PICS
I just found out they want to operate on my Dad they are trying to get him in this afternoon if not it will be on Monday.I have not spoken to the doctors yet they are still on their rounds.My Dad is really shaken up he will not admit but ii can tell it in his voice.
i thought this year was going to be going to be different.
My dad has been admitted to hospital he had surgerey a couple of years ago to replace the arterys in both legs to just below his heart there were complications when he was in surgery it took a long time to recover well semi recover.He went to the Doctors because he was having a lot of pain they sent him to hospital he had some scans done today and they have found the artery is blocked in two places his stomach and his leg.We have to wait for the specialist to see him to see what happens next.His doctor has told him not to have another operation because he is not well enough to pull through we just have to wait for any options they give us.
He is in the same hospital room i was in this time last year with the same nursing team its like a twisted screwed up De ja vu i do not want to sound selfish but it was easier to deal with when it was me who was in hospital.
My head is all over the place i am just trying to function.
I wish it would stop raining.
My dad has been admitted to hospital he had surgerey a couple of years ago to replace the arterys in both legs to just below his heart there were complications when he was in surgery it took a long time to recover well semi recover.He went to the Doctors because he was having a lot of pain they sent him to hospital he had some scans done today and they have found the artery is blocked in two places his stomach and his leg.We have to wait for the specialist to see him to see what happens next.His doctor has told him not to have another operation because he is not well enough to pull through we just have to wait for any options they give us.
He is in the same hospital room i was in this time last year with the same nursing team its like a twisted screwed up De ja vu i do not want to sound selfish but it was easier to deal with when it was me who was in hospital.
My head is all over the place i am just trying to function.
I wish it would stop raining.
Im back !!!!!! its been a long time 2011 was not a great year but i am getting things sorted i am enjoying my new job role and just feeling more relaxed
I have been working with an art group as a model and it as really boosted my confidence i have had so much good feedback i want to do more photo shoots i just have to come up with some ideas.
I hope to be on here more often and catch up on everything i missed and get to know all the new people.
i look forward to catching up with old friends and making new ones.
Takecare Amanda xxx
I have been working with an art group as a model and it as really boosted my confidence i have had so much good feedback i want to do more photo shoots i just have to come up with some ideas.
I hope to be on here more often and catch up on everything i missed and get to know all the new people.
i look forward to catching up with old friends and making new ones.
Takecare Amanda xxx
Hey guys sorry I haven't been around for sooooo long but Im having a bit of a rough time at the moment and Suicidegirls is really low down in my priorities right now. I don't want to go into any detail so please don't ask me what the problem is.
OK so I can't end this on a downer so here's a photo from the wonderfully talented Deadmansdust @ Sirenphotos who for all you Facebookers can now follow @ Sirenphotos @Facebook
Hope you like it.
Take care xoxoxoxo
OK so I can't end this on a downer so here's a photo from the wonderfully talented Deadmansdust @ Sirenphotos who for all you Facebookers can now follow @ Sirenphotos @Facebook
Hope you like it.
Take care xoxoxoxo
Yes yes I am still alive, Im just up to my neck in work and don't get much time to talk to you lovely people.
It's been 12 months since my Puppy was diagnosed with serious heart disease but the big lump of love is still here today and is enjoying life to the full, in fact it's his Birthday next week and he will be the ripe old age of five, which is amazing because he so very nearly never made it to four. It's been a real emotional roller-coaster of a year.
Anyhoo I have added a regected set to the Hopefulls section so if you want a wee peep go here now and if you like it please write something nice and not just click that bloody "I Loved It" Button.
It's been 12 months since my Puppy was diagnosed with serious heart disease but the big lump of love is still here today and is enjoying life to the full, in fact it's his Birthday next week and he will be the ripe old age of five, which is amazing because he so very nearly never made it to four. It's been a real emotional roller-coaster of a year.
Anyhoo I have added a regected set to the Hopefulls section so if you want a wee peep go here now and if you like it please write something nice and not just click that bloody "I Loved It" Button.
Take care chickens 
Been on a real rough ride recently and its not over. I really don't want to go into detail right now because its too upsetting for me at the moment but Deadmansdust has writen a journal about everything thats been happening.
