It's been awhile. I write a blog about every 2 months or so now... hard to write when you're livin' life in the fast lane- haha. Actually I've just been working alot. I was working two jobs for the last month or so, trying to leave one job and establish myself in the next. Last year I went to school in the evenings, which was really difficult, but I will be going back to school as a full time day student in the fall , ready to be done with it.

I got a new tattoo about a month ago


And I am ready for more! I've decided that I want a full sleeve on my right arm, it might be awhile though.

I've got a new set coming up in member review called Afternoon in the China room- should be up in the next few days...
the set was actually shot last September, so it's nearly a year old. It has been waiting to go up on the site all this time until SG asked me last week if I would rather put it in member review or wait some more for it to go up. I am just ready for people to see it because I already look so different than I did then. I was about 20 pounds heavier and less a tattoo in that set. I really do love it though, and I hope you do too . It is one of my favorites so far so let me know what you think!

I'm going to go be sweet to Craig now since he brought me breakfast in bed this morning, He is the sweetest thing.

It has been over a month ladies and fellas! I am awful at keeping up appearances and staying connected to people on the site. Sorry I'm a failure
... I'm trying to figure out where to take my life from here, mainly stressing about getting a new job that will enable me to go back to school full time in the fall (which I am already registered for) and getting online is always the last thing on my mind. May was really a sweet month though . I have lots of pictures that I need to put on here... not sexy nudie pictures, just me having fun . I'll probably do that tonight.

Well I don't have much time to write at the moment, I'm at work. I am a total slave to corporate America and they keep a watchful eye. I will be better this month, I swear to it.

Take care lovelys, I miss talking to you. What's everyone been up to?!?

Big kisses

I haven't been online much at all in the past two weeks. Alot has gone down, and I just couldn't get around to it.

My boyfriend's Dad passed away last Tuesday very suddenly. He contracted MRSA staph from a pretty routine foot surgery, and died within four days of developing symptoms. It is especially hard for my boy because he has seen his dad survive 4 bouts of cancer and a massive stroke, only to die suddenly after foot surgery. It has been depressing to say the least. Craig seems to be ok, but he's holding alot in. It's going to take some time for him to really deal with this. His dad was only 51. It's crazy that he had so many problems with his health. Wish my baby well.

On top of all that I have had two tests and three finals since it happened. I've been having a hellish time of it lately, haven't I? It's ok , my 21st birthday is this week- everyone is gonna have a little (?) bit of alcohol and let loose.

I think I need it.

Tonight was incredible . I skipped psychology class and went for a drive with my boy instead. We went to a little park near the dam, and ambled around for a bit. It was lovely . We walked right up to a duck (or goose, we can't determine what the hell it was... it had a beak damnit), anyway, we didn't have any bread crumbs or anything for him, so I guess he got mad and walked farther up the walkway away from where we were standing. Well I let the little guy go on his way, and got caught up in a mushy gushy moment with my boo. A bit later we were walking back to the car, and I stepped in that ducks shit. So, the moral of my blogging... better feed the duck/goose beaked thing or you will step in shit. And it's not just because I have big ass feet. That thing was out to get me.

I really do have big feet. How sexy is that? Teeheehee .

Soooo. I have a new set in the hopefuls this week!!! If you haven't already, would you please go take a look and lemme know what you think? It would be much appreciated . Here's the link
Ingenue

And here is a little peeksie


Thank you for your support and lovin'
I hope that everyone has had a good night,
Friday is so close... the weekend is just a whiff away. A whiff of Jack . That's what keeps me goin' strong.
Much love to you guys



'Nite.

Today has been awesome

I have a new set in the hopefuls and people have been sooooo nice and supportive.
I would put a link to it here, but I am a horrible mess and have no computer skills. So if you want to see me naked , hehe, go look at the hopefuls page. Please .

I'm really excited at the response I have gotten so far. Thank you everyone! I haven't had a chance to send everyone a thank you yet, and I have to leave for class in just a bit... but I will definitely get back to it. You are all so wonderful and so kind. Big kisses to everyone . You made me a happy little girl today.

Ok...guess I'm goin' to class. Hope everyone has a sweet evenin' .

Laterz

I can't wait for school to be over this semester. Only about a month left. I turn 21
the day after finals end. I'll probably have a glass of wine in a bar and then go home, take
a bath and pass the hell out. A year ago my 21st birthday would have been a big deal
to me, but I hardly ever drink anymore, mainly because I am often a disgraceful drunk.
A horrible-dramatic-terror of a drunk. Usually it's only the hard liquor that does it
to me... but that's what I prefer to drink... so it's best just not to risk it sometimes.
I can get craaaaaaaaaaaaazy. And that's all I'm gonna say about that .

I've been listening to Third Eye Blind alot in the past few days. They are one of my favorite
bands. Ever. Actually... my absolute favorite. I can't help it. I think everyone has a band
that they have been listening to for so long that the music becomes powerfully nostalgic.
I remember listening to them for the first time in 6th grade with my former stepsister. It
was christmas break. I was big into bell bottoms and platform shoes. I loved the spice girls.
Third Eye Blind saved me from the Spice girls. Maybe that's why I have been so loyal to them.
That and the fact that I used to listen to Third eye with my highschool sweetheart all the time,
not that I miss him. Haha. Not I. Listening to Third Eye Blind just
reminds me of really good times and really bad times. Sometimes
I need that. It's human, ya know.

Alright. Well I think I'm done for now . I want to write more and more often. It's therapeutic.
I've had little time for writing in the past few months, and I can't wait to start painting
again. And mountain biking. Basically... doing everything that I can't because school
is eating my soul.

I could go for that wine now

I should be getting ready to go out... but I'm too excited.

This will be short, I just have to say why I'm so freakin' out of my mind ecstatic...

I'm getting a half sleeve in a weeeeeeeeeeek!!!!

WAAAH!!!

I love tattoos! AND I love YOU!!! I love everyone, cuz I'm getting a new tattoo.

Vainglorious? ME? Nah.

Maybe a little .

I'm gonna pee myself.

Isn't the way that I'm typing this entry a little annoying? Like... I deem every thought to have such importance that it gets its own line? I'm done being an irritation now. I am just too highly caffeinated- and really excited.
Anyway . Tonight I'm going to Athens again with my buddies. I was going to try and make that Burlesque show in Atlanta... because that would have been amazing... but I just got off of work and wouldn't have enough time to look purty. It's ok... I can go to Athens looking like shit. I'll still get hit on. Drunken townies.
I have some really cute pictures from last time though , I'll have to put 'em up tomorrow or sumthin'.
I need to learn how to put pictures in my blogs... but I don't get along well with computers. Could anyone give me a lil hint on that one? I would greatly appreciate it .

I hope everyone has a great night , and seriously... you should leave me some luvin'

I will luv you forevers .

Goodnight (A very important goodnight).

... i am dumb.

Work is boring as hell today, I can't wait to close shop and skip on home.

I did get vegetarian curry (with soy protein "chicken") from the Chinese place down the road though . There are not many things in this world that can make me happier than curry. Extra cheese pizza and sex are right on up there too. But... mmmm... CURRY makes me hot . And that's probably all you wanna know about that- haha.

Ok... I'm done bein' dumb .

This week I have two tests, a paper due, and a final. I am going to implode. I'm so stressed out. When I get this stressed out it's really easy for me to lose my self composure, and at times, all rational thought. Haha. I was really emotional yesterday. My poor boyfriend, he suffered the brunt of my rath. Estrogen is gonna get you fellas. It ain't no game .

Going to go close now. And enjoy the rest of my sunday evenin'. Hope you all are doing the same.
Talk at you later . Night!

I am done with this tonight.

Haha, damnit.

Somehow all of my profile info has been deleted, and I spent a little bit of time typing some stuff back in- but once I saved it again nothing showed.

It's too late for me to fuck with this anymore.

So...I guess I'll fix it tomorrow .

Until then... goodnight beauties.

Kisses!

This will be short and saccharine.

Today was incredible. I have been such a lucky little girl lately .

I hope that each and everyone of yous guys had a great Valentine's day,or just a great day in general.
I'm looking forward to meeting some fellow ATLiens this Saturday. I need a break, life has become a bit monotonous with work and school and the like.

I need some shiny happy people... what a terrible song- I know- but it's true. Shiny and happy, and maybe just a tiny drop or two of the booze. Maybe three.

Goodnight Sweeties . Much love and chocolate