Its so terribly frustrating to lose a computer... my old laptop broke down while I was still in Vancouver so I got a new one when I arrived in Toronto. With that, however went alllll of my music that Id accumulated over the 6 years I had the old one. I still have most of that on my iPhone but I can't transfer it to my new one, therefore can't add new music to my phone. And when I want to listen to something, I have to do so on my phone. Aggh.

My Ohio will be here again in less than a week and we get to spend over two weeks together this time! (I'll be in Ohio for one of those weeks) I'm, of course, ridiculously excited to see him again and now that I have some friends here, he'll finally get to meet some of them. It'll have been.. 3 weeks or so since we've seen each other, which may not seem like a whole lot but it feels like forever. I miss him after like 5 minutes. I can't wait to see his face!

I FINALLY filed for divorce a week or so ago. Went on a big ass trek (took like 2 hours!) to get to the law office and got my shit done. Im so excited to be out of that! We've been separated almost 2 years now, its really been a long time coming. Of course, my ex is still being a huge ass and I have to pay for everything. Though as long as he signs what he has to, and doesn't fuck me around, Ill be free from his shit forever!! I've deleted them all now, and most of you probably didnt know me back then, but all my blogs from the time I was married were all just about how frustrated I was and wanted out so bad. It feels so good to know I did it and that that chapter is finally closed.

This brings me to a new rant I'd like to get out. Don't settle, folks. I spent the majority of my relationships settling for people that really liked ME because I just couldn't feel those kind of feelings for anyone. Every relationship I have EVER been in, I've seen the end from the start, and have mostly dated out of boredom or TRYING to change myself into someone that could feel those things. Now, I realize it was just never the right person. And I see a lot of my friends in doomed relationships, some who even know it.. and they stay. Because they don't know if they'll find someone else, or they don't want to go through the process of "getting to know someone" all over again, or overall fear of being alone. UGH it is SO not worth it. I would 100% rather be alone than with the wrong person. But I guess I didn't really understand all that until I found the right one, you know?
Anyways, rant over. I just hope everyone is happy and taking care of themselves

Thats about all I have to report! I finished watching Dexter (til the end of season 4, Im saving season 5 to watch with my man), I watched allll of Arrested Development, and now Im starting How I Met Your Mother (well Im in season 2 now). So as you can see, I havent been doing a lot besides watching TV. haha

Hope everyone is doing well! I'l leave you with a few photos.

Bought this new dress. Gonna wear it to the wedding I'm going to in Ohio with the man.. yay or nay?


Made this sculpey Jason on Friday the 13th He's got a knife now - this was before he was finished.


Zombie Cat sleeping on my bum... thought this was pretty funny.


Annnd thats all, folks.