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I had my first date with an older guy. He could have been my father lol. he was cool. wasn't a fan of the piercings or tattoos. Guess I got to choose my battles. I need to blow my way to the top and take out the shit in my face lol. We'll see.
Bahahaha! I'm taking online traffic school as we speak... I keep getting a message to slow down lol. I can't help it, I am just skimming and taking the tests. It's not rocket science. I guess I'll have to kill the extra time on here. This stuff is sooo easy. I remember having to sit in a class when I was 17. Eight hours of a bunch of people who didn't want to be there. Thank God the internet has taken over the world and we an take the 8 hour class in the comfort of our homes. In this case it will be a 3 hour class in the comfort of my bed while watching Family Guy.
Oh the insanity. I should have done this a month ago. I am such a procrastinator.
In other news... I had a good weekend. I had to work, but it was all right. There was the Hare Krishna parade on the boardwalk. It was very bright and colorful.
Well, I'm on the last section of my traffic school... Hooray! My speeding misfortune is almost over!
Oh the insanity. I should have done this a month ago. I am such a procrastinator.
In other news... I had a good weekend. I had to work, but it was all right. There was the Hare Krishna parade on the boardwalk. It was very bright and colorful.
Well, I'm on the last section of my traffic school... Hooray! My speeding misfortune is almost over!
So today kinda sucked at work. I opened and of course the place filled in .5 seconds. I had this one table who for some reason hated me from the moment I greeted them. They complained about everything from the food to my service. I've never been treated so poorly in my entire life.
The more I think about it the more it upsets me. I know I am a good waitress. Everyone loves me... usually... They wanted separate checks after they started ordering drinks... keep in mind we do everything on paper and have no computer system, so transfers are impossible due to management rules. then they'd finish a beer and if I took more than two minutes to get another, they would yell they were thirsty... I get my drinks from the bartender... I can't help it if he is slow... its not like they were the only people in the fucking bar... I was!!! I know I shouldn't let it bother me, but it really affected my whole day. At one point I was shaking!!! I deal with a lot of assholes... but these people were just evil.
I told my boss what was up and she handled it. For once I am happy with the way management dealt with the situation.
They got a two free meals out of the deal. I hope they feel better about themselves now. They kept telling my manager they loved her and she was awesome for saving them from the horrible waitress. I'm more pissed that I just didn't tell them to FUCK OFF! My bar really cares less about customer satisfaction, except for the fact they had a bunch of alcohol to pay for. I could have spilt their drinks and told the stupid bitch how old and ugly she was... I could have done sooo much more to them, but I guess I'm better than that.
This is so dumb, why do I care so much? One table of old ugly people (ugly meaning ugly hearts) ... actually there was one woman who was the antagonist... if it weren't for her, they would have been fine. It doesn't matter if one table was pissed off... all the locals tell me how great I work... In fact, I told some of them the way the table was treating me. One of the band guys stood over their table and gave them the evil eye for like three minutes, and my other dear friend followed them outside and told them loosen up. I really just need to get over this. i know I am more upset that I didn't stand up for myself... and
Sorry, I had to vent. I feel a lot better now. Screw them. I'm a nice person and work very hard. It shows with the amount of cash I bring home in tips every night.
I guess the moral of all this is to remind you all to please be nice to your waitresses. We are human beings too. Be happy, negative vibes rub off and that is not good. It only makes things harder.
PS... I know there are a lot of idiots in this world, and if you decide not to tip then fine... just don't be mean! lol.
The more I think about it the more it upsets me. I know I am a good waitress. Everyone loves me... usually... They wanted separate checks after they started ordering drinks... keep in mind we do everything on paper and have no computer system, so transfers are impossible due to management rules. then they'd finish a beer and if I took more than two minutes to get another, they would yell they were thirsty... I get my drinks from the bartender... I can't help it if he is slow... its not like they were the only people in the fucking bar... I was!!! I know I shouldn't let it bother me, but it really affected my whole day. At one point I was shaking!!! I deal with a lot of assholes... but these people were just evil.
I told my boss what was up and she handled it. For once I am happy with the way management dealt with the situation.
They got a two free meals out of the deal. I hope they feel better about themselves now. They kept telling my manager they loved her and she was awesome for saving them from the horrible waitress. I'm more pissed that I just didn't tell them to FUCK OFF! My bar really cares less about customer satisfaction, except for the fact they had a bunch of alcohol to pay for. I could have spilt their drinks and told the stupid bitch how old and ugly she was... I could have done sooo much more to them, but I guess I'm better than that.
This is so dumb, why do I care so much? One table of old ugly people (ugly meaning ugly hearts) ... actually there was one woman who was the antagonist... if it weren't for her, they would have been fine. It doesn't matter if one table was pissed off... all the locals tell me how great I work... In fact, I told some of them the way the table was treating me. One of the band guys stood over their table and gave them the evil eye for like three minutes, and my other dear friend followed them outside and told them loosen up. I really just need to get over this. i know I am more upset that I didn't stand up for myself... and
Sorry, I had to vent. I feel a lot better now. Screw them. I'm a nice person and work very hard. It shows with the amount of cash I bring home in tips every night.
I guess the moral of all this is to remind you all to please be nice to your waitresses. We are human beings too. Be happy, negative vibes rub off and that is not good. It only makes things harder.
PS... I know there are a lot of idiots in this world, and if you decide not to tip then fine... just don't be mean! lol.
So I'm buying a bass guitar today. I sent the energy out there that I wanted to start a band, and I've managed to find them. I need to start practicing. As much as I want to throw out a grand and get some sick pink bass... I'm going to have to settle for craigslist finds, just until I can upgrade.
So the band will be me on bass, this super cute young blonde bombshell on keyboard and vocals, a red head bombshell on guitar, and this super cute sick drummer boy on drums. Not sure what our name will be, but we will be a super punk rock girl band.
Oh the insanity!!! Can't wait to start practicing and writing songs together!!!
So the band will be me on bass, this super cute young blonde bombshell on keyboard and vocals, a red head bombshell on guitar, and this super cute sick drummer boy on drums. Not sure what our name will be, but we will be a super punk rock girl band.
Oh the insanity!!! Can't wait to start practicing and writing songs together!!!
Oh glorious day! I have decided to change today. I was stuck in a rut and following the same old routine. I felt I need to change... so I did.
Not only do I feel better about myself already... I got a new idea for a set. You'll have to wait to see cause I don't want to give it away, but I jacked the idea from this horrible movie. It's going to be sweet! A lot of time for my make-up and stuff, but totally worth it.
Bored at work today... So i took a photo...
Not only do I feel better about myself already... I got a new idea for a set. You'll have to wait to see cause I don't want to give it away, but I jacked the idea from this horrible movie. It's going to be sweet! A lot of time for my make-up and stuff, but totally worth it.
Bored at work today... So i took a photo...
Today is one of those morning you wake up and wonder what the hell happened last night. I know I drank a lot... for me... tequila...1800...
It really doesn't take much to get me drunk... and then I black out.
My roommate hasn't said anything, so I'm pretty sure nothing crazy happened, but where is the boy and where is the dog lol? I had both of those over here last night. I think I just passed out... alone... with my clothes on... in my bed... but the air was on and I never turn it on.
I have no bruises or injuries... no pain... not even a very bad hangover...
No random drunk dials or text... thank god!
I suppose I'll just move on.
It really doesn't take much to get me drunk... and then I black out.
My roommate hasn't said anything, so I'm pretty sure nothing crazy happened, but where is the boy and where is the dog lol? I had both of those over here last night. I think I just passed out... alone... with my clothes on... in my bed... but the air was on and I never turn it on.
I have no bruises or injuries... no pain... not even a very bad hangover...
No random drunk dials or text... thank god!
I suppose I'll just move on.
Oh incase you were wondering... I have a lot more to offer than boobs and tattoos... Here is a little literature to enjoy. As the weekend come to an end for most, for me it will soon begin. Hooray!!
LUCY GRAY
OR, SOLITUDE
William Wordsworth
OFT I had heard of Lucy Gray:
And, when I crossed the wild,
I chanced to see at break of day
The solitary child.
No mate, no comrade Lucy knew;
She dwelt on a wide moor,
--The sweetest thing that ever grew
Beside a human door!
You yet may spy the fawn at play,
The hare upon the green;
But the sweet face of Lucy Gray
Will never more be seen.
"To-night will be a stormy night--
You to the town must go;
And take a lantern, Child, to light
Your mother through the snow."
"That, Father! will I gladly do:
'Tis scarcely afternoon--
The minster-clock has just struck two,
And yonder is the moon!"
At this the Father raised his hook,
And snapped a faggot-band;
He plied his work;--and Lucy took
The lantern in her hand.
Not blither is the mountain roe:
With many a wanton stroke
Her feet disperse the powdery snow,
That rises up like smoke.
The storm came on before its time:
She wandered up and down;
And many a hill did Lucy climb:
But never reached the town.
The wretched parents all that night
Went shouting far and wide;
But there was neither sound nor sight
To serve them for a guide.
At day-break on a hill they stood
That overlooked the moor;
And thence they saw the bridge of wood,
A furlong from their door.
They wept--and, turning homeward, cried,
"In heaven we all shall meet;"
--When in the snow the mother spied
The print of Lucy's feet.
Then downwards from the steep hill's edge
They tracked the footmarks small;
And through the broken hawthorn hedge,
And by the long stone-wall;
And then an open field they crossed:
The marks were still the same;
They tracked them on, nor ever lost;
And to the bridge they came.
They followed from the snowy bank
Those footmarks, one by one,
Into the middle of the plank;
And further there were none!
--Yet some maintain that to this day
She is a living child;
That you may see sweet Lucy Gray
Upon the lonesome wild.
O'er rough and smooth she trips along,
And never looks behind;
And sings a solitary song
That whistles in the wind.
LUCY GRAY
OR, SOLITUDE
William Wordsworth
OFT I had heard of Lucy Gray:
And, when I crossed the wild,
I chanced to see at break of day
The solitary child.
No mate, no comrade Lucy knew;
She dwelt on a wide moor,
--The sweetest thing that ever grew
Beside a human door!
You yet may spy the fawn at play,
The hare upon the green;
But the sweet face of Lucy Gray
Will never more be seen.
"To-night will be a stormy night--
You to the town must go;
And take a lantern, Child, to light
Your mother through the snow."
"That, Father! will I gladly do:
'Tis scarcely afternoon--
The minster-clock has just struck two,
And yonder is the moon!"
At this the Father raised his hook,
And snapped a faggot-band;
He plied his work;--and Lucy took
The lantern in her hand.
Not blither is the mountain roe:
With many a wanton stroke
Her feet disperse the powdery snow,
That rises up like smoke.
The storm came on before its time:
She wandered up and down;
And many a hill did Lucy climb:
But never reached the town.
The wretched parents all that night
Went shouting far and wide;
But there was neither sound nor sight
To serve them for a guide.
At day-break on a hill they stood
That overlooked the moor;
And thence they saw the bridge of wood,
A furlong from their door.
They wept--and, turning homeward, cried,
"In heaven we all shall meet;"
--When in the snow the mother spied
The print of Lucy's feet.
Then downwards from the steep hill's edge
They tracked the footmarks small;
And through the broken hawthorn hedge,
And by the long stone-wall;
And then an open field they crossed:
The marks were still the same;
They tracked them on, nor ever lost;
And to the bridge they came.
They followed from the snowy bank
Those footmarks, one by one,
Into the middle of the plank;
And further there were none!
--Yet some maintain that to this day
She is a living child;
That you may see sweet Lucy Gray
Upon the lonesome wild.
O'er rough and smooth she trips along,
And never looks behind;
And sings a solitary song
That whistles in the wind.
Thank you everyone for such positive feedback on my set! I really appreciate it ; )
I woke up to the most glorious morning today! I have the day off and I'm enjoying being able to lay in bed and do nothing. I would be going to the beach to lay out, but I think it is still too early for the new tattoos. I'll wait another week or so. Sunscreen is now my best friend.
So, I guess I'll just keep enjoying my laziness and relax.
I woke up to the most glorious morning today! I have the day off and I'm enjoying being able to lay in bed and do nothing. I would be going to the beach to lay out, but I think it is still too early for the new tattoos. I'll wait another week or so. Sunscreen is now my best friend.
So, I guess I'll just keep enjoying my laziness and relax.
Guess what!! My set goes up in MR tomorrow. Crazy! Mom and dad are going to be mad. lol. I'm already conditioning myself for when they find out... We are taking a cruise over christmas and it will probably be the last time I have a family... They supported me when I said I wanted to move to LA and work in film... They even supported me when I was doing crazy shit to my hair and piercing my face... The two things they said they would never condone is tattoos and getting naked on camera... Whoops! So which one should I reveal first... I could be like... "Hey mom and dad, yeah... I know you said no tattoos, but it's ok... I get them for work... online... I just get a little naked..." Or I could be like..."Hey mom and dad, ya know how I'm a grown-up paying my own rent and bills? Well, I have a couple jobs, and one features these awesome tattoos I've gotten. Aren't they super cute??? You should see my photos!"
Either way, I'll just have to deal with their reactions. They have always known that I'm an artist and I do what I want when i want. I work hard and have done the whole college thing, job thing, and typical theme life. I don't want to be typical. I have a degree in journalism which I got in three in half years when it "typically" takes five. I moved to LA by myself and have lasted a year in half and seen half my friends come and go when it got too difficult. I want to change the world through documentary film and explain policies and support human rights through words and images everyone can understand. The fact that I have couple tattoos isn't going to hold me back... But you all know that. I know I don't have to explain any of this to you. And that is why I am a part of this place, and I hope you all enjoy my photos.
I am off to work now.
Lucy Gray is Drella.
Either way, I'll just have to deal with their reactions. They have always known that I'm an artist and I do what I want when i want. I work hard and have done the whole college thing, job thing, and typical theme life. I don't want to be typical. I have a degree in journalism which I got in three in half years when it "typically" takes five. I moved to LA by myself and have lasted a year in half and seen half my friends come and go when it got too difficult. I want to change the world through documentary film and explain policies and support human rights through words and images everyone can understand. The fact that I have couple tattoos isn't going to hold me back... But you all know that. I know I don't have to explain any of this to you. And that is why I am a part of this place, and I hope you all enjoy my photos.
I am off to work now.
Lucy Gray is Drella.
