SO I have this class assignment where I have to plan the BEST POSSABLE DAY I CAN!!!

I'm going to try and find the random stranger I talked to last week and see if he'll spend my beautful day with me. If it's just me it will be cool though too....!
First thing I'm going to wake up and eat lemon mer---rang (cant spell it...lol) pie.
I'm going to be lazy until 1:00pm when I get my tattoo on my lip. THen I'm going to smoke a cigar, eat twinkies, drink red bull, and drive to portland. WHERE I'm going to attempt to hang out with the coolest person I know AUTRY... And eat Roxy food, and drink coffee.... tons offfff coffee... and take it easy as hell...
Sounds like a blast to me.
I hope I can find that stranger... ... ... ...
.....dreamy.....
Feeling a bit better... Can't wait until homework is done and it's monday...
Can't wait until it's a new day.
I'm watching "win a date with tad hamelton"....
and eating a turkey sandwitchhhhh... YUMMY

Fun FACE... I'm
going to re-dye my hair too...
because I hate it when the roots show...!!!
FREAK OUT
man
SOMEONE needs to come read this shit to me!!!
my eye hurts
people always have to be doing shit... They NEVER seem to just chill and hang out at home....
OR HANG OUT at my home
people get bored to EASY
or maybe i'm DU-LL
HA HA HA HA HA
naw.... I rock... people just don't always realize it at first...
THE only person who ever made me feel TRUELY cared for, loved, and COOOL....
is dead...
which is sad.... but shit it happens.
I'm just happy to see my red hair online
I love the red hair white face look
so many sexy girls have it here----
LOVELY SUICIDE GIRLS
I LOVE YOU ALL
CHEESE
ANA-JANE

wow---I'm really sick now
It seems to be getting worse every momment... I think I shall go to the DR in the morning!!! Which sucks---BEcause I don't wanna.

I met this guy at my college today---he looked over at me and our eyes met. It was a weird momment. I felt a strage connection with him. Now I can't even remember his name... And I'm kicking myslef for not getting his number. If for nothing less than someone cool to talk to. I hope to see him again on campus. But I'm scared I won't. I don't have class until tuesday... But it's bothering me... because I have tons of homework and all I want is class.

Or maybe just not to be sick as a dog. Ill feel better after going to the DR...

Well swell!
I'm feeling grand... I'm starting to love the new job. Although at first I was kinda -scared- because it was all NEW n shit... I had a great time today... yipppppie!

Puppy is sweet and happy today.

I'm still a little sick---but ehhh it happens. Now I just need to clean the house, play the bills, and get a sunny day so I can fix the yard... I started planting shit and then it started to rain.

DANNY and I hung out yesterday----I think on friday I'm going to get another ring/hole in my lip. And get my tattoo finished. I'm also going to get the word "love" tattooed on the inside of my bottom lip... UNLESS it sounds too painfull.... I wanna make funny faces at people and have them see the word love... It's my fav word... having to do with the fact that I LOVE the god damn beatles so much....!
oh god I wanna her the new NIN cd... *creams panties*....
it's the good stuff that really gets me off.

SOooo I had a dream last night that there was an EVIL guy who was trying to kill this lady and her kids... IT was a long dream but all I REALL-Y remember was that in THE END. I found him up on a balcony and started "gettin my mack on with him".... And I made him forget about killin the family... And things were 'gettin hot' when the family came home. And he got all upset and jumped off the balcony. AND yes this was a GOOD dream. I kinda thought it was funny if nothing else... And I REALLY like making-out in my dreams. It's funnnnnn.... I haven't made out in a while but right now that doesn't sound good for many reaons. THe first and formost is that I'm KINDA sick. WHICH Is very bad because my frist day of work I was tired, and for my second day of work ill be sick. But also I have so much homework---not enough time to work my magic mackin powers.

SO ANYWAYS about this new set..... I'm a little scared as to how it's going to turn out.
I did the honeymoon idea kinda...
I'm really looking forward to having my third set be something DARK and EVIL... not that it hasen't been done before... BUT it's a big part of my personality... And I LOOK good EVILLLL, DARRRKK, AND DEPRESSED!!!!!!!

AHHHH it's 3 in the morning and I'm so not done with my homework WHICH is bad.

I found out one of my NEW co-workers was reading my profile on here. I hope I don't get made fun of.

I can't help it if Manson Videos turn me on!!!! And the whole 'dennys waiter' thing... I mean... I was fifteen and didn't know any better. I hear he's a popstar in spain... BUT I don't know... Just wonder.... Hate the bastard really---But it had to happen sometime... And most people don't have good firstys anyways.

I'm happy with how things turned out and thats what matters.... And you peoples who read this stuff I write... Thank you.
It's soooo nice to get little comments...
You guys are all dolls!

not to sound like a comment slut or anything. But really it's okay if I am because it's Suicide Girls... Which is a rockin thing I have always wanted to do... Sooo I will enjoy this stuff...
If I sound tooo happy it's because I'm reading about positve psychology... And it's making me happy....
WOOT WOOT
naked naked naked
cheese cheese cheese
noodle noodle noodle
kitty kitty kitty
end end end

Ahhhh I hate time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today has been hard. I now have coffee and I'm going to take it easy and read for the rest of the day. Tomorrow go to portland and take more SG pictures. !!!!!!!!

That kids car is still outside my house. I bet he has no idea where I live now... But I don't have a number...SO...lets hope he remembers.

I stil have his CD's too.... COME BACK LITTLE PUNK KIDS... get Yar shit so I can move on.
HOT damn

Things are always kinda odd. I played kings today with these punk kids I don't know very well. We ended up walking down town to a show.... Which was crap---and I won't stay and listen to bad music... so I left with out saying good bye. and headed to my fav soup place and got some "take out"... Then walked all the way home which ALSO SUCKED.... because it was dark, raining, cold, and lonely.

It was great to be home though. Cleaned up a bit. Watched some six feet under and was lazy. I really wanna sleep soon. But I keep wondering if those punk kids are coming back. One of them left their car here. And CD's. I bet they are coming back for that shit. But no idea when. I feel bad for leaving. But the girl I was with was being a "freaky sixteen yr old". She wanted drugs and I can't blame her. I once felt that need to. But it's killed too many of my friends. And though thats an easy thing to type---it's not so easy to deal with in the REAL life of my life. And I feel I'm old enough, and have had enough THAT when people are like that I should just get away. I left her with friends (not alone)... so I'm not ditchin out on something important.... just needed space from that shit. AND who likes crappy music... I just can't even deal with it... so many stupid junkies from downtown. Rocking out to some crap that sounds like bad LIT. HOT damn I'm happy to be home. I wish they could have just chilled at my house and not needed the crappy mucis. I will never understand. But I guess it's nice because I get the chance to sleep now ____if I can_____Tomorrow is the fist day of starting a new job. Which is stressfullll. I think Ill do great. BUT even thinking that doesn't make it easy to sleep. because who knows!!!
no more down town young punks for me. I was hanging out with my friend Walker---and I just wanted to catch up. But I need to stay away---and be an old freak at home with my suicide girls and my self lovin.

Head hurts... not sure why. Day has not gone as planned. I have not managed to make homework part of my day. Puppy is running around crazy---and it's not going over with my head very well... "slow down frankie!!!!" I can't stop listening to bright eyes and it's kinda driving me crazy as well... I'm about to have dinner---(with family) it's not going to make my head hurt any less... I'm in need of more naked photos, less coffee, more space, more talking, more sleeping, more HOMEWORK---I need to remember homework is more important than anything.... LOVE SCHOOL... and MAYBE ill chill with Nick tonight... He's one of the best BUddys I know... NICK YOU ROCK!!! And then It's me HOMEWORK and WORK WORK for the rest of the weekend....

My head is all outta sorts. I started arguing with this Mormon mortician about religion. I was kind of sad to find out he’s a Mormon because he seemed really interesting, and I had so many questions about working at a funeral home. It’s not that I can’t ask them now. I guess organized religion just depresses me. I’m going to feel un-finished about it until I get the chance to talk to him again. He’s the nicest most interesting person I’ve met in a long while. It’s nice to come home to a grateful Chihuahua in need of a lap to sit on. He’s the sweetest puppy in the world. I’m not sure what to do with myself now that I’m home. I would do homework but my head huts. I’m sick of TV, but I’m sadly lacking someone to chat up. More people should be online at night. That’s what I say. Next week is going to be busy. Lets hope we can keep up the happy mood of last week.

nothing much happend today.