i love my friday the 13th shirt.

doing alright lately. turned 27 in February. Just taking things day by day. Looking forward to all the weddings this summer.

i need a vacation really bad.

i need a long wooded trail that goes to the top of some look out point.
i need the rustle of trees and the hush of a forest getting ready for night.
i need a bar stool in a dark bar with the sounds of pool balls hitting each other and a towns night life waking up.
i need good food made by good friends in places that have only one location.
i need bonfires surrounded by friends and family and beers clinking together.
i need some freedom.

In remembrance of my little brother. We called him Spuddy Boy.

Well worth the pain, the drive, and the money.

I love you Spud.

This is my sister's tattoo in remembrance of our brother who passed away on the 10th. I will be getting one also that will be similar but not exactly the same.

We called him Spuddy Boy. hence the potato.

Keep an eye out for mine. I will hopefully be getting it on the 24th which is my 27th birthday.

If you have a brother go hug him right now or as soon as you can. Tell him you love him.

If you know someone struggling with heroin addiction please hug them and tell them you love them.


I will always love you little brother. I miss you already.

xmas went well. got a new purse.

looking forward to New Years this weekend.

What are your plans?

got a new septum ring. I LOVE IT. it what i have always wanted. and new clears for my nostrils that are 200000X more comfortable and less noticeable.

hoo and ray.

also BF is over. eff today. i cant wait till the year when that black friday is just another friday.

from the honeymoon. much needed alone time in the woods of wisconsin.



and from saturday night when i did my makeup for a Halloween show.

and being silly and vampire-y....oh and drunk.

Happy Halloween! hope you all get to have fun!

married! these are from the photobooth. when the photographers pictures come in ill be sure to show you more!

honeymoon starts the 10th. cant-freakin-wait.

i feel so lucky to have such a amazing friends and family who helped us celebrate and made our wedding day amazing.

highlights:
- Pantera and a headbang circle rounding out the night
- my bridesmaids changing into their converse shoes
- the bar having to restock.....twice.
- the garter flasks i gave my girls being such a hit
- getting to see people i havent seen in a long time
- the genuine joy and happiness friends and family have for us

people always ask: do you feel different? i guess i do a little bit. its this sense of its not just me. i am part of a whole. i am half of something.

its pretty cool.

I get married in 9 days.

im not nervous. im excited to be done planning and see all my hard work come together.
im terribly excited to see all the people i have not seen in a a long time.

its going to be amazing and im going to look amazing.

im excited that Dorsal and her husband will be at my ceremony.

this wedding is going to be a fucking ball.

I'm watching Bridesmaids right now. Hilarious movie! I plan to watch it again this weekend with my bridesmaids My bachelorette party is this weekend. Dinner and drinks tomorrow and then bar hopping saturday.

I CANT WAIT!