overrated. I try to live my life as drama free as possible, but it doesn't always go my way.
Time for an update:
Leo and I broke up. After two years of complete torture and being treated like complete crap, I finally decided the relationship needed to be severed. It wasn't that hard to do, after all, he did cheat on me with at least two other people. One being a lady who he had actually formed a relationship with on the side for 10 months....Can you say double life? I can scream it. No really.
After a couple of really agonizing months where I felt totally out of control with just about everything in my life....I finally found a hobby that I enjoy. At least, I did enjoy up until about a week ago. I am preparing for my first figure competiton! It has been a lot of work. I lift weights about four times a week and cardio about five. I have never looked better! I will be entering my first competition on October 8, 2011. I just got my suit today....super excited about that.
Last but not least, I met someone. His name is Jake and he is pretty damn flipping amazing. It is a little weird how quickly we hit it off, and it scares me. A whole heck of a lot, but I am going with it. Actually, we are engaged and will be getting married this Spring. At least we will be, if he can handle my mood swings through the carb depletion and loading that I am currently experiencing.
It is making me nuts.
Either way, that is what is going on in my life. I am going to try to keep this thing updated to the best of my ability. It is kinda a stress releiver.
All situations in life have variables: what you can control and what you can not control.
You can not control others. It is necessary to realize that no matter how we would like others to feel and act in certain situations it will never be exactly how we would ideally like them to be.
What we can control is how we feel and how we react to different situations that present themselves in our lives. How we treat people.
It is important that we manifest kindness and compassion in our walk of life. All people deserve to be treated like beings. We all feel. Sometimes, I think I feel more than I should.
You can not control others. It is necessary to realize that no matter how we would like others to feel and act in certain situations it will never be exactly how we would ideally like them to be.
What we can control is how we feel and how we react to different situations that present themselves in our lives. How we treat people.
It is important that we manifest kindness and compassion in our walk of life. All people deserve to be treated like beings. We all feel. Sometimes, I think I feel more than I should.
I am feeling just a bit crazy these days.
Let me reiterate for you, if that is even a word. Jesus, where the fuck are you?! If that is not a word, please send me a sign. Will you make the light flicker? Will you make it so I can walk on water? Where is the pet ostrich I have always wanted?
Let me reiterate for you, if that is even a word. Jesus, where the fuck are you?! If that is not a word, please send me a sign. Will you make the light flicker? Will you make it so I can walk on water? Where is the pet ostrich I have always wanted?
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