I had an anxiety attack today. It's been a loooong time since I've had one this bad. I hate that feeling of being out of control. That terrifying out-of-body experience. EWWW. Ick...Blah.

Hooray for really cheesey pizza and delicious Gatorade, though. I'm bout to feast on some and that'll make me as happy as a food-obsessed clam. lol

Sighhhhhhh...

Dude, I really, really hate having to get up at 3am for the early morning bake shift. It sucks monkey balls.
I should have been in bed 2 hours ago. Boo to that...

I've decided on a perfect SG name...

AMARENA
It's "black cherry" in Italian.

I know I'm jumping the gun here; I don't even shoot my first set until the end of this month, and who the hell knows if I'll ever actually become an SG.

But the name is so sexy and perfect I had to snag it before someone else did. ha!

Finally! My special dolphin friend came in the mail today.

Just tried it out and HELLS YEAAAAAAH! Me likey. lol
This is 45 bucks well spent...



(Isn't he adorable?)

So I've been brainstorming my first set like a mad woman, and I have a few themes I'm mulling around in the old noggin:

Gangster.
(It's always been a fantasy of mine to be a hot mafiosa chick...)
I was thinking of having old-school Capone posters and stuff as background. Either that or using a pool table.
I dont' wanna go too costume-y with it, but I'd love a slutty mob outfit (fedora, pinstriped knee-highs, etc).


Record Albums.
Maybe some album covers as background. Hmm...wonder if that'd be copyright infringement. I'm also worried that might look too busy.


Part of me thinks I'm putting too much into the whole idea of a theme, though. Keep it simple, stupid!
I dunno...

I'm open to your thoughts/suggestions!

I want an English Bulldog: Part 1,258B (lol)



Seriously, is there anything better than a perfectly wrinkly, pudgy Bulldog waddling around? I think not...

Does anyone here have a bully? If so, I can live vicariously through you

That is all.

Hell yeah for me acutally having two days off work in a row!!!

I wanna go swimming with my girl Brittany tomorrow, but I'm afraid I"ll get sunburn like I always do (I'm so friggin pale).
I don't wanna be looking all red and peely and nasty before I shoot my first SG hopeful photoset! (Lordy, that sounds vain has hell...lol)

<(' '<) <( ' ' )> (> ' ' )> <--- Gotta love a good Kirby dance.

There. Crisis Averted.

Still trying to navigate my way around the site. I feel like a total douche not knowing where the hell I'm going and what's what. lol

Anyway, here's my first (and sadly only) tattoo:



It was inspired by a Playboy pic of Kim Kardashian.

I recently discovered Suicide Girls. And I gotta say...I flippin' love it!
Hot tatted bitches unite! <3