SuicideGirl: Amanda
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Amanda has too many things on her plate

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OCTOBER 21, 2004 @ 02:54 AM

Well i'm still off work with my hand surreal the glue still hasn't come out and now the doctor thinks I have minor nerve damage frown that means I get another two weeks off biggrin .

I had to go to the hospital the other day to see a neurologist to see if I have epilepsy. I have "attacks"which start of as feeling a bit odd then I'll start to get really hot and my hands and arms will start to shake and if its a bad one my legs will give way and I'll end up on the floor shaking and my eyesight goes wierd all I can see is red and blue fuzziness(almost like a TV thats not tuned in) I'm still fully aware of everything around me while its happening I just don't seem to have control over my body. This lasts a few minutes then I get really cold and pale and feel crap for a few hours afterwards. Luckily I don't get bad ones very often. Well I don't have epilepsy biggrin but apparently I have Vasser Vagel syndrome surreal and there is no cure for it so when I feel an attack coming on I have to sit on the floor and put my head between my legs surreal can you imagine me doing that in the middle of Manchester whatever . I will also have to avoid warm congested places as if thats going to happen mad that would mean no more gigs, pubs or clubs even shopping. The most annoying thing is that when I have one of these attacks people just presume I'm on drugs, I nearly got thrown out of a gig once because secrurity thought I'd taken something surreal they were asking my b/f what I'd taken whilst trying to pull me over the barrier mad


Its been raining for the last week and its really cold rain even the puppy doesn't want to go out in it. Speaking of the puppy he stole my bed about 8.30 am ( he manages to shove me into a gap between the bed and the wall) and he is still asleep cuddled up in my duvet 3 hours later and i'm sitting here cold and tired frown and he is snoring his head off but he will be tired because he was awake all night fidgeting and licking the duvet and carpets mad and last time I looked he was using my Charlie bear as a pillow frown

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_Mrs_TLB_

_Mrs_TLB_

United Kingdom
December 2003

OCT 21, 2004 04:40 AM

Good that you don't have epilepsy..but sucks you have that syndrome and there's nothing they can do for you! Good that you don't get the bad ones very often

Awww naughty doggy!

Demosthenes should be on his way home now because he has a lecture at 2..but whether he'll get to it i don't know. I'm not so mad anymore really!

You enjoy your time off work!

RobSilver

RobSilver

United Kingdom
May 2004

OCT 21, 2004 05:22 AM

Thanks...
It's gradually appearing at online retailers to pre-order!! biggrin

We're at MVC in the GLAM ROCK section!!! biggrin biggrin

That's kind of appropriate...

You guys ever thought of making a trip to london to check out our album launch??

RobSilver

RobSilver

United Kingdom
May 2004

OCT 21, 2004 06:54 AM

I hope you feeling ok,
I replied earlier without reading your journal.

Twwly

Twwly

SUICIDEGIRL

Ontario, Canada

OCT 21, 2004 08:27 AM

I got a bootlegged copy of Saw and watched it last week (I assume that's the movie you're talking about?) It was unrated, which was nice and pretty darn good.

It's a remake? What's the original?

Deadmansdust

Deadmansdust

United Kingdom
October 2004

OCT 21, 2004 10:28 AM

I have been working unlike someone I could mention tongue

devildoll

devildoll

Huntington Beach, CA
December 2003

OCT 21, 2004 10:49 AM

Thanks! smile

I hope you are enjoying your "extended vacation." hehe. Make the most of it!

Take care of yourself gorgeous!! kiss kiss kiss

Evil

Evil

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

OCT 21, 2004 12:27 PM

aww! i hope your hand is alright! i will miss you! i wish i got to see your set! i bet it's hott! love wink take care hun! kiss

Troubadour

Troubadour

United Kingdom
April 2004

OCT 21, 2004 01:04 PM

You should get one of those tags saying: No I'm not on drugs I just have V V.

Evil

Evil

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

OCT 21, 2004 01:26 PM

kiss blush thank you!

Beccy

Beccy

SUICIDEGIRL

Germany

OCT 21, 2004 01:37 PM

kiss i hope you go up the next time i look every day kiss

Love

Love

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

OCT 21, 2004 03:42 PM

I hope your hand gets better kiss If you're not grossed out by gore, look at my last journal entry before this one. Heh. I know how you feel about not being able to use your hand!

Ash

Ash

SUICIDEGIRL

Illinois, USA

OCT 21, 2004 03:51 PM

my gawd girl, I hope they figure out how to help you!

and wtf, I expected your set to be up by NOW, whats the holdup?? its been waaay longer than just abt everyone else's!

walkswithbears

walkswithbears

United Kingdom
March 2003

OCT 21, 2004 06:41 PM

gah! sorry to hear about those attacks, they sound nasty! frown

clarkekid

clarkekid

Long Beach, CA
January 2004

OCT 21, 2004 09:41 PM

You're just having one problem after another aren't you? I worked with someone who broke a glass in his hand and cut some nerves badly. He was out of work for a month, but he was a waiter for his second job which relied on him constantly carrying things back and forth. I hope your hand heals up soon... not so you can go back to work, but so it doesn't bug you. wink

As for your new discovery... at least you know whats happening when it occurs and how to try and prevent it from getting bad.

Then there's your puppy... they just seem to take over places don't they. Makes me miss my dog. frown

Lord_Frous

Lord_Frous

Brazil
September 2003

OCT 21, 2004 10:40 PM

wow ! How often do the attacks happen ?

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