SuicideGirl: Al
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NOVEMBER 19, 2005 @ 06:33 AM


I sit, all day, alone. I am cold. The house is cold. Food makes me sick. My sleep is fitful, when I get it. The nightmares come in the morning.

Perhaps I should go to grad school... somewhere... for something that might interest me. I just don't remember what interests me.

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mastercraftsman

mastercraftsman

Charlotte, NC
November 2005

NOV 19, 2005 06:15 PM

Do what inspires you Al. I'm here living proof, do whatvever you want but pour your soul into it and fucking BE the best. I got no education, besides myself, my drive. I would be in love with you but you love another

mastercraftsman

mastercraftsman

Charlotte, NC
November 2005

NOV 19, 2005 06:28 PM

My last post sucked. Just thought I'd add that. Saturday night and I'm home nursing a sick dog. You are very beautiful. He'll die in a couple of days so I can't really think about much else.... If you close your eyes for a moment... think of the time when LIFE WAS GOOD. I'll be glad. That's all. Simple me. Simple him.....

mastercraftsman

mastercraftsman

Charlotte, NC
November 2005

NOV 19, 2005 06:30 PM

Do what inspires you Al. I'm here living proof, do whatvever you want but pour your soul into it and fucking BE the best. I got no education, besides myself, my drive. I would be in love with you but you love another

mastercraftsman

mastercraftsman

Charlotte, NC
November 2005

NOV 19, 2005 06:31 PM

Do what inspires you Al. I'm here living proof, do whatvever you want but pour your soul into it and fucking BE the best. I got no education, besides myself, my drive. I would be in love with you but you love another

Tangus

Tangus

Chicago, IL
November 2005

NOV 19, 2005 06:54 PM

are you coming tonight?!

the_damned_fool

the_damned_fool

Salt Lake City, UT
November 2004

NOV 19, 2005 07:45 PM

I'm doin' a crossword puzzle and I need a word for "caring about others". Wow.

[Edited on Nov 20, 2005 12:50PM]

Vaux

Vaux

I'm lost
January 2008

NOV 19, 2005 11:09 PM

I wish you the best with figurin' it out...

[Edited on Nov 20, 2005 3:22AM]

figmentation

figmentation

I'm lost
December 2003

NOV 20, 2005 06:23 AM

get up.
go out side.
sit.
breathe

sandman226

sandman226

Blacklick, OH
July 2003

NOV 20, 2005 06:53 AM

Yep, trying to figure out what you want to do when you grow up is hard. I'm right there with ya.

DullLifelessHair

DullLifelessHair

United Kingdom
November 2004

NOV 20, 2005 07:14 AM

Go back, Al. Life has been cold and empty since I left.

LaneMeyer

LaneMeyer

Brooklyn, NY
August 2002

NOV 20, 2005 09:41 AM

I have the flu. What about you?

Love,
LM

mk700c

mk700c

Ann Arbor, MI
December 2003

NOV 20, 2005 10:45 AM

what dunx said.

Inks

Inks

Sarasota, FL
June 2005

NOV 20, 2005 11:09 AM

at one point math was an intrest to you

Dogslife

dogslife

Toronto, ON
April 2003

NOV 20, 2005 04:31 PM

Ditto what Splixx said.

But it did help kill off the "what if I'd gone to grad school" line of self-questioning that would have come up again and again had I done things differently.

If you can find a school that'll pay your way and is located somewhere you wouldn't mind living for a while, then I think you should do it.

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