SuicideGirl: Adaline
suicidegirl

Adaline what can I sink my teeth into...

I’m private
 
OCTOBER 10, 2007 @ 09:25 PM


My boyfriend of 4years cheated on me. With the girl who hooked us up. "Friend" right? Now with all the fights, I'm afraid I'm gonna get evicted. I told him he should leave, he's leaving for home for about a month. Thank god. The last thing I need right now is to get kicked out. He broke my heart. I don't think I could give my heart with faith to anyone again. At least not for a very long time and with a lot of work.

I am twenty two. The first man I ever was with, I dated him for three years. He cheated on me for a year and then dated that girl when we broke up. Then I met him. Thought he was great. I was assalted in Chicago by someone I thought was my friend. Then the man I loved, who I wanted to be by their side till the day I die, cheats on me and lies about it for six months. Then lies to my face when I confront him about it. And my "friend" stabbed me in the back. Now I may be facing eviction. I am only twenty two. I am a good person with a good heart. I am dedicated. I am a hard worker. I deserve better than this shit.

Previous

PAGE: 

1 | 2 | 3

Next

Comments
Elettra

Elettra

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

OCT 10, 2007 09:28 PM

You really do deserve better than that. What a horrible set of circumstances. I'm sorry. frown

DeadBilly

DeadBilly

Burnt Cabins, PA
February 2004

OCT 10, 2007 09:29 PM

I'm sorry frown

Fatality

Fatality

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

OCT 10, 2007 09:30 PM

Hang in there, lady

nikonphoto80

nikonphoto80

Lexington, KY
December 2004

OCT 10, 2007 09:32 PM

Damn that is so bad, I'm so sorry to hear that, I don't see how anyone could be mean to you, your so nice and care so much for the people around you. don't worry things will get better, bad things happen to good people, but then good things happen to. I have had so many bad things happen, and they just keep happening, but I'm strange and I have so many things wrong with me, so I don't think my life will ever be good. but you are so smart, so nice and have so much talent, you will do great things, I know you will, just you wait and see.

i will always be your friend.

nikonphoto80

nikonphoto80

Lexington, KY
December 2004

OCT 10, 2007 09:45 PM

It happened so many years ago, I didn't think about it for a long time, but a couple of weeks ago I just started thinking about it. When it happened I was like I just don't see him as being that kind of guy. I use to get every news paper that the story was in and keep them. About 3 weeks ago I got on the internet and started looking for some articles on the story, one of them had a photo of him, I printed it out but I had to put it away, when I looked at it I would be so creped out, his eyes looked so dead, I may post that photo in my next journal if I can find it again.

Just remember things could be worse, you could be like me going down a dead end street. You will do great things with great people. your only 22 after all.






Lee

Lee

SUICIDEGIRL

Quebec, Canada

OCT 10, 2007 09:46 PM

I'm sorry to hear that sweetie. Looks like you and a few other SGs have the same problems frown

Dowan

Dowan

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

OCT 10, 2007 09:46 PM

Dude. So sorry. You're too cute for that bullShit! I live in Wyoming, if you want me to beat him up, i will.

The_Boss

The_Boss

I'm lost
June 2007

OCT 10, 2007 09:47 PM

Woah wow sounds like my life just the girl version. Sorry that shit happens to the best people but I'm starting to learn that we are just easier to be walked on/taken advantage of... it sucks but meh push on forward! Lucky always changes in favor of the good people in the end.

sandalgod

sandalgod

San Diego, CA
May 2006

OCT 10, 2007 09:51 PM

damn thats shitty! nobody deserves to be crapped on like that. i had and ex that broke my heart (by way of cheating) a while ago too. it takes a while to get over it but you'll be ok. and remember karma is a bitch. i just saw your blog on the front page and i felt compelled to comment. smile

Tippie

tippie

I'm lost
November 2003

OCT 10, 2007 09:53 PM

wow
an i thought trying to fly home was rough

Larianna

Larianna

Portland, OR
October 2005

OCT 10, 2007 10:03 PM

What a bastard. You do deserve so much better. frown *hug*

Rellkin

Rellkin

Burlington, VT
December 2003

OCT 10, 2007 10:06 PM

sorry to hear this! Hope things get better soon and i agree with sandalgod karma will get him in the end as well as bring you good things seeing as its in some major debt to you.

crazedone

crazedone

Sacramento, CA
February 2007

OCT 10, 2007 11:41 PM

Shit happens dude. Just know that you are better than those people. Only the weak do the nasty things you described in your blog. You don't need those types. I know I'm just speaking the obvious. You'll be fine, time is everything.

gujsel

gujsel

Italy
November 2005

OCT 11, 2007 01:39 AM

i'm sorry my sweety is a bad thing i know your feelings and i hope for you a very fanatstic guy ....fanatstic like you .....i'm close to you ....a big big hug!!! kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

starsnflames

starsnflames

Finland
October 2004

OCT 11, 2007 04:09 AM

sorry to hear that!!karma will make him pay!!! i wish you good luck for these fights of yours!!! wink kiss

PreviousNext
Past
OCTOBER 2007

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31

SEPTEMBER 2007

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

AUGUST 2007

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31

JULY 2007

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31