Well I thought it was about time I updated. I haven't really been around for the last week or so, I have been busy decorating and helping my mum clear out mum my late uncles house I hate touching things when I know the person has died its like death is some kind of germ and its stuck to all of his stuff so I made my nephew do most of it

I have also been shopping but I didn't get anything every thing I wanted didn't fit me . I found the perfect little black dress it was so well made really tailoured it was black satin with pink stitching around the neck (very "Breakfast at Tiffanys") . Anyway it was the last one left and it was a size 8 so I thought I would never fit my fat ass in it but I gave it a go and it was a perfect fit around my bum and waist it just felt really sexy and femanim, then I looked in the mirror and my boobs were bulging over the top of the dress I would understand it if I had big boobs but I don't . I even tried stuffing them down into the dress but every time I breathed in they would pop back up again. I tried on a really nice slinky shirt too but again I couldn't fit my boobs in to it . They should rename the shop "No boobs allowed". I also tried shopping for makeup but I couldn't find any that wasn't orange I went into the Boots makeup section and asked one of the orange people if they had any other colour than ORANGE but they couldn't help me. Perhaps I shoud go orange myself god I would look awful

I went to see my friends band play on Friday night and they were great. I felt sorry for the drummer it was his first gig and he looked like he was going to pass out half way through, but he managed to finnish
I actually managed to have a night out without getting any insults from th chavs

I got the bottom part of my tattoo retouched on Friday and I had the point extended so it goes down to my "butt crack" . Can you believe they have taken "Prep H" cream of the shelves because people are using it for tattoos instead of piles .

My puppy got bitten again but its his own fault he runs up to every dog when he is on his walk and insists on trying to sniff them. He is meant to be trained he has certificates and rossettes to prove this but it all goes out the window when he see's another dog. The other dog was on the lead and Doyle wouldn't come away from it even though it was growling at him and the other dog caught him on his dewlaps its not serious. He just doesn't understand when other dogs are not friendly.

Anyway I might try and go shopping again today

Well i'm still off work with my hand the glue still hasn't come out and now the doctor thinks I have minor nerve damage that means I get another two weeks off .

I had to go to the hospital the other day to see a neurologist to see if I have epilepsy. I have "attacks"which start of as feeling a bit odd then I'll start to get really hot and my hands and arms will start to shake and if its a bad one my legs will give way and I'll end up on the floor shaking and my eyesight goes wierd all I can see is red and blue fuzziness(almost like a TV thats not tuned in) I'm still fully aware of everything around me while its happening I just don't seem to have control over my body. This lasts a few minutes then I get really cold and pale and feel crap for a few hours afterwards. Luckily I don't get bad ones very often. Well I don't have epilepsy but apparently I have Vasser Vagel syndrome and there is no cure for it so when I feel an attack coming on I have to sit on the floor and put my head between my legs can you imagine me doing that in the middle of Manchester . I will also have to avoid warm congested places as if thats going to happen that would mean no more gigs, pubs or clubs even shopping. The most annoying thing is that when I have one of these attacks people just presume I'm on drugs, I nearly got thrown out of a gig once because secrurity thought I'd taken something they were asking my b/f what I'd taken whilst trying to pull me over the barrier


Its been raining for the last week and its really cold rain even the puppy doesn't want to go out in it. Speaking of the puppy he stole my bed about 8.30 am ( he manages to shove me into a gap between the bed and the wall) and he is still asleep cuddled up in my duvet 3 hours later and i'm sitting here cold and tired and he is snoring his head off but he will be tired because he was awake all night fidgeting and licking the duvet and carpets and last time I looked he was using my Charlie bear as a pillow

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Updated to add pictures of my new baby Diego

I've just watched "The Grudge" and now I no longer feel safe in my duvet . Dont get me wrong I love horror films but Im just scared of the dark . If Im in the house on my own I have to turn all the lights on, and Ive never really been good with my bed anyway, I can have my arms or legs hanging over the side not even my little toe just in case something gets it .

I live in such a great town, Ive just walked past a couple of drunken seven year old who ran at my puppy with toffee wrappers, he wasnt best pleased and tried to run off .

Guess whos just managed to get another week off work . My hand still isnt right, the glue that should have fallen off by now is still there which could mean its not healed properly yet.

I haven't really been very active on here for the last week, but i'll try better this week just a quick update to erase my last one which was a bit depressing. I'm still off work with my hand I can't go back till it heals due to risk of infection but I'm not complaining

I've had a really bad week on Tuesday I took Diablo one of my babies to the the vets, he felt a bit odd and had two blisters on his body. When we got there the vet said it didn't look too good she gave him an anti-biotic and some pain killers. We were meant to keep him on anti-biotics for two weeks but when we got him home we found out that he had died on the journey home. I phoned the vet to let her know what had happened and she asked me if it would be possible to do a post-mortem, at first I was horrified by the idea but logic kicked in and we took him back to the vets. Diablo lived with another sand boa Kachina so we needed to know if it was anything she could suffer from. At the post-mortem the vet said that Diablos liver was greatly enlarged and that his gall bladder wasn't working properly this would have been something he was born with. She said the pain killers would have killed him but it would have been kinder than to let him suffer in pain. This morning dwight_fry buried him in the garden, he also has a picture of him in his journal I also have a piccie of him in my folders.
I'm sorry if they are any spelling mistakes I'm a bit of a crying mess at the moment.
Kachina is now living on her own and I don't know whether to get her another companian she doesn't seem right on her own. I got them when they were about two weeks old and I've had them for three years.

Ouch I cut my hand



Some stupid person put broken glass in the bin at work so when I emptied them today it went in my hand . But on the plus side I now get a week off work . Can you believe the manager said It will be fine its just a surface cut and stuck a plaster on it, there was blood on me, the floor and a tea towel ful of blood and Im not a big bleeder. I spent 3 hours in A&E so they could glue it back together again and put a huge dressing on it which is far to big for the cut .
Im not allowed to move my hand, get it wet, or wear rubber gloves for seven whole days. That means Im going to be a very lazy girl, so who's going to peal my grapes for me .

Anyway Im going to post the cute piccie of my puppy to make up for the gruesome piccie above .



Oh and everyone go say Hi to my boy Dwight_Fry

Well I went to my first SG meet on Saturday night at the Salisbury Arms in Manchester, which is one of my favourite pubs and I met LadyInsane and SianyRiot and there lovely friend. I also got the chance to meet Asha just before I left. It was a great night out even though it didnt start out to well because most people in the pub thought I was checking them out like some sort of cheap tart. I was trying to spot who was SG and who was not cause I had no idea what any of you look like in real life. Next time Im going to take a SG sign with me to make it easier or stick an SG sticker to my forehead (only joking).

I need a new snake tank, one of my snakes (Horrace) is getting too damn fat to fit through the hole which leads to a different compartment in the tank. He's only bloody two for gods sake .

Does any one think the number of cremations would have gone up in "Gods Waiting Room" since theyve had to listen to "Cold Ethyl" by Alice Cooper

One thing I miss is Cold Ethyl and her skeleton kiss
We met last night making love by the refrigerator light
Ethyl Ethyl let me squeeze you in my arms
Ethyl Ethyl come and freeze me with your charm
One thing, no lie, Ethyl frigid as an eskimo pie
She's cool in bed, yeah she oughta be 'cause Ethyl's dead
Ethyl, Ethyl let me squeeze you in my arms
Ethyl, Ethyl come and freeze me with your charms
Come on Cold Ethyl
Freeze me babe
One thing, it's true, Cold Ethyl I am stuck on you
And everything is my way, Ethyl don't have much to say
Ethyl, Ethyl let me squeeze you in my arms
Ethyl, Ethyl come and freeze me with your charm
Come here Cold Ethyl
What makes you so cold?
Ooh so cold
Cold Ethyl
Cold Cold Ethyl
Cold Ethyl
Cold Cold Ethyl
Cold Ethyl
Cold Cold Ethyl
Cold Ethyl
Cold Cold Ethyl
If I live 'til ninety-seven
You'll still be waiting in refrigerator heaven
'cause you're cool
You're ice
Cold Ethyl
You're my paradise
Ow!

I know it sounds a bit twisted but I really love that song

Today I listened to Peter Greens Fleetwood Mac (not to get confused with the crapy fleetwood mac of later years) and one of my all time favourite smoochie songs is "Need Your Love So Bad" , If you have never heard this song you need to go and listen to it, go on then go.

Whats your all time favourite smoochie song?

Oh and also the other day whilst walking the dog I got the chance to hold a Barn Owl, and she was only fourteen weeks old and she was gorgeous even though she tried to nip Doyles nose . This was quite a big thing for me considering Im a bit nervous around large birds .

p.s Im going to start hunting for a new job soon, what job do you think I should do??

I've got two heads gonna bang my heads together
I've got one leg gonna hop to heavens door
I've got three eyes gonna pluck one out for jesus and I ain't gonna have no trouble anymore

Thats one of my favourite intros to a album I smile everytime I hear it

My psychotic stalker ex b/f left mortgage papers at my parents house for me to sign apparently he can't sell the house unless I sign them. What a shame He wanted my parents to give him my address, he is such a tosser its god knows how many years since we saw each other and he still turns up to try and talk to me He even turned up at my best friends funeral (who he hated) to try and talk to me .Dave my B/F can't wait for an excuse to punch him

Today at work I painted one of the rooms which isn't really used a nice dark dull shade of blue . I achieved this amazing colour by stealing a tub of white emulsion from the decoraters cupboard and mixed it with a bottle of red food colouring and half a bottle of blue food colouring (these are catering size bottles) then I stirred it together with a hand whisk. The managers are on holiday so I thought I would take advantage of the situation . The reason I painted the room is so I could use it for photograghy shoots, depending who is in the office . I am now covered in blue splatters that won't wash off . I will do the finishing touchs to the corners tomrrow

What is your favourite intro to a album?.

P.S I am not a happy bunny I had to rewrite this because the bloody computer did not save it

What have I got
That makes you want to love me
Is it my body?
Or someone I might be,
Or something inside me?

You better tell me,.tell me,.
it's really up to you

(chorus)
Have you got the time to find out,
Who I really am? Oh Oh.

What does it take
To get inside of your mind
Give me a break, yeah
and take a chance for the very first time

You better tell me,.tell me
It's really up to you

Have you got the time to find out,..
Who I really am?.

"Is it My body" Lyrics by Alice Cooper.

quote me a line or a verse from one of you favorite tracks




Let sleeping puppy dogs lay

My puppy came first in the obedience class and has a rosette to prove it

I Wuv my puppy he rocks


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