SuicideGirl: Aileen
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APRIL 30, 2008 @ 09:29 AM


if i think too much, i tailspin. if i don't think enough, i end up desperate to explain myself. this is pretty much applicable to everything going on with me right now. i don't think that i'll ever find contentment until i'm free of everyone but myself. and in the meantime, i'll do my best to have the constant stimulation of those who make me feel like i'm worth something.

"Im missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise
I know the signs are on and I feel this too
None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you

And I'm wasting away, away from you
And I'm wasting away, away from you

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to

You had me at hello.

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours (like yours)
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right

Would it be okay,
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?

And I'm wasting away, away from you
And I'm wasting away, away from you

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to

You had me at hello."
-A Day To Remember
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jonnytrrrash7

jonnytrrrash7

Vatican City
February 2004

APR 30, 2008 10:41 AM

i'm all too familiar with your headspace right now. i think we all end up there from time to time. i guess the trick is to be able to just be, but i think that's a life long process.

whoa, not meaning to come off all heavy. sometimes just getting drunk helps!

ShelterFromCold

ShelterFromCold

Gaithersburg, MD
December 2007

MAY 01, 2008 12:19 PM

The show was ok, I wasn't really all into it. Mostly because I dropped my phone and spent most of the time trying to find the back case for the battery in the dark during the show. I've been able to cook ever since I was old enough to use the stove and oven so cooking for the ladies was never a problem haha. I just don't know if that's what I want to do professionally.

I'm feeling the same way you are at the moment, but with complacency instead of content.

ShelterFromCold

ShelterFromCold

Gaithersburg, MD
December 2007

MAY 01, 2008 09:56 PM

She's totally hot! It's just that it's hard to get down when there's all these 13 year old scene kids running around, it gets kind of annoying.

And sure I would love to cook for you and your friends some time. I haven't cooked in awhile, mostly just been baking so I need to shake off the rust smile

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