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how we met is kind of funny....
but how things turned out is pretty tragic....
i've loved him for so long, but i never really let him feel it. i still love him now, and i tell him all the time. i'll love him always....
he's supported me emotionally, artistically, sometimes financially, and otherwise.....
he's bent over backwards to get me where i needed to be....
he's always been there, even when i've totally fucked up. and he's always helped put the pieces back together....
he's not the evil person some have made him out to be. sadly, i'm sure i helped play a hand in that idea for a few people when i was really angry....
i haven't given him nearly as much of myself as he's given me....
i hate the way i took him for granted. i hate that i was never able to realize just how amazing he is and how much we really love each other until after i'd already caused so much damage. i hate that i didn't try harder. i hate that i ran off with someone who proved to be the worst thing i ever let into my life....
i've made more than my fair share of mistakes. and i've caused a lot of pain....
but for whatever reason, he's still able to love me...
i just hope he lets me show him that i can love him the way he wants and needs to be loved by me....
i love him with all my heart, even though the horrible quality of these photos may not accurately reflect that....
JUL 10, 2009 09:45 AM
JUL 10, 2009 12:27 PM
some of us have to go through stupid stuff in order to see what is good and what is right for us... some of us however are not so lucky to have the people we treated like poo still caring for us once we've woken up and smelt the coffee. cherish him... he sounds like a keeper 
in other news (i think you may be the only other fan on this site which is why i'm bragging to you 
) i saw plaid on saturday and they played their new album yet to released 
they were awesome
JUL 10, 2009 12:40 PM
JUL 10, 2009 03:43 PM
Best wishes Alice.
I think that blue haired smiling photo tells me everything I need to know. 
JUL 10, 2009 04:01 PM
JUL 10, 2009 04:42 PM
he's been glaring at us for 10 years!
it's almost like you should run off n get married in vegas this weekend.
JUL 11, 2009 12:59 AM
JUL 11, 2009 02:27 PM
I ignored everything in this blog except for tiny FLUXIKITTEN!!!
zomg so cute....so tiny... so EKKKKKK!
ps youre a slut.
pps blue contacts, really? youre so from new jersey
JUL 13, 2009 01:25 AM
JUL 13, 2009 01:34 AM
I disagree, i think we need this...
and obviously I mean the old man, not the giant bunneh
JUL 13, 2009 01:36 AM
um...
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