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JUNE 18, 2013 @ 07:56 PM | 12 COMMENTS


So I have overhauled my attitude at work.

I am being kinder to myself and not giving my volatile bully of a boss any influence over my happiness. I recently stood up for myself and my fellow bakeshop girls against her, and it felt amazing.

The awesome bentget gifted me with the limited edition SG dress!
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Went to Six Flags with my hubby (and for free, on account of a coworker having season passes and free tickets for friends).
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My good friend and new hopeful Argentium has her debut set "Clock" hitting Member Review at the end of next month!
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Go introduce yourself because she is amazing!
And be sure to check out her set with writeboy!

Random Summer Fun-things.

So much 90's. So much innuendo. So much Depp. love


The artist who has done all my work will be on this season of Ink Master!
Show starts July 16th.
So root for Chris May from Proton Tattoo...or die...or something.
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I can't stop thrashing/booty-shaking to this song.


Later, gators.
MAY 20, 2013 @ 07:20 PM | 40 COMMENTS


Amarena, would you ever go a month without updating your SG peeps?


I will make up for my absence with random points of recent happiness...

New underthings!
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Kooky conversations with dear friends ie cudnovati
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Lazing away sweltering days with reruns and popsicles.


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Cute internet doggies.




Rediscovering romance.

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I have a new beau. Things are just electric and wonderful. Sigh. love





I am happy as fuck and feel like one bad bitch!


My new set "Juicy" shot by writeboy is in the final stages of prep.
Keep your eyes peeled, my darlings!

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APRIL 23, 2013 @ 07:30 PM | 39 COMMENTS


Hell City Columbus 2013 = the Biggest, Raddest Gathering of SG Babes Ever!
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This past weekend was amazing! A much needed getaway full of boobs, booze, and 4/20 shenanigans.


SoBelle, RiverSong, Toxic, and I road tripped together. Love these ladies!
Let the photodump begin...

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I did a casting call for Inked magazine which was super cool!
Medusa, Zebrah, Pesky, RiverSong, Shotgun, SoBelle
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SoBelle, Decklynn, and me
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Yesenia, Spliff, and me
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The most epic Sundies ever!
Can you spot my booty? hehe
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Me and my SoBelle feeling up super babe (and new girl crush) Toxic
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Shotgun, Phecda, King, Zebrah, me, and SoBelle
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Vayda, Megan, Pesky, Kewpie, Kush, and me
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Me and Medusa got glitterbombed by Gunner!
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SoBelle shot some sexy pics of some sexy ladies over the weekend!

Shotgun and Ryker
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Drave
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Her shoes were so freaking amazing!
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Decklynn
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SoBelle birthing Ryker's lady bits. biggrin
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RiverSong and me
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SG is such a positive amazing force in my life! I love this community so much it hurts!
At the convention one of the girls got her phone and wallet stolen (there was 200 bucks in it).
We raffled off 2 signed copies of Hard Girls, Soft Light and ended up raising $500 for her! Warm fuzzies!
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So I finally shot a new SG set!
Here are a few behind the scenes pics that my friend took:

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My friend shot her debut SG set that day too!
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writeboy took us out for barbeque afterwards! Mmm...brisket!
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And on that delicious note, I'm off like a dirty shirt! Muah!
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This is my new jam. Seriously! love
APRIL 1, 2013 @ 08:25 PM | 38 COMMENTS


Good golly, gents and dames! ((fans self))


As I said before, I have been insatiable. This is going to be the best Spring/Summer ever...




Ok. Back to your regularly scheduled programming!

I took some saucy photos with a lady friend the other night.
She is such a babe! A tiny, tiny super babe! love
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She plans on shooting her first hopeful set for SG soon, so I used her camera and took some practice shots of her.
(She's not even a member yet, but keep your eyes peeled for Argentium...that will be her name when she joins).

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Further points of happiness:













I will end with some Glamour Shots...
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Oh, by the way...I will be shooting with writeboy in less than a month. I'm soooo ready to be back in the queue with a new set!

Kisses and nibbles,
Amarena

MARCH 25, 2013 @ 09:07 PM | 13 COMMENTS


Spring is (kind of) in the air!

It may have snowed this morning, but I woke up to see the return of Fuzzykins the squirrel back in our tree. He brought another squirrelly friend. And a fat robin stopped by! Lovely weather is nigh, I can feel it!

Popped some tags at Goodwill today and scored some new cute dresses
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So they say women hit their sexual peak at age 27. My 28th year seems to be the magic one for me...
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My mind as of late...










Next month is Hell City Columbus!
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^^last year (photo by Alissa )
I am planning on FINALLY shooting another SG set with the incredible SoBelle during that trip.
(Think summer. And sweet, tasty things).

I am getting back into creative mode! I was just commissioned by a friend to do a drawing of this badass Link pic:
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I will be keeping the sanctity of this Sunday holy and sacred. I have no concern for a risen Christ, but I will bow to the premiere of Game of Thrones! *squeals*


Until next time, my lovelies! Here's to devilish grins, unforgettable nights, and meaningful connections.
MARCH 11, 2013 @ 12:29 PM | 30 COMMENTS


Trying to express how good I feel lately can only be encapsulated by this gif of Neil deGrasse Tyson doing the moonwalk:


This weekend I met my niece for the first time at her baptism.
It was such a joyful experience. The tension between my family and I evaporated in a celebration of hugs, laughter, and putting aside differences.

Got all dressed up for the occasion!
Apparently I have lost 12 pounds since my last annual doctor check-up (I went last week), and I think this pic shows it. I don't keep a scale in the house, so I didn't know about the weight loss, but it makes me feel really awesome.
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My grandmother came up and I hadn't seen her since my wedding, much less since grandpa passed. My mother, aunt, her and I all had wine and sang "Cuanto le Gusta.


I even went to the Catholic Mass beforehand (I knew it would mean so much to my family). Odd memories from my childhood aside, the church was stunning.
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I made the cakes for the party afterwards (My rose skills are improving!)
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I held the muffin for the first time. She is so beautiful.
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Me, my Dad, and Cora. (We even wore matching hair flowers...unplanned lol).
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My sister, her baybay, Grandma, and my Mom.
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Oh hi, little one!
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I don't have a bathtub at my own apartment (just a shower). So when I stay with someone who has one, I take full advantage.
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Someone bought me this epic glow-in-the-dark Ouja board from my wishlist! Thank you!
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Doggie snuggles!
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How fucking rad is this scarecrow!




I'll end with this inspirational sloth.


Love and cotton undies, my pretties!
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FEBRUARY 20, 2013 @ 06:30 PM | 31 COMMENTS


A little confidence never hurt anyone.


Feeling good and, per usual, goofy.
Mile-long crotch fashion. *werk*
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I'm a scary bigfoot.
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In 2 and a half weeks I finally get to meet my niece Cora! My sister and her hubby are bringing her from Florida to have the baptism in Illinois.
She is pretty much my everything. And she is the cutest baby ever. (That's scientific fact, by the way).
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I have fallen in love with Christoph Waltz.
I've always enjoyed him as an actor, but after seeing him on SNL I have become one smitten kitten!






This is the greatest Marceline cosplay ever!
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Tra, lala, la laaaaaa!

2 months until I road trip to Hell City Columbus with my SoBelle and the sexy-assed Toxic! (Seriously I can't wait to meet her...I have such a crush. blush )

Aaaaand boobies. Just because I love you all.
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FEBRUARY 8, 2013 @ 09:01 PM | 35 COMMENTS


Laughing about the past and lightening up a bit works wonders for one's mental state.
Cue photo of me wearing my high school gym shirt.
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Today marks my 5 year anniversary at the bakeshop.
Despite all the stress, I am proud of my job dedication. And whenever I want to quit, I just think that it gives me the monies to do fun, happy things (photoshoots, trips, adventures, etc).

My girl Brittany made me a fancy steak cake to celebrate. In honor of the customer who repeatedly asks me "so there's NO meat in your cakes? No meat at all?" lol
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Like a boss!


Even though it's more than 8 months away, I'm really looking forward to Halloween.
I recently had a spooktacular dream about a haunted amusement park for some reason. I'm so hopeless haha skull
Anyway, here's a new pic from the Columbus Halloween party:
(SoBelle, Delia, me, Radeo, Luscious

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My bff cudnovati is now a staff photographer!
I couldn't be prouder, and I desperately await the day when I finally go to Mexico and shoot with his ass!
Go congratulate him. NOW! love
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Glamour Shots.
Legging Love.
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Kelly Kapowski is my spirit animal.
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Another sneak peak at my newest ISM folio.
(coming soon...I'll keep you posted regarding when it goes up!)
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As much as I hate winter, the latest storm turned out quite pretty!
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Valentine's Day is a crock of shit.
I don't see the point of wasting money on obligatory tokens. Keep the love going with your loved ones all day, every day!


And yes, I am drunk off Pinnacle Fruit Punch vodka and 7up right now.
Evidence?
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This song is my freaking jam. Some seriously legit 70's soul right here! Go 'head, JT!


I'll end on this rad-as-balls note:
JANUARY 16, 2013 @ 04:21 PM | 50 COMMENTS


What's shakin?
I'm not up to much these days, but have a lot of exciting things to look forward to.


Lots of travel plans shaping up.


Methinks it's time for me to make a Star Trek set here on SG..
This bra is exactly what I had in mind (customized with the TNG insignia of course)
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Supersition and Boobies in my apartment library:
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Bruise did this amazing art piece for me! I will be basing my chest piece on it. Isn't it stunning?
Be sure to check out her front page Art feature!
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Love and corndogs,
Amarena


DECEMBER 29, 2012 @ 07:12 PM | 32 COMMENTS


Holy hell, I am so glad Christmas is over.

The holidays were more exhausting for me this year than any other. Things were especially rough at the shop being so short-staffed. Lots of overtime and more overtime for me. But it's all over...phew!

2012 was a huge, rockin year for me, especially here on SG.

^^KEEF!

In April I went pink.
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After years of being a hopeful and 6 sets, I finally hit the Front Page with Prelude to a Kiss. A dream come true. I will honestly never forget that day and the cloud on which I was floating. zoom image

The next month I went to my first Hell City in Columbus! Met so many wonderful ladies...unf! love
I really really hope I can make it again this year. It's always so tough getting one day off work much less 3. Cross your fingers and pray to Satan, peeps!
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While in Columbus I got to shoot with the amazing tmronin. I really adore his work, and think he's just a rad dude to be around! So much fun!
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In August I worked my first convention. Wizard World Chicago was super cool!
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Attended the annual SG Halloween party in C-bus too!
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Some personal milestones this year:

Moved into a lovely new apartment, away from the damned college kids *puts on old-fart face*
So happy here!

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My baby byronNME got his first online work published on Amazon!
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I am so so proud of him and his incredible talent. Please go check out his essay called On Fear and Faith.
If you're an atheist or just enjoy challenging yourself with thought provoking ideas go buy a copy (only 6 bucks)! If you do make a purchase, I may have something special for you. wink

I became an aunt!
Here's a gleeful screencap of my Christmas Skype session with my sister, my baby niece, and my mom.
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I have a feeling 2013 is going to be even more amazing! Bring on the New year!




Some goals for this year:
1) Be kinder to myself. (I'm done with all the self deprecation. Time for total self confidence!)
2) Perform in a burlesque show. (I am recruiting Sauda and CruelValentine as my sensei.
3) Get a chest piece done. ( Bruise is going to design something amazing for me! The second I have the money? Oh it's ON! lol)
4) Get another SG set bought. (really want to up my game on this!)
5) Travel more. (wanderlust abounds...)

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6)And then there is this goal... blush



Computer: End Retrospective Sequence!



Pika, Pika!
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Makes me wish I could find my harmonica...


And staaaaaarwiiiiiiiiiiipe...
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