Amarena's February 23, 2012 blog

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FEBRUARY 23, 2012 @ 01:39 PM

It was bound to happen eventually.
People at work found out about my SG nakedness.

Apparently some chick who works in the Deli department told a few people that I'm "on a website...I hear it's a porn site!" So one of the girls went to my boss and asked her if it was true.

Now I am proud of the modeling I do here on SG and don't mind people knowing; but it's not something I advertise to just anyone because people aren't always accepting of it. Anyway, this girl (whom I don't even know) claims that a guy who used to work at my store went to my Facebook and was "directly linked" to my SG profile. Riiiiiiiiiiiiight. lol

So to whomever it is that "doesn't" have a membership here and clearly has questions about my personal life, send me a friend request! I'd be happy to chat about my pinup modeling.

I avoid gossip and drama like the plague, so when I first heard about all this I was quite upset. Why wouldn't someone just ask me about it and not, say, my boss or other random coworkers?

But once the initial shock of hearing about the rumors wore off I felt relieved. It was very freeing! And it only confirmed my love for this site and what I do here. Suicide Girls is one of the happiest parts of my life and I will always gush to people about it if they just simply ask me.

Surprisingly, people have been so so supportive! A girl in the shop whom I know and love but hadn't yet told about SG gave me a big hug and told me "I'm proud of you! I wish I had the guts to do what you do." I already feel closer to her as a friend. Another female employee, I was told, sounded interested and said "You go girl!" Even my boss, who can be pretty quick to judge, just smiled and told me it's none of her business but she's glad I'm happy and safe.

So in summation...

Go check out Lyrics of Love!
My girls Zebrah and Kurosune bring the chocolate on chocolate heat!
This is the first multi SoBelle has ever shot and I think it's the bee's knees!
I had so much fun making my cameo in this set!

Speaking of Zebrah, here's an adorable fanart she made for me!

FapFapFapFapFapFap faaaaaaaaaaaaaaap!
These two men are perfect.

My new set is in the editing process. Soon, my pretties. Soon!

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BZA

I'm lost

September 2007

FEB 23, 2012 04:20 PM

i'm ALWAYS excited for new sets from you! you are so gorgeous!

rockin1

Chicago, IL

June 2003

FEB 23, 2012 04:39 PM

A new Set can't wait. you're still my favorite hopeful and will become my favorite SG.

spazzing

Ventura, CA

February 2009

FEB 23, 2012 04:48 PM

ive been seeing a lot of the pin up highwaisted bikini things and i like them on the models i guess but im not sure if they would look good on me....i want to try them on. and they are ALL a million dollars. and i dunno about a sarong...besides one of the least favorite parts of my body is the back rolls, and sarongs don't cover that. i could just wear some flouncy shirt/dress thing when im out of the water *shrug*

SoBelle

HOPEFUL

Champaign, IL

FEB 23, 2012 04:49 PM

Aww that's cute fan art!!

Luffy

SUICIDEGIRL

Canada

FEB 23, 2012 05:35 PM

Right on! I hope nothing bad happens at work! Must be awkward! Its a good thing that you stuck with your decision. I know a few girl who if they ever tried doing this, and someone found out they'd want to leave immediately!
Way to go! That set is so cute!! It reminds me of high school puppy love!

GoatsOfDoom

USA

December 2009

FEB 23, 2012 05:54 PM

Hey, more power to you.
I'm glad you're in a good place with who you are and what you believe in!
Rock on, girl!

Hustle

I'm lost

December 2011

FEB 23, 2012 06:44 PM

Gosh, I feel the same! I just wait for the day when someone at work or school brings it up. But when I see myself nude, I don't have shame, I'm not embarrassed. I have a great hr and he loves what I do. At least we have the balls the to be ourselves. More power to ya! I hope you have more success in life.

Skullgrid

Acton, ON

June 2004

FEB 23, 2012 07:24 PM

well i'm glad it went well! it's always weird when personal and professional lives cross paths, but sounds like it turned out for the best

_TOMBSTONE_

Chehalis, WA

March 2008

FEB 23, 2012 07:28 PM

clown cocks for skittles

Dr. Seuss and You are the bomb !

cudnovati

Mexico

January 2005

FEB 23, 2012 07:33 PM

Korbin_Armand

Canada

June 2008

FEB 23, 2012 08:55 PM

Haters are going to Hate, Drama/Gossip witchs will always Gossip and cause Drama. Its nice to see your boss is taking proper road that "its none of my business" cuz really its not. This site is limited to people that choose to be here, pay to be here and for adults, if you cant accept that then GTFO and stay OUT!.