so my weekend kinda sucked. i got arrested. DUI. should be able to get out of it tho. kinda lame.

heres some pics from last night.







gah i need to get my hair done. that will be done on tuesday.

blah blah blah. nothing else to really say.

so ive got this weird bruise from last nite. really strange. got paid so i went out even tho it was a school night, got my bar stool and parked my ass there till i was pleasantly sloshed and ran around kissing everyone. PK's now has Fat Tire on tap. sweet. now i have two beers i like there. fat tire and newcastle. gimme a frosty mug please.

more pictures this weekend. i promise.

since i havent gotten around to it yet.....heres some pics from my weekend and you can see my new piercing. woohoo my septum....it tickles.

ill take a better pic when i get a chance.

so i have a new hobby when i go runnin in the woods....















so ive been super stressed getting ready for school and stuff. first week is almost over. i have class in a minute. seems like all the things in my life that stress me out left for the summer but all came rushing back as soon as i moved back in to my school apartment.

when i take new pics of my face ill put em up. hopefully this routine of school will help ground me and help me eat better. i really was bad over the summer.

::sigh::

my sister is going home tomorrow. we had fun.

um my feet fucking hurt. like shooting pains in my heels. ive been working too much.
and the new sunglasses are the shit.


balls.

look its blue and my shirt matches.
hrm....maybe i should smile.

doin pretty good. still trailer fabulous all by myself. was in chicago last weekend and had a great time eating kobe beef and biking on LSD. felt good to be in chicago. cant wait to go back.

im here feel free to talk to me. im just kinda antisocial lately.

i think i want love and lust tattooed on my toes. id get it on my knuckles but it kinda way too up front for a funeral director.

need a new piercing. need help deciding what. running out of options. thinking about microdermals but i dont think the place i go to does them.

chest piercing?

so since ive been out of the loop for so long. heres a bit of an update.

i now live in a trailer. im trailer fabulous.



i went to wisconsin with my family for a week. very relaxing, i needed it. whenever i go there i regress back to being 8 years old. i run around catch frogs, crayfish, turtles. play in the river. pretty much be a goofball.
see my bucket o' frogs?

i always freak mom out and bring them in the house

it was a nice trip. wish i could go back.
when i came back to carbondale i found this on my front door.

think the Lunesta commercial.
My friend/ex came to visit me for a while. he brought his kitten, Puppy.

she doesnt like getting her nails clipped hence the kitten burrito.
it was nice having him here. when i get more pictures from him ill share our awesome adventures in the great outdoors.

ive decided to keep my hair platinum for the summer.





so yeah thats me right now. just so you know i still look good.

im living all alone and been feelin pretty bummed out about some stuff. me and my cable and internet are like this! ::crosses fingers in your face::
back too cooking for myself
atleast i get to be naked all the time.

PS: for any chuck palahniuk fans his new book is amazing as he always is. go buy it. its called Snuff.

i need to purchase a realistic looking vibrating 9" dildo with balls to compensate for the lack of available/desirable/good dick in my life.

any suggestions?

and my new favorite word that i plan on using quite often is "skadoosh"
so who wants to take me to see this?

sorry ive been nonexistent. he was visiting me for the past two weeks and the week before that i was in Wisconsin and at home with family.
now im back to living by myself. my roommate will be leaving monday. but shit it would be great if i had friends. people i actually like. i just want him to come back.

and i gained back the weight i had lost because we like to cook together. often at midnight. we both have such a love for good food. and now im feeling pretty low so that isnt helping my snacking habits.

between feeling fat and feeling alone this past day has been pretty lame. i just hope it gets better.
atleast im getting more hours at work. so then ill have money im pretty sick of being broke and bothering my mom for money.

its saturday night and im just staying in on the couch. i dont know how much money i have left in my bank account. im not really interested in seeing all the drunk guys who just want to have sex with me.

back to law and order:SVU

hope everyone is ok in SG land.
ill put up a new picture sometime soon.

DO NOT SEE "THE HAPPENING"

What happened? Everyone in the theater got fucked.