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ahh so today would have been my 4 year anniverasry with my ex...
iv'e been missing my old life alot lately, i dont know if its just my home, or routine, or having a boyfirend.
most of the time im really happy but i guess my body is a little run down for all the partying.
this experience has been such a learning process for me and i would not change a thing.
I cant believe how strong and independant i have become. we all get moments of weakness but i am able to look at positive aspects rather then dwell on the negative. this whole thing will only benefit me in my future.
i have made some AMAZING lady friends, im greatfull everyday for them. GIRLS RULE
and there hott.New crushes are fun!! butterfly, nervous, excited, first kiss.. then CUT OFF. i cant get close to anyone for a while. i need to discover more about what i want instead of being what someone wants me to be.
Im sick right now, so im staying in tonight and im going to watch pineapple express, eat some licorice, and cuddle with my teddy bear. I hope you all have an amazing weekend and fill up your SG blogs with juicy stories.
XXX thanks for all your msgs and comments * use put a smile on my face everyday
JUL 14, 2011 06:53 PM
glad you are having fun, don't be sad 
JUL 14, 2011 06:53 PM
hiya hun , huggles .,
Get some rest and enjoy the movie 
Then ...
, when you get there.
Have fun till laters 
JUL 14, 2011 06:53 PM
Love how you're kicking ass & taking names, you rock gurrrl!
Reading your blog reminded me of this pic...
Phaseish
Miami, FL
April 2009
JUL 14, 2011 06:58 PM
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JUL 14, 2011 07:38 PM
Harry Potter tonight & hopefully my weekend will work out 
JUL 14, 2011 08:21 PM
To start with, none of us men are perfect, that is just obvious. lol You have such a beautiful smile and you shouldn't let anyone take it away. and you are also a Type O fan? Is it possible you get more amazing each day?
JUL 14, 2011 08:35 PM
I know that feeling all too well. anniversarys are bad like that. The ex will naturally pop in your mind on those days. I too find myself missing aspects of having a relationship at times. However since my last big breakup i have become such a independent lil bugger. Big kudos to you for living for yourself first. Too many ppl think that they have to be in a relationship. Have a beautiful night
JUL 14, 2011 08:36 PM
I thought I'd never find someone to just like me for who I am. I was always out in search of someone, and when I did click with a guy, the end result was still different from what I wanted... They'd just disappear. It was only when I payed no mind to any guy, when I was really thrown off and annoyed, and just wanted to be by myself and focus on my life that I met someone half way. Guy's aren't everything, but its nice to have them around 
Hope you feel better soon!
JUL 14, 2011 08:48 PM
After I broke up with my partner of 5 years, I felt like I had no identity without him. But after a few months by myself, not taking time to learn to love anyone but myself, I gained SO much confidence. I am so glad to see you're gaining that same confidence and are making great decisions for yourself. You're very strong and I admire you for that.
JUL 15, 2011 08:56 AM
JUL 15, 2011 04:13 PM
Little Bear! You're back! I missed reading your blogs.
Coming home so soo soon, so tell that Teddy Bear not to get to comfy in your arms because that's my job!
Lufff you lots, strong, sexy, smart, independent woman xx
Ps. My birthday party was funnnnnn
