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I saw dunx. He brought my stuff. Well, most of it. One of my dressers didn't make it, and I got a bunch of comic books and a heavy metal collection, I guess. Some dude who lives in his mom's basement is going to want those boxes back.

I'm sick. I'm sick in my brain, and I feel it in my entire body. It hurts more on some days than others, and some days I can't feel it at all. Those are the nights I sleep the best. Other nights I hardly sleep any, like last night, but I think that might have partially been because I miss dunx a lot, and I was sad. We didn't get to play pool as much as I would have liked, but we still had a good time. I wish we didn't have to live so far away from each other. It's a very long drive; I can't believe he made it here in one day.

Oh well. Maybe someday, someday when I'm well, we might be able to live closer to each other.



You can't fake happiness like this.

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So, being the help person, I am quite often (I'd say probably almost always) the first person people contact when they have a problem. This problem is often the fact that although we informed them many times during the signup process, including in big red letters before they entered their card information, they somehow missed the fact that they were going to be rebilled. After they are billed $9 a month after they signed up, they get angry. They write help requests insisting they get refunded that $9 and get very upset if I don't respond within an hour, even if it's in the middle of the night. When I inform them that I will not be giving them a refund, they get very upset. They call me nasty names. I think the worst thing anyone can ever think of to call me is "cunt", which amuses me. Apparently it's like, the worst thing you can call a woman. A cunt. Oh man, that cuts me to the very core! Cunt! Ouch!

Today I got something new. Someone who was obviously very upset about something that happened on the site and the fact that they got zotted actually made a threat on my life. I don't know who it is because they cleverly inserted "fuck you" into all the fields, and a lot of the request means nothing to me; apparently they think that someone other than me reads them and can figure out who sent the request and who zotted them. Me? I don't know. Frankly, I think it's pretty fucking weak to threaten me anonymously. I don't even know what I might have done to this person to make them want me dead. Did I rape their sister? I don't recall raping anyone recently. Perhaps when they were a n00b I told them I would kill them and they took me seriously. So that was weird. Perhaps it was the same person who sent this:

-- ORIGINAL REQUEST --
Isn't it odd that your own people are the ones causing the hell you now live. Who do you trust. You have created a war based on EGO. How ignorant to think that you are THE MAN. WTF. What happens when it all comes crashing down? What then? Reinstate all members you deleted or zotted and avoid huge legal fees. Eliminate censorship of the community and allow the community to take care of itself. You had a beautiful thing going, but obviously the EGO got too big. Deflate it and enjoy what has been created. This is sound advice. If you think I am wrong, picture a life in debt, legal fees, defamation suits, possible constitutional rights infringement, libel, slander, retaliation violations, wire fraud, obscenity violations, etc. Your surrounding community decides what is appropriate standards. WAKE UP!!!!!

You know, if someone really wants to get their voice heard by the staff, they should email the staff. Sending me a help request does nothing. I have absolutely no control over the content of the site. I suppose they get to vent their frustration over whever the fuck it is their frustrated about, but in the end it gets them nowhere. All it does it make me cringe. It does nothing to change what happens at SG. No one tells me anything. I'm like Siberia or something. People submit help requests asking why they were zotted and I have no fucking idea. We have a "renew your membership" special? I don't hear about it until someone submits a help request complaining that their code won't work. So people actually think I know what the fuck all this recent drama is about? HAHAHA!! Holy shit! I'm the last to know about anything. Everything I know concerning the recent drama I've heard from members, so who the fuck knows how true it is. The rest of the staff tells me nothing.

To sum up:

Fuck your nine bucks and your crappy insults.
Please don't send me death threats.
No, I don't know why you were zotted.
If you have suggestions, email them to someone who can do something, because telling me does nothing.
If you take your frustrations out on me, I will not hesitate to take my frustrations out on you.

Thanks.

I just went a really long time without internet.

Yes, I have a lot of help requests to answer.

No, I will not answer any more of them tonight. I have answered enough. I am very tired after spending all day trying to get this shit working. That, and beers.

If you want to be nice, you can leave more pictures of hot guys for me to check out tomorrow when I have to answer the rest.

My stuff still has not arrived. It should be in Dallas on Wednesday or Thursday. I hope Wednesday, for then I get to sleep in my bed on Thursday.

I also would like to point out that even though my Habit set has me rubbing a cross on my junk in it, it has not been censored because, well, only things involving blood, death, bondage and excrement are obscene. Blasphemy is not, I guess. Take that, religious right. Haha. Fuckers.

My old friend StrangeX visited StackedUpXXII and I this weekend. It was fun. I hadn't seen him since last summer, and even then we didn't really hang out so much. We went to the Carrboro Music Festival. My brother played in two bands there. It was neat.

Um, yeah. I gotta go. Later, guys.

yeah dude so like the spartans rock my lame ass

talk about men

hot damn

post your shield wall pictures here

God, toe shoes are SO HOT. How I wish I could see her from the side in this picture:



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gah...

There need to be more pictures on this site of girls in toe shoes. Does anyone else besides me find girls en pointe to be unbelieveably sexy?







And what I wouldn't give for the knee-high version of these in matte leather...



Am I missing any? Please tell me there are more pictures of girls on their tippy tip toes on this site.

I think liking toe shoes has contributed to my love of dancer feet. They all have the same calloused, twisted, flexible feet. They're so pretty.

I am the only one?

"Are you going to shoot that whole shot?"

"No, I'm gunna pour it down my front. What do you think?"



Dude, all you schlubs should move to my house. We'll drink triply filtered Aristocrat vodka. It's fuckin' smooth.

still bangkok's pissing rain
and we're goin' blind again

everything dies baby that's a fact
but maybe everything that dies one day comes back

Please post pictures of hot guys on here so I can look at them after I work. It can be you, your boyfriend, someone you know, someone from the site or not, Johnny Depp, whatever. I'd like to look at some hot guys. If they're kissing or something, even better. In fact, if you have any pictures of me kissing a hot guy, you should post those.

I already have 3 mosquito bites on my right knee. They itch like crazy.

I saw a cricket on the floor earlier. My brother said we only had ants and little roaches. I think I won't sleep on the floor again.

I hope dunx shows up with my bed soon.

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