Dear God, how long has it been? I'm not even going to get into it all right now but I think I may start spending a bit more time on the site again. My favorite photog is moving So I'll have to find someone worth while once again.

I may be around much more often, I may never be here again but no matter what the members on this site that continue to give each other support and love are what make it worth while. Thank you.

With love always,
Amanita

Update: Sold my ring! A friend of a friend thats a jeweler gave me what it's worth thank god so I didn't get fucked over.

Also, this city in which I chose to reside a fucking cesspool. People are cancer marring the face of the earth.


Love.

A

So as you may or may not know I was once engaged. Didn't work out obviously because I am now trying to seel the ring. It is a gorgeous ring and I love it but I have literally 15 cents to my name right now and God only knows when I'll see money again so I need to get rid of it. The pictures are shitty Iphone pictures but my good camera is at my parent's and I won't be there again for a week so I'm doing what I can. Obviously I love the ring since I picked it out. It's a 1/4 karat engagement ring with some other amount of diamonds in the wedding band which is already welded to the engagement ring. If you don't want them together you can have them taken apart and put back after the wedding or whatever you want but buying the 2 together is the cheapest way. Retail it's worth 600$ with very little price variance in prices of similar rings. I am not asking for that obviously it's new retail plus I wouldn't expect that even if it were brand new haha. I'm about to tell you how much I want for it but don't let it scare you. It's what I want but I am very reasonable and very much understand being flat broke so I'm asking $400 but it is open for a bit of discussion. 14Karat white gold, perfect for the lady that likes silver. I don't know exactly what the size is but it's somewhere between 6 and 8 ha. I will find out this week for sure.

Ok now for the shitty pictures-










Again, sorry but it's all I have to work with. I understand no one wants to fork over that kind of money based on my description and some grainy ass photos but I will take some better ones as soon as I can and find out the size for sure. Spread the word everyone! People get married everyday, there has to be someone out there with the same taste as me looking for a reasonably priced ring.

Thank you all!

Love,
A

OK so as I said I moved to Arlington, I'm very much enjoying it so far. Really like my house, my room is the best. I made a video blog for you guys but I didn't like it enough to post it haha. I got a job at a Harley store, it was ok but more boring than I expected. The work was killing me, the pain was insane. I haven't been taking pills for a few weeks now just staying really high to deal with the pain, unfortunately I have no money and no weed now and no idea what to do about it haha. Anyway, back to the job story. I was doing well, getting along with everyone, it was going great.....or so I thought. Friday afternoon I was cross training to cashier, spoke to my manager and she said "good job!" then I left for lunch. I come back for lunch, continue what I was doing before I left when my manager calls me. Keep in mind this is the same manager that had just told me I was doing a good job. Anyway, she calls me to her office, tells me to close the door then says "this just isn't working out". What the fuck? I asked her why and her reasons were "You talk crap about bikers, you used your cell phone, you have something to say about everything." Oh my god. I am on my cell phone constantly, I haven't had a real job in almost 2 years so when I only used my phone on breaks at work I was really proud of myself! I also have an issue with people telling me what to do but even with my manager and the girls training me telling me to do shit that hurt like hell I never complained, never made a comment nothing. I especially never ever talked crap about bikers! Come on, why the fuck would I want to work at a Harley place if I don't like bikers? Seriously. So I can't figure it out. If she had a real reason to fire me you'd think I would have gotten a talking to, warning, whatever the fuck they do these days. So this was after 5 days of working. Haven't told many people because it just embarrasses me. I've been fired before once and I know why and I've accepted it. I can't accept this tho. I don't understand. That week was a hard struggle for me to get back into the swing of things and I ended up working the whole week for maybe a 40$ pay check and 3 Harley shirts that I don't even like they just made me take them off the floor to work in and won't let me take them back. It's bull shit. Other than that tho I've been doing really well. Every time I see my family they comment on how good I look and how happy I seem and it's awesome. I think a lot of it has to do with weed instead of pills haha. So that's what has been going on. Looks like I'll be going down to the mall and getting a seasonal job at Hot Topic or some shit haha. At least I live close.
God why is weed so expensive!?

Thank you all for your continuing support and love, it means a lot more than you might think.
Love always,
Amanita

So again a million thanks for any support on my set. We still have some time left so keep voting please!

I moved and I'm going to look for my camera in a little bit and post pictures.

Ok I'm sorry its taken me a while to get back to everyones messages and FR's but I promise I'm trying to spend more time on here. i was going to spend the next couple of hours online but I'm at my friends house, they just got their internet turned back on and since I live in the bible belt the fucking internet company defautls fucking kid safety shit whether you want it or not. So im updating from my phoneand no matter how cool or smart it is its been a bitch writing this. I will see you all tonorrow, sleep well sg land.

Love,
Amanita

Ok so time for a bit longer blog. I know I haven't been on recently but as usual my life is a bit hectic haha. Thank god I got to take a good vacation to Charleston and get this amazing tattoo -

Still trying to keep my business going as usual but it's not too easy which is why you all need to get my set live please!! Yesterday I literally didn't have 2 coins to rub together it was absurd as I'm sure many of you know haha. Thank God for good friends right? Especially Zen and Nero. It took long enough for a new set but I knew it would happen and I hope it's not too late. Thank you to everyone that has stuck with me and to all my new friends.

Love,

Amanita

Hello everyone in SG land, this is a blog letting you know that I am still alive! And that I have a new set that is viewable here. Not much time so will update later tonight. Thanks for love on the new set and be sure to tell everyone!

Love,
Amanita