i'm toying, yet again, with the idea of coming back to sg.

i need:

+to make art.

+to make more money.

+a solid photographer who isn't sleazy and can work around my ridiculous school schedule.

+to know that sg will take less than eight hundred years to publish my set.

thoughts?

always,

aileen.

i know, i know. i've been a big tease for a good month and a half now. i'll let you all know the second i get in front of a camera again. but in the meantime...

i got my tragus pierced yesterday...

and i am still hopelessly in love with that smile.

<3, aileen

so.

after having a very long conversation with my girlfriend, i have decided that i will no longer be an active model- i'm in the process of becoming ex-SG.

i know this may come as a surprise to some of you, but i want to make it clear that she's not "making" me do this- its a decision i've made with her help- my relationship with her means more than submitting new sets.

i know, and have explained to her that my "Channeling Miss Bronte" set was bought and cannot be taken off the site. i'm working on "lunch-n-ette" being removed, but if it stays, that's okay too. i think it was just the idea of me submitting new sets that bothered her, and hence upset me.

i made the decision to join SG long before i met her- when i was in the worst state of self loathing and extreme insecurity. this site and the people i've met through the site have helped me overcome that low sense of self. maybe i'm shallow for thinking so, but the compliments i received here, both for my sets and various postings, really helped me overcome that sense that i was worthless and ugly.

thank you so much to everyone who has helped me, including my photographers, my old friends who bought subscriptions just to see the pictures i'd already showed them, and to my new friends that i've met through this site. please keep in touch

love always,

Anna Aileen<3

i hate finals. no, just school in general, really.

and being the new person at work- cos that means i have to purge a bunch of clinets' charts. for no other reason except that the file cabinets are overflowing.

our dog is the shit. but raising a puppy is sort of like raising a kid. hard. but i lovers him, so its worth it<3

busy bee is me.

xoxo, Aileen

ps: i will be 20 in less than a month

" we have a black president, i do what i want." -my cousin's response as to why she didn't go to school the day after the election because she got drunk, celebrating.

and damn, i wanted to join in, but i had work the next day. life happens.

tut is on his way to being potty trained...i honestly think that the few accidents he does have are just because he's pissed off that he doesn't have our full, undivided attention. he's a terror, but a smart one. no honestly, he's such a good boy...he just has his moments.

i spending the night with girlfriend for the first night in a week. for the next three nights! yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

i'm gonna go order some chinese food now

have a good weekend, everyone<3

xoxo, Aileen

ps: i have just renewed my love for the candy airheads...but not just the regular ones, the sour blue rasberry ones. damn people at work for bringing the leftover halloween candy to the break room.

GO. FUCKING. VOTE.

kaythanks

xoxo, Aileen

ps: king tut peed outside twice last night...progress is sweet<3

KING TUT...

is our new 5 month old, 4 lbs, black and tan, spastic terror of a chihuahua. and i <3 him.

pics soon...prepare yourselves for cuteness overload.

ps...i guess this means we're married

xoxo, Aileen

happy halloween to all! (oh, and happy new year to some) i'm at home, oh so lonely, passing out candy...but not a single chillun yet here's to hoping!

new job is working out swell...it's just going to be a while til i get a paycheck because i started the week of a pay period (last week...i only worked one day) and i'll have to wait til the end of next week to get a check:p oh well, at least its coming!

recent awesome find: kama sutra chocolate body paint, kids. i could seriously eat the whole damn thing off the gf. it tastes like those tiny godiva liquor-choclolates

still in talks with scottsmallin and candycrimson about shooting some sets here soon!

eat a ridiculous amount of candy tonight, ladies and gents +as xtina's "candyman" comes on...dances!+

oh goodness, its been an eventful week. new job, non-stop cleaning, pumpkin carving, the works.

tomorrow mi madre and i are throwing a halloween party, and there will be a lot of cooking to do still before the night is over! she will meet girlfriend's papa tomorrow, and girlfriend will meet my god parents tomorrow, too!

oh man. my hair is long enough to pull back into a pony tail. schaweeeeet!

hmmm...what else?

my love for chocolate pop tarts has been renewed

xoxo,

aileen